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bysaber · 5 months

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HIYAAA, this is me, IM SO HAPPY YOU WANT TO BE MOOTS WITH ME AS WELL, so far ive finsihed most of my assignments I just a few that take a little more longer and so much more effort but after that im so taking a big break.

so true though, ive been a ghost user since I joined and that was like 2020 I totally saw the rise and the fandom of the superwholock era but I never really joined in on it as I haven't watched those shows so Tumblr was like an app that was there but I wasn't using it every hour of the day as I am now, it has now become my favourite escape from reality other than sleeping (and even that could use some improvement like lucid dreaming or maybe even shifting) >_< so ive just been a consumer on here until I see like blogs that drop posts within a minute and the next day it has more than like 10,000 notes (WHICH they soo deserve bc damn they write so majestically) and I was like man I would die if even one person liked my posts and liked what I wrote, I cant even imagine how I would react to 100 let alone 10,000. like I think I would sob. and the way blogs write their posts, you can tell they put their whole mind and soul and everything into it, its so beautiful. so this community really ignited my previously dead passion for writing and I love it for that.

I have no experience in working but I think I might have to start soon since my situation sort of demands it so I have no idea what its like but I can only imagine changing 100% of a campaign is more than stressful, I hope it goes well for you and you get more free time to yourself.

also I noticed you said mother language, i'm actually curious, what's your mother language?

also side note: I was rereading your sukuna body and soul fic (for like the nth time bc I cant get enough of it) and I was so shocked bc like I LOATHE sukuna after like everything he did ARGH I cant express how much I hate him but omg that fic, mmmh, it hit different because my hatred for him, boom, somehow became nonexistent and im daydreaming about being the reincarnated lover of this epitome of evil man. im literally catching feelings that's how good it was.

i really enjoyed your reply and I appreciate you taking the time to talk to me, its honestly the first time im having interactions other than likes on here. and im so glad that I get to be mutuals with you.

hope you're doing well, >>>>3333

euorian.

I'm so happy to finally meet you, boo! <3

I hope you can finish your assignments asap and enjoy the New Year's and also a good break!!

I actually watched 2/3 of superwholock so it was... an experience!! I also get so happy when I see authors with that many notes because I know how they put their hearts into their writing and they totally deserve it. and they're doing it FOR FREE, it's kinda insane especially when we read some shakespearian level kinda thing.

and I can tell you even one interaction makes a big difference, people like you -- taking a bit of your time to write a little something -- supporting us mean the world. so, thank you again. and I assure you I'll be there to support you as well with your writing ^_^

and AHHHHHHHHH I'm so glad you liked my sukuna!!! I'm gonna tell ya I'm NOT a sukuna girlie lol. gojo is my fav jjk character (toji and megumi fight for 2nd place). BUT I think sukuna is a great villain, he's hot af and I mean-- I WOULD. and the idea of that big bad monster, the king of curses, being obsessed with a woman? A SIMP? IM DOWN.

definitely gonna write more about him.

my mother language is portuguese !!!

you can always talk to me, send me DMs, whatever u want! again, its nice to meet you, euorian. <3

#askaway #euorian 🖤#body and soul

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fairycosmos · 7 years

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is your most fun times and all of my old friends are having good time but i dont and i hate going that school entering those buildings doing the same routines over and over. i dont even study my gpa is bad. im a loser in every aspects of life. i didnt dream it this way dude. it hurts to think that i'll be like this forever,im scared bc i know i cant handle one more year like this... im sorry for this negativity,i just had to tell this to someone... thank you for listening :)

hey, it’s okay. i totally get it. first of all, don’t believe all that ‘college is the best time of your life’ bullshit. that’s not necessarily true and it’s not like only one portion of your life is going to be happy and golden, that’s just a myth perpetuated by middle aged people that are stuck in the past tbh :/ i’m really sorry to hear that things didn’t turn out the way you thought they would. it always hurts when that happens and it can sometimes feel like you’ll never move past it, but the simple fact is that you will. life goes on, it doesn’t stop for anybody and that can be a good and a bad thing.

you said that your first year of college was super difficult, right? and yet you still managed to get through it, you were still strong enough and resilient enough to make it to the end of the year. that’s really something that you should be genuinely proud of. however, that doesn’t mean that this year will be as bad as the last one - and even if it is, now you know that you can rely on yourself to get through it. but try not to get stuck in the negative mindset of just expecting things to turn out wrong, bc that just makes it more likely that they will. if you look at the upcoming year with a fresh, upbeat approach then it’ll be easier to handle. even if you have to force yourself to do it at first. whenever you catch yourself worrying about it, make the conscious effort to combat the negative thought with a positive one. change your internal monologue so that it helps you rather than stresses you out. make a list of all of the good things about college: amazing opportunities , the chance to meet new people, the chance to make a difference.

when it comes to the issue with your friends, i can totally relate. finding people that you really truly click with is really difficult, a lot harder than most people realize. however that doesn’t mean that you won’t ever find them, you know? try to keep putting yourself out there. you don’t need your friends to join clubs with you, join them on your own and see if there’s anybody that you really get along with. you have to take that first step, it’s crucial. and i know it’s scary, i totally understand that. but your brain is making it seem a lot worse than it will be. it’s just a club, and if you hate it or if you don’t like the people then you never have to go back again. but it’s definitely worth a try. all you can really do is put yourself into situations where meeting new people is likely, even if it feels nerve wracking and weird to do so. just try to be yourself and approach everyone with an open mind, and then others will be drawn to that and to you. making real friends is one of those things that just has to occur naturally and there’s not really a lot of advice to give about it bc i also struggle with it a lot lmao :/ but just keep in mind that great people can walk in and out of your life in a heartbeat - it just takes time, and patience.

okay so this is the really important bit - you said you’ve been struggling with depression for 2 yrs now and honestly that must be really fucking hard to deal with and i’m sorry you’re going through it. since it’s a mental illness that will only get worse if let alone, i’d really REALLY recommend talking to someone about it if you haven’t already. i know you probably don’t want to but that’s genuinely the best way forward, and you want things to change, right? whether it’s the college counselor or your usual doctor, just make an appointment and see how it goes. they’ll be able to asses you and give you the care that you need, whether it’s therapy or medication or general support and advice. you don’t have to do this alone and there are A LOT of people that are going through what you’re going through, believe me. you have to treat it like a broken arm or a physical illness - it’s just as serious and it needs just as much attention from professionals. once you’ve talked to someone it might be a lot easier to talk to people and to let yourself enjoy things a little more, you know? it all comes back to your mental state and how you’re dealing with it. you need to make yourself a priority, okay?

check out these links if you want bc they might help -

http://www.bestcounselingdegrees.net/10-great-tips-for-dealing-with-depression-in-college/

https://www.trade-schools.net/articles/college-depression.asp

http://www.learnpsychology.org/student-stress-anxiety-guide/

at the end of the day, you don’t know where you’ll be in a year. nobody knows what the future holds, so why bother torturing yourself over it? it’s probably going to be both good and bad, most things are. all you can do is take it one day at a time, and if that feels like too much, one hour at a time, even one minute at a time. stop thinking about the bigger picture for a while and try to focus on right now, on the present moment. you will handle whatever struggles and hardships you have to face this year, just as you did last year, and it WILL be okay. just breathe, know that you’re so much stronger than you think you are. try to get some help with your depression and just do what feels right for you, okay? that’ what matters here. i hope you’re alright. hmu if you want to talk more about it. i’m always here.

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