#and i was gonna grind materials bc i have a bunch of fuel

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#i feel extra boring lately so i apologize for that #not doing a lot unusual just grinding last moogle stones in xiv before the 10-5 patch #and farming stuff to improve characters in sr #don't have enough jades to roll on anything so nothing exciting to report there #my luck's been so shit anyway it's all gone to just 4* lightcones mostly #and i was gonna grind materials bc i have a bunch of fuel #only to realize i've been tearing through credits bad #like i used to have well over 2mill now i have 700k #like i went through it FAST #now i feel like i need to slow in grinding bc improving lightcones/levels is gonna drain my credits to nothing #so i guess just let the fuel sit and improve slowly again? #i guess all the $bp mats and improving like crazy had an unfortunate side effect welp. #i have two last quests in sr i really should finish and two old 'waves of stuff' from belobog #but idk mood swings and shit have been hitting v hard the last couple days and it's leaving me just kind of #...off? down? executive disfunctioned? low mood low energy low enthusiasm idk #and tired but when am i not with my sleep fuckery #i could use a mood boost but idk where to get it i guess i just need to wait it out