#and i think all catholics and ex-catholics can relate to the impulse to always moralise our actions breaking out of the need to constantly

[touchlikethesun]

— leviticus 20:13 on ao3

#i may or may not be working on a new typeset #saying no would be a lie. and lying is a sin. #like oh my god just take me out back and shoot me #what makes this extra ironic #but still when he wants to kiss tetsurou he cannot help but think of sin and trying to convince himself it's okay to ask for what he wants #by saying it would be a sin to lie and that's why it's okay #even tho he doesn't believe in god!!! even tho there's literally no one around that will smite him down or judge him or tell him off #he still impulsively rationalises his choices in terms of what is and isn't a sin #god it's just so painfully catholic #for the record i do not think like this anymore #and i did always think the concept of not sinning because it went against god was a bit ridiculous even as a child that didn't sit right w/ #but this is still relatable #and i think all catholics and ex-catholics can relate to the impulse to always moralise our actions breaking out of the need to constantly #justify TO YOURSELF why you do what you do or want what you want #god it's so exhaustinggggg #anyways this is exhibit a million why this kei in particular hits me quite hard #tsukki <3 #kurotsuki #haikyuu #also re my post a few days ago about the importance of tsukki being the one to confess first... prime example right here