#and i still have some friends in jp and seeing their insta stories and posts makes me :) and :( simultaneously

[ghosttotheparty]

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#literally just listening to japanese makes me 💔 #i would literally anything to go back #im so sad #sometimes i’ll just be going ab my day and doing something and i’ll just be hit w a random memory or feeling #and i have to just stop what i’m doing bc it’s just a wave of sadness #and i still have some friends in jp and seeing their insta stories and posts makes me :) and :( simultaneously #i wanna go back and visit but idk how to travel by myself and idk who i would go w #maybe my brother #(that’s probably the best idea bc he’s fluent and i’m.. not) #and idek when we’ll be able to if we do #but like #i spent a week in tokyo for an art trip and it was the best week of my life #and i kinda just wanna go back to where i lived and wander around #like the paths i used to take walks on #and the mountain i lived near #and the fucking 7-11s oh my gOD #and the sushi #and ramen #fuck #i miss literally everything ab it #:( #robins rants