#and i prolly shouldnt post about it publicly

[possumsarecool]

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#romy yelling #vent #i feel bad and want to talk about it but dont have anyone to talk to about it #and i prolly shouldnt post about it publicly #truth is that the person i Should talk to hasnt texted me back in a week #and im worried they. dont like me very much.. #but im too much of a chicken to fucking ask them if they think im annoying #cuz i dont want to stop talking to them #fuck ive written this post and tags three times to get out the personal details #and theyre back #I'll probably be fine in a couple days #it just sucks rn #i shouldn't post this but if i dont ill just write this post again and again and again #fuck i keep adding tags im stopping #to the notes app w this fucking problem #ps thanks to my followers for either bearing with me or skipping over these posts

[cherry-shipping]

realizing the fucking paradoxic dilemma of cosplaying toriel in 2 weeks and coming to the conclusion that if any sans cosplayers wanna take s*riel photos im gonna have to say no. so fucked up

#was gonna post this to my main but uhh actually i dont wanna #everyone there knows im in love with sans but unlike this blog theres over 800 people on my main #and im sure at least one of them would wanna make me feel like shit by sending me s*riel stuff or making fun of me about it so. yeah no #anyway ive thought about this long and hard and considering i wouldnt be able to LOOK at the pictures afterwards without becoming suicidal #i think its uhhh prolly best to just politely decline lol. anytime ive been at an utdr meetup/photoshoot and it gets to the s*riel pictures #i just close my eyes and cover my ears like u_u i do not see it #cherry chats #i know ive been more open with how severely and sincerely that ship fucks me up in this post than before but uh #please no one send me anon hate. i know you shouldnt publicly say things like triggers or stuff that makes you feel horrible but. #well just for now ill trust the like 30 followers on this blog. so please dont be mean 2 me thanks #suicide ment #suicide mention