#and i loved the idea of exploring aya's personal viewpoint on everything

[pekoeboo]

hm;; i'm kind of at the point right now where I'm not sure if i'll end up actually continuing/finishing the Journal?? I've had a basic outline written out for the entire rest of the story in one of my notebooks, so I know exactly what happens from the point I left off... but actually writing it hasn't exactly worked out very well for the past several months or so. >n<;; there's also a lot of new lore changes that have taken place and i'm ?? kind of not sure how to implement them into what i've already written without rewriting a bunch of stuff as well;;

idk if anyone's even still interested in the story anyway so it probably doesn't matter if I don't update it again. I just wish there were a way for me to still share what happens for anyone who is still curious, but writing new entries just isn't in the cards for me right now. maybe sometime in the future I'll get hit with the inspiration to continue with it? but as of now, probably not.

I guess I'm cool with spoiling the rest of it tho if anyone wants to know what happens - just send me an ask regarding the story and I'm more than willing to share that info :0 don't think i'll be able to really draw much art to explain stuff either so asks are probably the best way for y'all to figure out what happens. if not, then i'll likely just keep a lot of that to myself since i have no idea how else to share it.

anyway, it is what it is I suppose. these things happen with long-form creative projects, and I'm not the kind of person who is really good at keeping up on stuff like this for extended periods of time, unfortunately. hope that's ok tho;;

#feels bad but like #i just can't force it if it's been hard for me to write more of it you know? #i've thought about just writing like. khalan's perspective once he's feeling better #but that cuts out SO much important content that happens in between #and i loved the idea of exploring aya's personal viewpoint on everything #i just haven't been able to actually figure out how to write her side of things #and it's been difficult for me to write in general so keeping up on this story has felt more like an obligation and like;; #i dont want it to be that. i want it to be something i enjoy writing for the sake of it like it was when i started #so yeah #i'm planning to still make content of these characters through art but just don't;; be expecting journal updates i guess #my ramblings #text post #update #writing