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#and i CAN'T my mother found my knife. honestly even having it htere whether or not i used it felt like it gave me an option even if i
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I was actually having a pretty good day until just now :/
#i reread and made notes for two solid hours! 15k of words!
#i went for a walk and got ransom a toy and stocked up on chocolate (my excuse is that sometimes when i'm feeling awful eating a bit of
#chocolate helps lol and this stuff was 50% off) and generally had a good walk!
#and i had a bath. first bath of the season! and i read like hafl of out of hte silent planet while i was bathing and it was wonderful!
#mum made the BEST ginger pudding today!
#so like. i've had a great day today!
#so many blessings!
#and now i just feel awful because i ate something and i wanna throw up and i mustn't
#been struggling more with dealin w eating lately too at times and in the last week have been deviating from what the dietitian's been
#encouraging me (variety) bc i couldn't deal with it
#but today was a good day! a great day! and now i feel terrible for no apparent reason
#yay me :/
#puddleglum hours
#personal
#incidentally am SO grateful for the job that requires me to wear short sleeves bc i know that by now i would've harmed deep enough to scar
#on my arms as well if i hadn't had the knowledge that the next day id have to be at work w that. the reason this is coming up rn is
#bc SURPRISE i rlly wanna harm
#and i CAN'T my mother found my knife. honestly even having it htere whether or not i used it felt like it gave me an option even if i
#didn't take it. it was a comfort. and now it feels awful not having it esp as idk when i'll get it back and also even worse my parents
#litcherally gave me that knife for my last birthday. i don't know how mum feels about that
#but yeah i just. i want to do smth drastic so bad
#and i CAN'T
#tw sh
#i don't even know why
#ugh
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