#and found hopefully a specialist that can help. but they're in a different state so its all via video chat and email

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why is going to the doctors literally the most embarrassing thing in the world like i'm not even here for you i'm here to order blood tests but i'm still having an internal freak out about asking for them. anyway i can never see that doctor again and i have to see that doctor again for results

#been to too many doctors with no results so finally caved after some Very Bad Days in Very Quick Succession last year #and found hopefully a specialist that can help. but they're in a different state so its all via video chat and email #which is fineeeeeee except they had to get me to go to my local GP to order blood tests #and its like. yes i know this is a small bump in the road on the very long process to recovery but also #this small bump might kill me #text #m