#and confession but i rly dont like the only other horn at that band level with me but im like

[eternalborealis]

listening to shostakovich five bc i brought it up to a friend earlier as a suggestion of a symphony to listen to and. 

MAN. i just. i miss symphonic band a fuck ton dude like bein with all the other horns and playin cool shit was just sm fun,,, im not rly in contact with any of the people in my section form high school (or at least. not close contact to any degree lmao) but i just miss the vibes

#eb.rambles #and granted yeah theres still marching band now that im in college. and theres symphonic band options #i was in one first semester. but i fucked up registration for second semester so </3 #and confession but i rly dont like the only other horn at that band level with me but im like #Not Good Enough to be in any of the higher levels of band. ive never rly been good w practicing #which is ofc obviously my fault. but i just wish this shit came easier to me bc i genuinely love it a lot #but also at the same time im not. a music major lmao. doesnt make a whole lotta sense for a comp sci kid to be in the good ensembles yeah?