#and also the way i mitigate my depressive mood is through fun little drinks and chocolate

[giftedpoison]

Why does god give his toughest battles (really bad mucus side affect from COVID) to it's strongest soldiers (me a person who loves hot sauce, spicy food, chocolate, and things with milk in it to a degree that means it's my regular diet but I havent been able to have it for over a week)

#i had a java chip frappechino yesterday because i decided i was healed #i proceeded to be up the whole night coughing #i was wrong #eve yells #shitpost #i just want my joys back thats all i want #yes i know this is a privleged thing to say #but also i have very limited safe foods so its hard for me to eat as it is #and also the way i mitigate my depressive mood is through fun little drinks and chocolate #because i need something to spark joy in this hell