#and a friend kinda spoiled arthur dying for me but I thought he was trolling because i did not believe they would actually kill him off

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

Legit can't believe it's been 10 years!?!? 10 motherfucking years!?!? I remember being so worried about the finale that in the week leading up to the airing I was having dreams about what was going to happen

#bbc merlin #merlin #actually I didn't even watch it on the day itself i was meant to watch it with the person who was then my best friend #and she kept delaying it till my sister was like FUCK IT we need to know what happens!! #and I was avoiding tumblr like the PLAGUE like I logged out of it because I had this exact blog #and I knew I'd be spoiled it if I came online #and a friend kinda spoiled arthur dying for me but I thought he was trolling because i did not believe they would actually kill him off #it's so weird to think how different my life was back then also like... fuck me!!! #i can't believe this show is such a big part of my life still!