#and I'm terrified to one day come out as bi to him bc he's homophobic and i already feel as if i failed him daily

[crispyliza]

Dad: *spents every moment he can with me as a baby constantly repeating the word μπαμπάς (dad in greek) over and over*

Me: *says "μπαμπας" as my first word*

Dad:

Mom:

#my second word was παπουκια which is greek (and baby) for shoes #sorry mom #ok to reblog though idk if anyone will want to #anyways my dad was pretty absent while i was growing up bc of work even when he didn't have to and he was and is very judgmental #especially about mental health issues or my adhd and many other things that i don't wanna blast him about on the internet #bc i still love him a lot despite the psychological issues i have bc of him #and I'm terrified to one day come out as bi to him bc he's homophobic and i already feel as if i failed him daily #but i love to reminisce about moments like this (though this one i obviously don't remember lmao) and remember that he loves me #and most of his mistakes misguided manifestations of his worry and care #and he's slowly understanding that i think #I'm saying all this bc whenever someone posts something wholesome that happened with their family everyone is always depressed and envious #and traumadumpimg about their own horrible experiences with their parents #and i just wanted to show that my relationship with my dad is anything but perfect #bc the commenters don't always know the whole story before making judgment #anyways i made this on a whim and might delete it later #i just wanted to share this cute family moment #text #crispy talks #whenever my dad brags about my first word my mom immediately provides the context bitterly #it's so funny