#and I know I would’ve regretted it 1000x times more if I had listened to the depression gremling on my shoulder telling me not to go

[srvphm]

I’m never procrastinating anything ever again I swear on god and all the angels and the devils too I’m not gonna lose another good opportunity to that bad habit a single more time my lesson has been learned

#I’m missing the first Rammstein concert here since 2017 right now and some good blow #I have no good excuse #I mean. ok so I was tired and hella hungover and I wouldn’t have been able to finalize the plans before the middle of the afternoon #but I could’ve not waited until almost 6pm #I’m pretty damn mad at myself #and I’m not gonna let that shit happen again this is the last straw #I’m so fucking tired of all my regrets being about *not* doing something and *not* taking a chance #I guess I do regret drinking so much last night actually #and I know I would’ve regretted it 1000x times more if I had listened to the depression gremling on my shoulder telling me not to go #ok rant over back to spending the night at home instead of at the concert of my dreams #I guess it’s not the worst thing that I can’t go cause I do have some serious adult things to do tomorrow #but hhhhhhhh I’d rather do them still shitfaced knowing I had a good time