#and I get that they're going to prioritize their lives with their respective S/Os

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#I need to yell somewhere #because once again I'm thinking about the two people I've known since high school #who I considered my closest friends #but now it feels like we're barelh acquaintances #and it hurts so much #and I get that we're all adults now and it's natural to drift a bit #and I get that they're going to prioritize their lives with their respective S/Os #but I hate just feeling like I've been abandoned #we barely chat in our group chat anymore and when we do 95% chance it's me starting the convo #I always have to instigate. I always have to be the one to suggest and organize hangouts #like do you actually want to spend time with me??? do you just feel pity and that's why??? #I want to tell them how much it hurts but I don't want to come off as rude or needy or egotistical #I just miss properly socializing with people. and have the experience not feel like pulling teeth #I'm tired of feeling so alone #okay end of my rant if you made it through congrats? here's a sticker ⭐