#and 'passed by' was a phrase jiska we had to write the meaning of and a sentence

[viosjaan]

actually yesterday na

#it was english exam #and 'passed by' was a phrase jiska we had to write the meaning of and a sentence #and all i could think of was that girl in red song october passed us by #and the way you made me that gifset from the mv and even pinned it. i was so shocked and like. felt special that you're okay with telling #everyone you made it for me #it was so sweet #and the way you said it was us #and i remember the way you alternated like one side yearning one side kissing #so i was just sitting in the exam thinking all this. 😭👍 #and then i was thinking about that newest stsg webweave you made #from the 1 #it was so fucking beautiful that it made me ugly sob in my dads room??? i had to lock the door and all😭 #it was so embarrassing i think i cried for 30 mins straight and it just wasn't stopping i couldn't even understand why #maybe because it was so beautiful and i couldn't say anything and i felt like i lost someone so talented and creative and artistic and #amazing and ill never find anyone like you? #or maybe #remember that rwrb quote that was like #you're it for me #i had it as my theme for so long i even linked you in it so openly #and the 1 ke lyrics it would've been fun if you'd be the one we were something don't you think so #it was you you were the one #idk #you probably weren't thinking about us when you made it right?