#also jeremiah creating a daydream romance with keanu reeves the weatherman makes me want to marry him right away

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

ppl in the house and I’m too intimidated to walk to my room so I’m throwing Jeremiah excerpts like bread ends to ducks:

It’s October in 2005 which means it’s cold in Maryland and still warm in Las Vegas. Jeremiah’s been watching the weather channel more frequently lately as a form of pure entertainment which seems like a strange thing to do, probably because it is but also more likely because the weatherman’s got a Colgate smile and hair like Keanu Reeves’ in My Own Private Idaho. He’s named after a flower or something of the like—Prim, Basil, Aster, Sage. Really, Jeremiah should know because he’s invested enough to know the man has a subtle lisp and a birthmark above his right eyebrow, but maybe the problem is that he’s paying too much attention to the man’s subtle lisp and birthmark. Still, he finds himself thinking of the man when he sits on the balcony with a mug of Ovaltine, the weather channel muffled through the closed door. When did he decide to become a weatherman? And is the job rewarding?

Sometimes the reality that he’s dreaming about a weatherman who doesn’t know he exists hits him so hard he goes back inside and turns the TV off right away

#the more I write with Jeremiah the more I’m like was he autistic this whole time #anyway I’m losing it over my own private Idaho and I wrote this reference in RIGHT before I watched the movie last night #so reading this again is like twirling my hair and kicking my legs and giggling #also jeremiah creating a daydream romance with keanu reeves the weatherman makes me want to marry him right away #HARRISON THREW THIS AWAY?????? for LONAN??? I’m sorry but have you SEEN jeremiah #also the temp descriptions for Oct are kind of broad and might not be the most accurate but IN GENERAL #& also I love that comparison #the theme of going to a warm place you know as home that doesn’t feel quite like home anymore to a cooler place that was once your home #that feels warmer because the ppl there actually care about you #anyway love letter to Maryland story fr I miss it sm #changingstates