#also if I was really spaced out I'd forget everything that happens & thus had compulsive re-reading in sword so adgadg

[boyfrillish]

So ... I cleared Violet main story

thankfully I'd already known about the twist and the gist of what's awaiting, still didn't stop me from sobbing like a baby starting with the final battle and all the way through the credits :")

#crystext #final battle instantly reminded me of fighting Eternatus lolol that was just last month for me and I'm still so attached to swsh so #I thought about swsh in one way or another the whole time through violet ... #anyway I can take it easy now that I've cleared the story but also like the reason why I grinded it today is bc I'm feeling down today :'') #which is ... also a stark contrast to sword because I kept delaying it because it was SO INTENSE and I was sick and my body needed it's time #me going „oh no“ when spotting Hop bc I knew I would feel very strongly and my body was not always ready for that much emotion .... #also if I was really spaced out I'd forget everything that happens & thus had compulsive re-reading in sword so adgadg #*I was sick as in I had a fever throughout a chunk of it but that may have just been chronic illness bs bc it's still going lol #but yeah playing sword was really on a whole nother level than ANYTHING for me it's. yeah. yeah. I'm just hhhhhhhhhhhhh #Violet was fun and story and characters are good but also it's definitely more detached for me #I do have a ship I like tho have fun guessing which lolol