#also Ive been thinking abt rokka and lisa paralels non stop. gotta love gods putting you through the horrors

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Oh btw sorry for not posting my every thought on here I've been thinking abt the random card au So hard lately y'all r missing out

#rat rambles #band posting #random card au #mostly just abt the main two trios but especially abt tomoe god girlie Im so sorry </3 #also Im thinking Im gonna give ran the power of athieism since I think itd be funny #cause you see. the sourse of the gods immortality is belief and worship so they currently only half exist as thats whats keeping them alive #so if say someone didnt believe they existed. they quite literally wouldnt exist to that person #and as a concequence anything made from their power after they started existing fully off of belief also kind of stops existing to them #this can also apply in like halfways too like believing they exist but not believing in certain capabilities of theirs #also I just think its funny to make ran an at least semi athieist while rokka is standing Right There #tbf rokka probably doesnt even know until the group starts encountering magic more since ran isnt vocal abt it #Im thinking its a much more passive belief just like cassually being like oh wait god isnt real as a kid and then not thinking abt it again #and now god wants one of their friends dead and their loosing their mind as rokka amd tomoe also loose their minds at ran not being able to #see or be effected by some magic but being able to see other magic and yukina is just standing there having a Moment abt tomoe again #oh and fun fact! the whole belief thing is why the dark and reality gods both are still semi alive despite their curremt states #since they can semi exist off of belief they cant rly die without that belief dying out too #which. wont happen anytime soon even tho they arent nearly as well known or actively worshipped #also Ive been thinking abt rokka and lisa paralels non stop. gotta love gods putting you through the horrors #but also how rokka would probably kind of resent lisa quietly if they met since lisa only dealt with the really bad stuff as an adult #rokka has been dealing with this stuff since beforw they can remember + the light god actively hates them and makes it Known #meanwhile for lisa shes never rly directly interacted with the reality god in any sort of conversation. nor does said god seem to have any #feelings on her. its pretty much entirely the abilities they gramt her that ruined her life #yet they both share that barely contained boiling rage that threatens to burst out at any moment. only overpowered by grief and exhaustion #anyways I need 2 sleep gn gamers