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FFXIV Vanilla Gpose | Six | Emote

"Moren said the book was..... Where, again?"

Location - Crystarium - Cabinet of Curiosity Time - 11 a.m. Color filter - Pastel 1 Frame - Simple 2 Emote - Lookout + Ponder

#i realized only just now it might be fun to include how I got the shot #Trying to work on my framing and angles at the mo #ffxivvanilla24 #vanillagpose24 #i am fucking OBSESSED with the cabinent of curiosity #it's just so #so #:chefskiss: #you feel me? #ffxiv screenshots #cabinet of curiosity #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenies #gposers #the crystarium #gposejar #vanillajar #ajisaijar #one of my classes this summer is going to be digital photography and its only stressing me out a smidgen #I've never really done much photography #does this count?

[ubejamjar]

you are a child in a field of flowering rice; the air is hot, humid, and tastes like leaves soaked with rain. The water you splash through is warm around your ankles, but the mud between your toes is blissfully cool; you hear cicadas and your mother calling you home.

you are in-between-- not yet a woman, no more a girl -- and you were always meant to be here. the castra is alive with the buzz of magitek, blue and red light flickering as you run across the metal walkway, boots thumping with every step. your body thrums with the need to prove your worth, earn your place.

you are a soldier in a field of burning grass; the air is hot, dry, and tastes acrid, the stink of ceruleum and black firesand stinging your nose. the savages lay dead at your feet, their blood pooling in the dirt beneath your boots. you hear screaming and a mother crying for a child who is never coming home.

you are a monster

#ive been creatively burnt for the last few days #I’m trying to slow down making things #stop pushing myself to make so much every day #this was something I had rattling around in my brain #I’m starting feel the creative buzz again #ffxiv #ffxiv oc #ffxiv gpose #gposers #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #Ajisai Kawanami #ajisaijar #pastjar #imperial!ajisai #writingjar

[ubejamjar]

FFXIV Vanilla Gpose | Five | Vacation

I'll admit it-- the Coerthas Western Highlands is hardly paradise. It's too cold to stray from the campfire long and the snow never seems to stop. The wind is howling. I can hear Sleet Traps shuffling in the snow, the bright crackling of Ice Sprites as they float past, glowing white-blue. But it's peaceful. There's no one here but me and my books. I'm free to sit by the fire, sip my tea, and simply while away the hours. There's nothing more I could want.

#let my girl get some rest damnit #ffxivvanilla24 #vanillagpose24 #ffxiv screenshots #gposers #coerthas #coerthas western highlands #ffxiv #ajisaijar #gposejar #vanillajar

[ubejamjar]

Wondrous Tails • Nine • Conflict

"Get up friend, we yet have need of you !"

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

#pov: aymeric and ajisai are your tank and healer during the ghimlyt dark and you stood in a boss mechanic so now they're reviving you #didn't I do conflict already? #yes but i like this one better so i switched the other one to free space #I fucking love this screenshot dude #i am proud of myself #please perceive and grant me gold stars #ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #wondrous tails 2024 #wondrous tails of ffxiv #wolmeric #ajisai x aymeric #aymeric de borel #ser aymeric #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv screenshots #the ghimlyt dark #ghimlyt dark #ajisaijar #gposejar #bingojar

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FFXIV Vanilla Gpose | Seven | Companion

"It's you and me til the end of the line, right buddy?"

"Kweh!"

Location - North Shroud - Gelmorra Ruins Time - 5:30 p.m. Color filter - Pastel 1 Frame - Simple 2 Emote - Sprint + Smile Lighting - 3 - Orange, gold, and soft white

#I neglected to mention on my last one that lighting hella matters #The grass here is naturally pretty desaturated #but you throw a slightly red light on top ? #BOOM #Fields of gold baby #ffxivvanilla24 #vanillagpose24 #ffxiv screenshots #north shroud #ffxiv gpose #gposers #gposejar #vanillajar #ajisaijar #I'm kinda sad I'm done with the challenge #it was a lot of fun! #i might keep doing vanilla gposes as warm ups #i learned so much during this whole challenge!

[ubejamjar]

What… What am I doing? I can't. I can't do this. Not to another kid like me.

#this here be the moment ajisai defected #i think #it's my working idea anywhosers #this came out way more orange than I intended #this is why she's judgement and not the tower or the sun #lemme just spend some time gposing because “it inspires my work” #i'm lying #i just wanted to take pictures #i really want to write right about now #ffxiv #ffxiv oc #ffxiv gpose #au ra #raen au ra #ajisaijar #pastjar #whoopsie daisies #gposejar

[ubejamjar]

┊ Wondrous Tails ┊ One ┊ Teaching Each Other

The sword does not sing for her, the stars do not speak to him. It is a cycle of try and fail, try and fail, try and fail. Still they persist, sharing these pieces of themselves with each other, for it is not skill they seek, but the simple pleasure of time spent with someone who feels like home.

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

#i was going to write a vignette #then i fell asleep #and history will say they were just friends! #but they're in love i swear #because neither of them are willing to admit they're in love #someday #I am obsessed with these two just being people together #ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #wondrous tails 2024 #ajisai x aymeric #wolmeric #ffxiv oc #aymeric de borel #ser aymeric #astrologian #ishgard #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv screenshots #ajisaijar #gposejar #wondrous tails of ffxiv #bingojar

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✯¸.•´*¨`*•✿ Saint Mocianne's Arboretum ✿•*`¨*`•.¸✯

#saint mociannes aboretum #my beloved #every spot here is so pretty #i'm so addicted to taking screenshots #someone help #let me out #ffxiv #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv au #raen au ra #ffxiv scholar #ajisaijar #gposejar

[ubejamjar]

B A S I C S

Name: Ajisai Kawanami

Nicknames:

Aji - Thancred and Alisaie

Aj (not AJ) - Aymeric occasionally in private frequently if they are both inebriated

Little star - Parents. Ajisai uses this as an endearment for children.

Age: Early 30s

Nameday: 7th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon

Race: Raen Au Ra

Gender: Female

Orientation: Bisexual

Profession: Healer, Warrior of Light

P H Y S I C A L   A S P E C T S

Hair: Naturally straight and deep blue, with lavender at the ends. She keeps it short as a matter of practicality and she doesn’t really know how to care for long hair. It grew out between Heavensward and Stormblood but she cut it just before going to that first meeting in Gridania.

Some kids taught her how to braid and she’s been doing it ever since.

Eyes: Orange-citrine with black limbal rings

Skin: Copper, think Southeast Asian; her scales are white

Tattoos/scars: Ajisai has many, many scars that she keeps covered because she wants to look respectable. One does not simply live a life as a soldier, pirate, and hero and avoid scars. I haven’t decided exactly what scars she has because I haven’t looked into putting them on her.

F A M I L Y

Parents:

-> Kana Kawanami Mother, samurai, former rice farmer and sake brewer, Doman Resistance Fighter.

Currently: Alive and fighting on the Gyr Abanian border under Lord Hien’s command.

-> Tatsuo Kawanami Father, geomancer, former rice farmer and sake brewer, conscripted Imperial healer, presumed dead.

Currently: Alive in Dalmasca (maybe?)

Siblings: None, though she thinks of Lyse, Alphinaud and Alisaie as her little brother and sisters. She adores Thancred as a brother, Y’shtola as an sister.

Grandparents: Murasaki Grandparents: Samurai who lived in Monzen; Kana's estranged parents. They died fighting in the rebellion. They never knew that Kana married, had a child, and lived in Namai.

Takemura: A priest at Shisui who raised Tatsuo as his own son. He was old already when Tatsuo was a child and long dead by present day.

In-laws and Other: The Fortemps: She treats them as extended family though their relationships are complicated. Despite Edmont's fondness for her, Ajisai feels he still holds her responsible for Haurchefant's death.

She is unmarried and unattached though she has romantic feelings for Aymeric (which I wrote an essay about)

Pets: None at the moment

S K I L L S

Abilities: Marksmanship - Great with a gun; refuses to use one ever again

Field Medicine - Aside from her healing magic and botanical knowledge, she is trained in Garlean combat surgery.

Life Sketching - Likes to draw everything she sees in her journals. She carries two at any given time -- one is personal, the other is meant as a gift for Aymeric but who knows if she’ll ever actually give it to him because she wrote a love letter in there.

Hobbies: Reading, specifically books about law and history; astromancy and divination; tea making; drawing; talking entirely too much to strangers; ruin diving; research into ancient civilizations

T R A I T S

Most Positive Trait: Compassion She genuinely cares about the people around her— she wants to do the most good she can do for as many people as she can. It isn’t just about penance, she likes seeing people happy and well.

Most Negative Trait Healing Hubris After years of harsh study and field training, Ajisai believes herself to be the best healer to the point she will not trust other people to heal herself, her companions, or loved ones. She spirals whenever she’s forced to confront the possibility someone might be beyond her abilities (like Haurchefant)

L I K E S

Colors: Summer sky blue, plum purple, lavender

Smells: Cinnamon and clove, sugared pecans, vanilla lavender, freshly baked cookies, pine needles, campfire smoke

Textures: Rough paper, plush blankets, river smooth stones, soft fur

Drinks: Ishgardian tea, hot cocoa, warm milk with honey and cinnamon

O T H E R    D E T A I L S

Smokes: Only to be social

Drinks: Only drinks with Aymeric or alone. She drank heavily after the Vault, along with her sleeping potion use.

Drugs: Used sleeping potions to force herself to sleep and was considering using more… illicit substances to numb the pain before she started napping in the Congregation.

Mount Issuance: Story-wise, Ajisai didn’t join a Grand Company. She just.. wouldn’t leave one military to join another. She took porters and aetherytes until she got Pillion from Haurchefant. She calls him Pillion because Haurchefant said she could ‘ride pillion’, not realizing ‘pillion’ referred to the passenger behind the rider.

Been Arrested: Yes, probably for disturbing the peace in Limsa. Many tavern brawl taken too far, maybe some petty theft and other minor crimes before she got her shit together.

Tagged by: @paintedscales ❤️

Dragging these people into getting arrested with Ajisai: @oh-yeah-no @otherworldseekers @corsair-kovacs @amalthea-felsblood @thewitchofelpis @thevikingwoman @disciple-of-frost @viiioca @sasslett @gatheredfates @pumpkinmagekupo @starres-stuff @khaiens @aislingsurrow

If you were already tagged, consider yourself double-tagged or triple-tagged or—

#tag game #ajisaijar

[ubejamjar]

Discord Prompt of the Day: Prayer

"So, yeah. Don't pray to the Fury to send you friends. Maybe don't pray to any of the gods at all, just to be safe." -- Ajisai Kawanami, on mistakes made

#ffxiv #ffxiv shitpost #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv oc #zenos #zenos yae galvus #zenos viator galvus #ajisai kawanami #ajisaijar #discord daily prompt #has this been done already? #probably #am i doing it anyway? #yea #shitjar #gposejar

[ubejamjar]

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── "I am relieved to see you unharmed, my friend." "I pinky swore, didn't I?" "You did indeed." ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

#Nothing to see here just two very good friends sharing their first hug under the moonlight. (They're discussing matters of state) #im pretty sure at this rate we might move past yearning and longing by the end of endwalker and go straight to making up excuses to see #eachother #going right along schedule! #the slowest burn in the west #i am sure all their friends are absolutely done with this shit #cue thancred in the corner holding his hands up going “nowwww kiss” #wolmeric #ffxiv #aymeric de borel #aymeric x wol #ser aymeric #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv oc #ffxiv screenshots #It did not take me two hours to make a tol/smol hug pose #i don't know why anyone would think that #ajisaijar #ajisai x aymeric #gposejar #bingojar

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┊ Wondrous Tails ┊ Four ┊ Childhood Friends AU

"We're best friends in every world with an Aymeric and an Ajisai." "What about the ones where there isn't a you or a me?" "We don't have to worry about those ones cuz we're not there."

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

#I hate the child models in game #why are they all cursed #its fine #i edited these alot in procreate #and i still think they look cursed #the overall vibe is cute though #ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #wolmeric #ffxiv oc #wondroustails #wondrous tails of ffxiv #wondrous tails 2024 #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #ajisaijar #ajisai x aymeric #gposejar #babysai #bingojar

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Wondrous Tails ┊ Five ┊ Defending Each Other

"Pray, pay attention my love!" ♥ "I am !"♥ "To the ogre!"

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

#it's just so hard to focus when your lover is so cool :O #you can't blame him can you? #gposers #wondrous tails of ffxiv #wondrous tails 2024 #wolchefant #wol x haurchefant #haurchefant x wol #haurchefant greystone #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #gpose #ajisai x haurchefant #gposejar #ajisaijar #bingojar

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Wondrous Tails • Ten • Lost Together

Theirs is a dance of trampled toes and laughter let loose in the sea salt air. The world around them blurs into dreamy pink and amber sunshine, warm against their skin. For one blissful moment there is only him and only her, lost together.

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

#this has been in my drafts for weeks #be free my child #go forth #ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #wondrous tails 2024 #wondrous tails of ffxiv #wolmeric #aymeric de borel #ser aymeric #gposers #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #limsa lominsa #little lady's day #ajisai x aymeric #ajisaijar #gposejar #bingojar

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“My parents adored one another and they loved me. The world was never kind, but we had each other and that made everything alright.”

#made some cute kapamilya photos as a treat ❤️ #I love Kana and Tatsuo so much #I think I might have both of them survive to modern day instead of killing off poor Tatsu #maybe he was conscripted and was in Dalmasca #maybe he wanders around killing Ascians with Gaius #thoughts to chew on #ffxiv #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv oc #gposers #ffxiv gpose #gpose #ajisaijar #Raen au ra #wol au ra #Kawanami family #babysai

[ubejamjar]

FFXIV Vanilla Gpose | Two | Location The Wanderer's Palace

I shall never forget learning the truth of tonberries, the truth of Nym. Wandering those halls, I could feel the terror of the sick left to drown. What was the end goal for such an act? Had those responsible felt regret before the Voidsent swallowed them whole? It's impossible to know. May we never repeat their mistakes.

#my toxic trait is believing i can save the tonberries in my lifetime #LISTEN to me #i love the fucking scholar questline #i love the wanderer's palace #i love ancient civilizations that met apocalyptic ends #blame my childhood interest in pompeii #ffxiv #vanillagpose24 #ffxivvanilla24 #ffxiv scholar #ffxiv oc #ffxiv gpose #ajisaijar #vanillajar #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv screenies #raen wol #raen au ra #gposejar