#a longform darkness. a perpetual pain. but dancing through it all. no matter how morose it gets.

[orcelito]

At this point, I think... this has gone past a hyperfixation. I think IAMX is just straight up my favorite artist, now.

& those who have been here for the past... lmao 7 months now. Y'all might just be like "Duh???" But I don't really Do singular favorites. I have a batch of favorites that I cycle through. Usually. But I've been listening at least 80% to IAMX Only in the past 7 months now, and I'm realizing that. Yeah. Yeah. This goes beyond a hyperfixation.

Realization spurred on by this song:

#speculation nation #music #audio #the original is already a fav of mine. and i think i still prefer it over this one. #but this one is just... hitting rn. #the intro is kinda Meh. i dont like just how slowed down it is. but then the song truly starts #and it's like oh. Oh. yeah. this is exactly what i love out of Spit It Out #and im at work and having a Moment. hhhhhhhh #mind kind of blown by the fact that i have a new FAVORITE... #i dont think ive named anything as a singular Favorite since MM. as a teenager. #their music still hits. but ive changed i think. so iamx hits more with who i am. #a longform darkness. a perpetual pain. but dancing through it all. no matter how morose it gets. #less of a wallowing and more of just... living. if that makes any sense. #aghhhh i need to finish opening. and i am Having A Moment... #Spotify