#a hell of his own creation

[lavellaned]

Never not thinking about how the veil must be such a sensory overload for Solas.

Like he made the thing, it’s not naturally occurring, it’s just a big ol magic spell on a near cosmic level.

It’s a running canon joke that he’s constantly measuring and making comments on the veil, but it’s bc he’s never not aware of it. That’s sounds absolutely exhausting no wonder he’s either grumpy or disassociating 90% of the time.

#as someone with a neurological disorder that causes my brain to sort/react to sensory things in a not good way #whenever someone in game pokes fun at him for acknowledging the veil I just wanna shake them sometimes #leave him alone he’s already living in a hell of his own creation he doesn’t need comments from the peanut gallery #dragon age #dai #solas

[sonic-adventure-3]

100% choose to believe that omega and metal and every robot with a voice are literally running vocaloid or utau or something to talk. they simply could talk in hatsune miku’s voice if they wanted to

#like it doesn’t even need to be a gag simply the knowledge that it’s Literally vocaloid like branded is good enough for me #would eggman make his own voicebank. so self-obsessed to make his creations talk in his voice…? #HELL. WOULD EGGMAN MAKE METALS VOICE OUT OF SCAVENGED CLIPS OF SONICS??? #like full cvvc voicebanks handmade. no expense spared. incredible….. #rambles

[idolomantises]

there's something so comforting about artists you admire talking about their own struggles and insecurities

#txt #was watching supereyepatchwolf's video on chainsaw man again and listening to fujimoto express regret about things he didnt learn #and how he's clearly envious of his peers is so... comforting? #i think about my own strengths and flaws and often times i get so frustrated with my shortcomings #im not good at drawing feet; my backgrounds are purposefully simplistic and lack a lot of detail; sometimes my designs have a tendency to #overlap or feel very 'safe' in terms of what i really want to do #its why; despite my love for clowning on media and animated works. i never want to feel like its from a place of malice #the joy of art is always seeing those little mistakes and nuances. its also noticing the achievements other creators have made that you #still lack #even for a certain hell-based show i love to poke fun at for its many. many issues. its undeniable how incredibly passionate the work is. #and i do respect anyone who is willing to get their flawed media out there (myself included) #i see stuff about people calling me their inspo or how flattered they are when i compliment their work and its like. gee. i hold myself at #such a high bar and even still im always surprise when people tell me how much my work moved and changed them #i really love writing just little fun things that i just dont really see anyone else touching and its kind of fun how despite my own #personal grievances with my own flaws and mistakes #people really do find things that they love within them. #anyways I know this is getting long but I’ve just been getting sentimental abt the creation of art #sometimes people make fun of me for love of drawing women and lesbians and bugs and so on #and while I will never let me deter me from my process. sometimes it does get to me #but then I remember that I love doing this and could ever see myself holding back #and knowing despite how other people feel. I have so many followers who resonate with my weird ass shit #that it’s all worth it. ya know?

[starryemeralds]

do you ever think about how aziraphale fell in love with crowley because of his love for the earth; and crowley falls in love with the earth because of his love for aziraphale?

i think about it often actually.

#it’s the way that aziraphale was appointed protector of humanity by god and dedicated himself to it to the point of going against her plan #it’s the way that he’s attached to all of the simple pleasures of the world and for the community humanity naturally yearns for #it’s the way that aziraphale has begun to see crowley in all the yellow on the earth #in the walls of his bookshop in the fairy lights of the shops in the bentley in the flowers in the sunrise #it’s the way he can look up into the night sky and see crowley’s creation — even if it isn’t all of it #it’s the way that crowley didn’t know about the earth until aziraphale told him about it #it’s the way their their paths continued to cross on it over time… something about the earth pulling them back together #it’s the way he created part of the universe.. but the earth was theirs to own separate from heaven and hell #it’s the way that crowley watches aziraphale joyfully indulge in all of earth’s pleasures.. fondly watching him dine at the ritz #it’s the way that for crowley.. all he wants is to be with aziraphale so running away from armageddon is okay because they’re together #but it’s the way that to aziraphale.. the earth is where all their memories live and where they fell in love #and it is the way that he’s making his biggest sacrifice by leaving earth.. in order to make heaven deserving of crowley #it is the way that in his eyes.. this is his biggest act of love because while ‘nothing lasts forever’.. their love can #it is the way that these two have down the most human thing imaginable… falling in love. #good omens #good omens spoilers #i just have so many thoughts rn and no capability of expressing them thoroughly #i don’t even know if this makes sense.. bare with me

[ut-girl666]

Idea: The Matrix, being a parasite that uses the Primes as it’s hosts, slowly turns the Primes into eldritch horror-ific beings, and the forms they hold in front of people to make them appear normal are actually just a ‘cloaked’ form for their ‘true’ form (Maccadam from CV for example). This happens to all the Primes, it just usually takes a long time even by their standards to build up enough, and usually the newer/younger ones are like baby horrors.

Another idea: Rodimus, having been born in the primacy essentially as Optimus’s son, has grown up with them, and seen them in their true forms from a young age. It is now impossible to freak him out with them, because before Hot Rod could walk, he looked Nova dead in the face in it’s true form as it cradled him in it’s arms, and cooed up at it. Optimus now says that to Rodimus, they’re not horrors, they’re eldritch wonders. He genuinely looks at them and believes some to be quite pretty. Or he calmly/casually asks if Op thinks Quintus’s Subnautica octopus ass could fit in a flower vase, because octopuses don’t have bones, and this is long dead ghost, so it’s gotta be possible, right? (Op just wants one normal conversation about the Primes with his son. one. that’s all he asks (while snorting laughs but that’s beside the point-).)

In short: The Primes are eldritch horrors in their true forms + Rodimus isn’t bothered in the slightest about this fact.

#ut’s og trash post #ut talks #transformers #rodimus #optimus prime #primes #the primes #nova prime #the matrix of leadership #eldritch horrors #the primes are eldritch horrors #rodimus looks at Quintus and goes ‘ooh octopus!’ #he cannot understand what the goddamn hell they are #but he doesn’t particularly care #they are terrifying ungodly entities that always have and will out date Cybertron’s populace to most #to Rodimus’s they’re just funky little pretty butterflies of their own kind #and yes #rodimus is in fact aware that as time passes he is very very slowly turning into such a creature himself #Optimus told him way back and showed his own true form #that only got him questions like ‘so will I turn into a phoenix monster?’ and ‘is that why your creation name is Orion?’ #Rodimus is entirely unphased and finds it actually a little intriguing #Optimus is exasperated and laughs in pain every time it happens ‘but at least Rodimus isn’t traumatized by it?’ #anyway enjoy

[rpg-queen]

I can’t believe this adventuring party started in medias res

#they’re so stupid I love them so much #adventuring party #dimension 20 #d20 neverafter #neverafter #also poor zac getting sprayed twice after he bought the axe for ally #a hell of his own creation lol #d20 adventuring party #zac oyama #ally beardsley #brennan lee mulligan #emily axford #brian murphy #lou wilson #siobhan thompson

[speedruntechnically]

I think hell might have killed god

#look. this isn’t founded on much the idea sort of just sprang out of nowhere but. listen #ultkl has multiple instances of creations killing their creators and inferiors killing their superiors #humanity was killed by machines. it’s own creations. #v2. the ‘superior’ model. was killed by its own predecessor v1 #gabriel experiences his first two defeats at the hands of something he clearly views as inferior #the council. potentially the only beings other than god to have a high status than gabriel. are killed by him #so if god made hell and later came to hate and regret it. and hell is alive whether intentionally or not #it wouldn’t be out of place for it to have killed. it’s own creator #maybe all of this should have been in the body of the post but it’s too late I’m not retyping it. read my tags boy #or perhaps hell and god are in some ways the same person #ultkl also has a lot of focus of transformation. prime souls and gabriels change of heart and even swordsmachine and mindflays and ferrymen #perhaps it is his corpse or hell is an extension of him. I don’t know I’m kind of rambling at this point #whatever. look at my theory boy #mine #ultrakill

[sanpape]

Imagine selling out your wife and then having to watch the guy that you sold her out to work with your assistant that you have a crush on try to cheer you up by performing extravagant feats of heterosexuality

#succession #succession spoilers #tom wambsgans' hell of his own creation

[majorshatterandhare]

I think a lot about Brian being Jesus.

I think very little about what God must be like.

#much bigger brian in the space sky #trinitarianism is weird #jesus is just like me and briar rose and cant be his own person and is doomed to be just like his dad no matter how much he tries #jesus didnt want to die and brian didnt get to die #(until he did i guess) #(i guess) #its ‘im insane about folklore and mythology of course im insane about brian being jesus’ hours #jesus is god experiencing humanity and brian is humanity experiencing… being our creation #and its fucking hell for him #the mechanisms #drumbot brian

[theophagie]

Mista's my favorite va character and as such he's automatically subjected to the bisexualification beam but I cannot take fics where he's at peace with it anymore, I just know it in my heart that under that sweater that man has a rosary that was passed down onto him by his grandma or something and that he spent his childhood playing football in some church's backyard with the neighbourhood kids and that he instinctively feels kind of weird about himself

#the playing football by a church thing was very much me when i was little at the fucking. salesiani but a lil projection never hurt anyone #(.❛ ᴗ ❛.) but other than that this is all real to me. put some repression in that man...... #giorno (gay. thinks mista knows it and that he's cool with his own sexuality): mista we should fund the creation of an arcigay site here #mista: ????? t. the hell you want to do????????? #he's the embodiment of that '' 'straight' men looking at their effeminate guy friend two beers in'' post. to me. #mytext #jjba #vento aureo #animanga

[amaxantys]

GASLIGHT !!!! (1944) !!!!!!! INGRID BERGMAN THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE 📢📢📢📢📢📢 I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

hereby declaring this mandatory viewing material for every tiktok armchair psychologist claiming they know what gaslighting is. that word is going up on a high high shelf until you see the film that the concept was named after because some of u (coughmany of youcough) sound fuckin sillY!!!!

#amax antics #gaslight 1944 #HER MONOLOGUE AT THE END AUUUUGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH #every once in a while u see like compilations of like female rage depicted in cinema or whatever AND NONE OF THEM HAVE THAT SCENE????? #R U KIDDING MEEEE #SPOILERS FOR AN 80 YR OLD MOVIE BUT SHE WAS LITERALLY DRIVEN TO INSANITY BY THE MAN SHE LOVED #TRAPPED IN A WHOLE PSYCHOLOGICAL HELL OF HIS CREATION KEPT PRISONER IN HER OWN HOME AND FOR WHAT???? #COSTUME JEWELRY #sorry too much caps but hhhhhhhhh <33333333333 it was so good ingrid bergman is so baller #max goes to the movies #watching Anastasia (1956) next its not even optional- academy award for best actress and also yul brynner is there what a world we live in!

[twofacedtrickery]

({visible to everyone})

The Professor glances over at his partner, who stands shakily, scrubbing at the wall.

"It isn't only you they have misunderstood," he starts. This had been mildly irritating him for a while, but his purpose here is to comfort, not to seek validation right now.

It responds with a small questioning noise, "but you are very well-spoken?"

"Yes, well, they saw a private moment, and interpreted something I told you the wrong way. Of course, without full context and understanding of our communication style, it makes sense as an interpretation, but it was frustrating. I could not correct them, as I do not wish they have further insight into our private life."

"Oh...did I get it right, though?"

"I hope you did. I can't read your mind, though, and pretending I can would not benefit either of us. Regardless, I just thought knowing it isn't you alone who gets misunderstood and taken in bad faith would help what I meant sink in."

He nods.

"Like I said, if someone refuses to try to understand you, that's a them problem, not a you issue."

"I guess...what did they think you meant?"

"They just thought I was blaming the protective forces I called upon, when really I was blaming the hypothetical other parties in a communication gone wrong. It's not an issue."

"...yeah...yeah okay..."

#placeholder writing tag #professor #({man has been in a hell of his own creation where he could NOT clear his name without admitting to doing cult shit fjbfbfbfb})

[wormsdyke]

it is by the grace of god alone that misfits and magic did not come out while i, a teenage autistic person experiencing psychosis with extreme religious undertones, was in high school

#peace and love to the mutuals who were here while i was blogging stuff like #god regrets the act of creation and built me out of the feeling of regret and guilt #i am something so wicked so foul that i cannot keep my own blood warm in my veins if i have veins at all #because that is some shit evan kelmp would say #‘hell is a dark forest where your father opens his rib cage and invited you to dance’ that is a thing 17 year old me would have said #sorry it’s so bizarre hearing him talk cause like. idk #recognition of the self through the other obviously #anyways sorry i’m moody #mismag #evan kelmp #orating!

[clairenatural]

this is the funniest possible continuation of this situation i am losing my mind

#where is my post of this being a unique hell of his own creation

[rabbithaver]

aw fuck it's 4:15 AM and im in my feelings about a fictional hedgehog again

#i am in a hell of my own creation #i drank a can of mountain dew at 1 AM because i severely overestimated how long a transcript would take me #i just. i love silver i support him i want him to get therapy bc he deserves a good life fUCKING. GOD #i have a son he is a teenage hedgehog from the future who can kill you with his brain and has SO much trauma #imagine me face down in bed right now because that's basically what's happening #terin.txt

[talentforlying]

the silt verses 🤝 hellblazer: we accidentally invested this mundane concept with otherworldly power by casually creating and enacting everyday rituals in service of its potential omniscience until it learned that it possessed that power over us and acted upon it

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #have i talked enough about the systems of belief and godhood in hellblazer yet #the way that gods of every religion cultivate faith for their own survival and change shape when it suits them #the way that every creation myth is true in part and even though there is a Heaven and a Hell they're not the Only versions of either #and even though there are Angels and Demons there are also guardians and transitory entities and watchers of other forms #the magic system and the religious system of hellblazer are my fucking Beloved. i study them under my microscope every day #and like no wonder constantine skipped right past Existential Crisis to Fuck It All when he knows everything is at least a little bit true #and every being is more likely to be out and about somewhere than not #have to wonder if his lack of faith is (in part) just the most strategically sound theater of thought to have in that case #when faith in hellblazer counts about the same as an investment in someone's pyramid scheme #(the answer is that it is strategically sound but that's not why he doesn't have it. And Yet I Wonder)