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#Why is everything bleak all over the world all the time in veterinary medicine? why is there no silver lining anywhere?
pigaletta
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#Being in vet med is so damn bleak all the time because whenever you get hope there's always some drawback that basically nullifies it.
#looking for a clinical pg with rank 183 in the country but whoops can't go to your own state
#and other states universities will put you in a college in buttfuck nowhere rather than their best ones
#like...I am so fucking tired. Every time I try to fight my depression something comes back and reinforces it harder.
#it's things like this that make me want to leave the field and do something less heavy even if the hours are longer
#whenever. WHENEVER I talk to a vet it's just bleak. Everything sucks everywhere. It's a matter of choosing your hell.
#EVEN THE HAPPIER VETS
#And there's no promise that if I try to go abroad I won't get crippling depression there too.
#like. why do I try? why didn't I choose to go to NISER when I had the chance?
#Why didn't I pick a job where I can just sit at a computer all day and not have to talk to anyone
#how much do airport ground staff earn? maybe I could be a tug driver. Maybe I could have done some degree to become a flight mechanic.
#why didn't I know when I finished school that my mental health is fragile as fuck and I need a job that doesn't make it this much worse
#I'll run a photostat shop. I'll learn to fix laptops. Anything.
#People raise families with that kind of income. Surely I can look after myself with it.
#Why is everything bleak all over the world all the time in veterinary medicine? why is there no silver lining anywhere?
#I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being decent at my job but not being able to handle the reality of how stressful it is.
#I'll do any manual labour job day in and day out six and a half days a week for my whole life but this is just killing me
#rant
#I'm unrealistic and ungrateful and addicted to quick dopamine
#but god I wish I wasn't suffering from depression of varying degrees since 2015.
#vent
#personal
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