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analyzingadventure · 3 years

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Alrighty, let’s finish this Psi episodes 61-67

Episode 61, A Place to Return to

Leomon! :D

Aww Takeru and Patamon are helping ElDoradimon climb- OH SHIT THEY’RE GONNA wait how did they not get squished as ElDoradimon started sliding???

OH MORE XROS WARS RIGHTS? GRAVIMON! :D <3

Awww he’s too cool to help ElDoradimon, that’s a shame

LMAO GREYMON HOW IS MEGAFLAME GONNA HELP

LEOMON TOO???

This is fucking ridiculous

ANGEMON TOO????????????

Awww now the other small fellas are gonna start helping too that’s cut- wait IS THAT ELECMON’S OG VOICE ACTOR?? IT IS I’M

I didn’t think I’d be so happy to hear Elecmon’s OG VA reprising his role but here I am

C’mon now Gravimon, be a buddy and lend your helping hand

MONZAEMON BIG

Gravimon don’t be too edgy now

God please don’t turn Gravimon into a villian for no reason at the last second

Press F to ElDoradimon

YEAH HE’S NOT TURNING INTO A VILLIAN FOR NO REASON FUCK YEAH

Episode 62, The Tears of Shakkoumon

OH YEAH THERE’S AN EPISODE WITH SHAKKOUMON???

NEEMON OH HOW I’VE MISSED YOU

Well of course there was something cursed sealed away under the tree stump, of course

Is it Shakkou- YES it’s Shakkoumon

OH JESUS

Oh right Shakkoumon is super stronk, fuck

Man, episodes with lore like this would’ve been so much more fun at the begining of the series vmv

Lmao Neemon chanting a sutra

Dude

This lore is great and interesting I’M JUST SAD WE’RE ONLY GETTING IT NOW AND IT WON’T MATTER DOWN THE LINE ‘CAUSE THERE’S ONLY 5 EPISODES LEFT

What the fuck why is this episode so fucking sad man

Don’t make Shakkoumon cry you monsters

Episode 63, The Crest of Courage

Speaking of lore that we’re getting way too fucking late man

KNIGHTMON! :D <3

Oh, dude just opens the door without asking questions, that’s so fucking polite dude, love it

Ah, Valkyrimon <3 Voiced by Miyako <3

Ah, Taichi dies once again

BOTAMOOOOOON BABYYYY

Botamon is so cuuuuute ahhhhhhhhh ;W;

Adventure Taichi: Has to teach his younger self to ride the bike to (re)gain Courage Psi Taichi: Almost dies 15 times when proving his Courage

BOTAMON IS SO CUTE I’m gonna cry I would kill a man for Botamon

LMAO THAT EVOLUTION TO AGUMON WAS SO FUNNY DJKFHDFJGH

LET’S GO FERAL GREYMON!!

THE SQUISH ;A; OH THAT WAS CUTE

Oh, Omegamon is the great power. I was excepting it to have been the Crests themselves but okay

Yes pat that Agumon

Episode 64, The Angels’ Determination

No opening monologue OOH SPOOPY

OH SHIT TSUKAIMON

OH SHIT IT’S DEVIMON

OH SHIT DEVIMON’S HERE TO WARN US?? FRENEMY DEVIMON?? I love it

Oh is Deathmon actually gonna be relevant to the story now

LMAO the poop bazooka was effective

OH YEAH THE DW1 GOLEMON, THAT’S ONE HELL OF A REFERENCE

OH YEAH IT’S DEATHMON MOTHERFUCKERS

A Big Boy too!

HELL YEAH LORD HOLYANGEMON GOT A FUCKING REFERENCE FUCK YEAH V-TAMER RIGHTS (kinda applies to Deathmon too)

YEAH OPHANIMON GOT THE FINISHING SHOT

IT HATCHED

THERE IT IS, THE FUCKER I WAS LOSING MY MIND OVER EARLIER ON!! IT’S FINALLY BACK THAT FUCKER

Episode 65, The Great Catastrophe, Negamon

Sorry I don’t have much to say about this episode, I am just enjoying it for what it is and have nothing to say. Just chillin and having a good time

Oh great, Algomon’s dying too (actually good)

Wait god dammit he’s not dead, fuck

Well great now the Digimon are dead

KOMONDOMON?!

AWW that frame of Taichi getting squeezed by that tentacle was referencing when Taichi was getting squeezed by Shellmon in Adventure

Pick your poison: rewatching all the stock footage at Adventure’s finale for the 54th time in a row, or watching the non-footage in episode 65′s battle

Episode 66, The Last Miracle, the Last Power

Same as before, I’m just enjoying the finale for what it is

Negamon’s evolution is pretty creepy tho, nice

And I am enjoying the use of Extreme Fight here

I do like knowing how Negamon’s evolutions were very much inspired by FMA’s Pride, it makes for some very nostalgic visuals here (even if the nostalgia is kind of misplaced?? Lmao)

Oh the second half is getting weird, I love this atmosphere holy shit

DEVIMON?!

This episode is fun

I do think it’s lame Omegamon ends up being the solution here, again, but like. I guess it was unavoidable

Episode 67, The End of the Adventure

It’s the last episode boys

Negamon’s final form is... Anticlimactic but also kinda fun

Oh you’re Our War Gaming it lmao

Oh man Negamon’s final form really is just an ugly Omegamon lmao lame

But I’ll forgive it because this action is actually great and fun to watch

LMAO THAT OMEGAMON VARIANT

Endless Possibility...

I like that Psi acknowledges Negamon will probably be reborn again... (I’ll never stop being lowkey upsetti that none of Adventure’s sequels really acknowledge that)

RED LINES WE’RE OUR WAR GAMING IT FOR SURE

WE’RE ALL 0S AND 1S

This is cute

TO A NEW WORLD

FUCK THAT WAS CUTE THEY YELLED IT TOGETHER like when they yelled after defeating Apocalymon fuck that’s cute dude

And Leomon survived all the way until the end, it’s a Christmas miracle, the curse is truly finally broken, and Leomon can live

Leomon saying “no, perhaps”, just like he (Hirata) did at the end of Adventure...

That was cute

#Psi reaction #Psi

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mrpenguinpants · 3 years

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Alright, I finally read Reincarnation no Kaben

AFTER MONTHS (it’s probably been a month? My mind doesn’t keep track of the days) I FINALLY CAUGHT UP TO RNK. Ty to Okita anon for the recommendation (*￣3￣)╭💕💕💕 I absolutely loved it.

After this I’ll start on the other recommendation you gave me. I kept a bit of a log of my reading journey under the read more tag.

Major spoilers for literally everything in RNK up to ch 53 “Withdrawal”.

Oh, and I’ll finish answering all my leftover asks and I SHOULD have a fic done by tomorrow. I was so ready to write and then I got up. Now I’m back to bed.

I’m just gonna write this as a log since I read super super slow and I’m only on ch 7 at the start of writing this but I’m really liking it already. Though to be fair. I love everything okita anon recommends haha. I remember you saying you were simping over Kouu and I haven’t gotten to the part where he appears but I wanted to quickly google what he looked like to prepare myself and I see this:

Well. That’s reassuring.

I was actually kinda surprised by how many western figures were in the manga since I know there are only like 7? Around 7 western figures that pop up in any anime/manga but seeing people like Albert Fish was kinda surprising but I really liked it. Also, at the end of certain chapters they write little bio’s on them so you get to know more about them was such a nice touch. I also love that the tradition of making males -> females still stays strong even outside the fate universe hehe.

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Literally, the next chapter I see him. AHHHHHHHHH. Well maybe not him but his eyeballs.

This guy lowkey reminds me of the MC’s brother but it’s 99% because he has the same long ponytail. I wouldn’t be surprised if the brother was apart of the the Greats. Honestly, Ein reminds me of those really hard headed girls that are actually really kind on the inside but aren’t good at expressing themselves (maybe because that’s pretty much her character). I also like that Ein doesn’t like males but she’s hiding behind this guy. At least, I’m..99% sure this is Ein.

I FUCKING KNEW IT. AS SOON AS I SAW HE GOT A THEIF TALENT I COULD FEEL THE SOLO LEVELING VIBES IN ME. HE CAN STEAL TALENTS I FUCKING KNEW IT!!! I’m surprised that Neumann didn’t say anything and Haito seems to be aware of it.

Edit: Ah okay, I understand a bit now but it almost seems like Haito is the only one aware of Toya’s second talent.

Edit 2: Okay, as much as I love power hungry MC’s I’m really glad they didn’t make Toya into that. I am such a softie for sympathetic and kind MC’s like these even though it’s been done so many times. I’m really glad this didn’t feel like a rehash. I mean, some points some of the stuff Toya says it does but it’s fine, I don’t mind that. I actually gave a crap about him since I usually prefer the side characters (I UNDERSTAND ANON, I CARE ABOUT KOUU SO MUCH AHHHHH) but HAITO?? AHHHHH.

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I like that Izo always has the same hat in every adaptation he’s in lol. Istg, cats are always op. Schrodinger seems so strong and the parallel universes are my absolute shit. Sometimes I think, in one universe I did this and in this universe I’m not. Would I rather stay in this universe or be in the one where I am actually productive. Usually I pick the productive universe and actually work but sometimes I’m a bit of a slacker haha. I think this is my approach to a lot of things in life. But I digress, I don’t wanna get too deep into my life.

I can sorta sympathize with the sinners. At least the ripper guy to say the least. I love love love unhinged characters that just want to basically destroy the world or at least have fun. But then you find out- wait they are actually sympathetic oh no. That’s how I felt about Djoser in “im the great priest imhotep” (please...i beg...someone read this...I’m so starved).

As much as character development and rooting for the hero is cool and all, I just want to simp for the crazy “let’s burn the world to the ground” kinda character. I’m also so glad Toya doesn’t automatically become evil and try and steal everyone’s talents because he does seem like a good person and I really don’t see him suddenly switching fields so when he saved (I don’t remember names I’m sorry), the undead solider it was really nice. Proves that he still has his humanity and isn’t strictly relying on the branch of sin.

It makes sense that he wants to steal talents since he never had one (and it was kinda out of left field when he killed Vlad and we just never addressed that ever again haha) but to see him actually consider his actions and if he actually want’s to steal his teammates talents feels right to me. Poor guy doesn’t seem to have a lot of friends so this is the first time he’s ever seemed to have companionship, aside from Haito, so I really hope he doesn’t attempt to steal their talents. I think I’m thinking of the slime? That time I got reincarnated as a slime manga/anime. Where he’s the pokemon catcher of skills. I thought that was where it was going.

But I do kinda like how selfish Haito and Toya’s talent stealing relationship is (I mean, later it develops but my first draft of writing this I wasn’t there yet). I’m not sure if selfish or like self-gratitude/pride is the right word but it’s kind of a breath of fresh air. Rather than Haito trying to contain or “help” Toya’s inferiority she’s actually encouraging it and using her own talent for her own...acknowledgement? Er, yeah let’s go with that.

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This. This interaction. I love this. Like, genuinely love this. We need more of this. Two people from opposite sides finding some common ground and their fight to the death is less about morals or whose on whose side but for themselves. I love that. This is actually some wholesome stuff.

Edit: AHHHHH CATCH MY UGLY CRYING IN THE BACK BECAUSE ALL THE “SINNERS” ARE ACTUALLY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IM DEAD. YOU’VE KILLED ME.

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I KNEW IT! YOU CAN NEVER TRUST THESE KIND OF PEOPLE!! I’m going to slap the whiteboard on this but if I see any “goofy” character I’m immediately sus of them.

As much as I hate that Hitler is getting drawn as a small child I really like this. I know the whole, oh I killed your friends but I’m letting you go because you express humanity but I’m gonna finish my death with a sympathetic line, can be annoying to people but idk I really liked this.

Honestly this and the undead soldiers death hit me hard ngl. This manga might not have my favourite art style during some points compared to like main stream manga but it has some really beautiful scenes.

BOOM CALLED IT, though it’s pretty obvious lol.

THE PONY TAIL NEVER LIES AND HES DA VINCI IT MAKES SENSE NOW

He looks so cute lol. I like that Seiya has the talent of being talented in everything while Toya has the talent to steal other talents. Seiya can probably only cap his power by his own physical/mental abilities with Toya can pull a solo leveling and go further beyond. Thinking of it like jack of trades vs master of none type deals. Though, I might be thinking too hard on this. I like that this man is actually humble but I really wish there was a tiny bit more to him since we only get this one interaction/backstory but the manga isn’t completed yet. I really hope we get to know about Seiya more;; like how he became da vinci or etc.

Everytime I see Neumann I look at that comic sans type and it kills me on the inside. But I love that her eyes are 01 just, mwah perfection. These little details that aren’t that big but it’s soooo nice. I also ahem, unhinged character heart be still. It’s really nice reading manga in bursts because you can see the art progression and damn does she look good.

tiny fang appreciation post.

ngl i’M HARD SIMPING FOR THIS MAN. It’s the pony tail, I have such a thing for guys with long hair (and this is why genshin broke me) but man the art really picked up here.

I didn’t get into it but OKITA ANON I GET IT. KOUU??? AHHHH. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE??? As much as his whole “war” was a bit questionable in the beginning and tbh I still don’t really get it I like that he knows he’s not the same as the other Greats but still tries to help the other “sinners” in a way only he knows. That’s why Seiya was so important;; I get that he wanted them to have a fun death and to be understood but idk, the whole war idea and having them kill each other (especially the Hitler fights because I understand the others since they reached some kind of acknowledgement) but nonetheless, what a great guy.

Nightingale gives me mad masaki vibes from chainsawman. I hate them and I can’t wait for you to fail, but the inner part of my is cheering for you because unhinged characters are my shit. I feel really bad for Neumann, I had suspicions she wasn’t actually like that since it’s sooo out of left field but I’m really glad the manga seems to know what it’s doing. I really wish we got more Kouu interactions with everyone tho.

NOW THIS. THIS IS SOME WHOLESOME STUFF. I WANT THIS. I REALLY WANT SPIN-OFF OF REALLY SAD ANIME/MANGA/STORIES WHERE ALL THE DEAD PEOPLE HANG OUT. That’s how I’m feeling about JJK and the scroll segments or BSD WAN that just came out. IT’S SO WHOLESOME TO SEE EVERYONE NOT TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER.

UGLY SOBBING IN THE CLUBBB AND KOUU AND CHARLOTTE AHHHH. I hate how this is phrased but the respect I have for Hitler?? YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD THAT IS TO TYPE?? Kitazuka is cool tho, I really like him. Some god given talent. I’m hard simping over him but I really hope we get to know more about him later.

Getting smug mona vibes, I love this.

AHHH IVE NEVER FELT THIS UPSET OVER AN APPLEEEE. I’M ACTUALLY UPSET. IF HE DIES IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY MY HEART OUT.

THE FAMOUS SLAP

I’M SORRY WHA- SLENDERMAN?

Oh..wow. Okay, be still my heart. When I first saw her I thought she was really pretty but now I’m absolutely smitten. God damn, can I please have some more crumbs on these characters before they die;;

AHHH SAME GIRL FUCKING SAME????? I adore these small panels and translator notes. It’s a real breather after the sad 3am hours talk these characters go through.

Yagyuu. Jesus christ. WHY ARE ALL THE DEATH SCENES IN THIS MANGA ACTUALLY SO PRETTY AND STABS ME IN THE HEART??? that’s it. goodbye. im fucking out. im actually so upset rn. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?

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In conclusion, and I should probably re-read what the characters say and not go off on memory because I’m about to get really deep. I really like how they phrased why they wanted to stop the branch of sin. That there are people just like Toya and Haito who, if they never found the branch of sin, could still probably lead respectable and okay lives. That there was a “them” in another universe that didn’t go down that road and that they want to be in the same universe as “them”. I know this sounds really confusing if you haven’t read the manga but going back to what I said about the parallel universe stuff.

There was a universe where Toya and Haito didn’t rely on the branch of sin, that even without their talents from becoming a returner, they could still live a happy life given their own personalities and attitudes. It was kinda moving since in the beginning, Toya wanted a talent so badly and now that he has one. He’s realizing that wait, I don’t need a past life talent in order to live. Honestly, I hard relate to that because I totally agree with him. If you have a talent you can probably live a very happy and comfortable life that other factors wouldn’t matter if you just have that incredible talent. Thinking of it as a painter or artist, if you had actual god-given talent you wouldn’t need to worry about other factors since people would naturally seek that talent. So you end up comparing yourself to others and setting that limit on yourself.

But that’s okay, it’s completely natural and I’m not saying it’s horrible if you do this. Fuck, I do this all the time. I’m not saying the manga is changing my life but it’s kind of refreshing that it get’s talked about since other adaptations of this just make the character super OP. I understand wanting to have that incredible talent, fuck who doesn’t? but you don’t need it in order to live earnestly in the bigger picture sense. Not everything you do has to be productive and honestly, learning to be okay with having fun is nice. Just being okay with who you are right now, even if it isn’t perfect in your eyes, you still have time to build upon yourself and your own talents but doing it for yourself.

But I probably missed the point and I’m going way to deep haha. But I really enjoyed reading this and thank you once again to okita anon for the recommendation^^ I always love everything you send me and I’ll start reading the next one. If anyone else has any recommendations let me know!

#WOW WHAT A FUCKING TRAIN RIDE #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ALRIGHT TIME TO GO CRY MY HEART OUT #JESUS THIS ACTUALLY SO BEAUTIFUL???#PLEAE PLEASE PLEASE READ IT #IK THE BEGINNING MIGHT SEEM A BIT WEIRD WITH SO MUCH INFORMATION THROWN AT YOU BUT DO IT #IT GETS SOOOO GOOD LATER #ITS GETTING SO GOOD RN BUT I NEED TO WAIT FOR UPDATES #OKITA ANON YOU ARE SUCH AN MVP FUCK I LOVE IT #BUT YOURE ALSO KILLING ME #super duper fucking i love you i actually love you mwha #okita anon #lovely anon #anon ask #reincarnation no kaben

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lodestarslagoon · 6 years

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AHS Apocalypse 8x03 Live Stream

SPOILERS UNDER CUT

Oh I thought the opening scene looked like the Dinah, Coco, Mallory descencum. Damn Michael...

Night Vision of the soul? Tell me about your powers!

Lol, spoiler, entitled, helpless.

OMG COCO! Fire Mallory lol

“Something Dark”

DAMN CALL HER SHALLOW!

Og again? He knows Dinah?

SHE’S NOT POWERFUL ENOUGH?!

DINAH IS A WITCH!

MICHAEL CONFIRMED IT!

Ish

Dinah is in the sanctuary!

Evil soul?

Oh nvm, it’s Andre.

Unless Dinah is Andre’s son...?

God this is one opening scene of mind fuckery.

I want Dinah to use some powers

Mallory’s made for that world?

Mallory should want to leave.

Ew what an ugly close up to Michael.

Oh Mallory has a darkness..... Unfun.

MALLORY PUSHED HIM BACK

MALLORY IS A WITCH!

OMG MALLORY PYROKINESISED MICHAEL!

That’s right Mallory! Call his ass right back out!!!!

OMG MY THEORY THAT DINAH MALLORY AND COCO R WITCHES ARE RIGHT!!!

THEY DID DESCECUM WHEN THE OTHER 3 WALK IN!

BEST OPENING SCENE IN AHS HISTORY!!!

I swear the opening theme has been changing scenes every week.

ITS COMMERCIALS AND I AM SCREAMING IN EXCITMENT STILL THAT MALLORY, BILLIE LOURD, AND DINAH, SAME NAME AS BLACK CANARY, ARE WITCHES!!!

I still wonder if Coco’s a witch based on set pics Ryan Murphy released.

I am so excited to find out how Dinah knows Michael.

Adina Porter came out and said the scripts made her mind twist and turn, and well I hope it’s true cause it’ll be interesting to see a strong black witch since Angela Basset is too busy with 911 to come back as Marie.

Omg Michael’s doing a spell, ritual.

I wonder if it’s Tate father of devil father.

OHHHH It’s a scrying!!!

He thought he destroyed them all?

Michael did the witches?!

HE DESTROYED WHO? THE WITCHES?!

I cant with this fucking shit. Omg Witches need to ocme and take hsi ass back.

Boiling blood is actually kind of a cool effect.

Am I the only one whos still scare dof Michael’s demon face that happened earlier?

Oh yay the snakes are still around.

Ave Satanis... “Awaken Satan” right?

Kathy Bate’s voice is so distinct.

Her own self made costume is adorable.

The tricker treatgiver is a famous actress I remember her from places.

Wasn’t Kathy Bates in Rosemary’s baby?

Go Young Kathy Bates! Slap him.

Oh shit, she’s a good fighter!

Oh she’s an agent. This makes sense.

Can we have Kathy Bates in Spy 2?

Can someone inform Melissa McCarthy and 50 Cent Piece to get Kathy in on this?

Oh everything happened on Halloween in Kathy Bates’ life. Nice.

Okay as nice as robot Kathy Bates’ life story is, can we get back to the witches?

I still swear Mallory and Coco are connected because they’re witchy powers keep them together.

I am so validated by this knowledge they were witches.

Awww Venable showing support for Kathy Bates is actually touching.

Omg Venable being so adamant on Michael is very interesting.

“That’s Outrageous”

“If you die here, Justice dies here” Really? you’re the sadists here!

“Kill everyone!” Jeez Kathy, these methods are nice.

“ You’re mean and self invovled enough to survive anything, and I’m a robot”

Oh is this guy the Coco husband who screams “You bitch?”

Someone saw a leaked pic that he appears again I think.

I was a finalist on top chef omg hahahhaa

Omg, he is very good “tracking” her for a year.

No one sees the figure approaching behind him?

I wonder where this guy got the gun.

Wait I guess we know officially that the apocalypse did actually happen.

How come these people can breath fine without pain like the people Michael claims he saw.

mother with kids^

OMG ANOTHER WITCH BREACH?!

STEP FORTH WITCHES PLEASE!!!!!

MADISON I INVOKE THEE!!!

They teleported in already I bet.

Ugh.... Why can’t we just reveal the witches already.

Anyone have any guesses where Michael did the ritual? I am very curious? How do people not notice things that happen in this place?

Apples... cause they’re fucking for Adam and Eve aka UCLA and Jail Girl

lol a nurtition blog!

Oh Venable happy enough to try the red delicious.

Vine providence? Wtf Kathy Bates....

Before they die? Don’t you just kill them anyways?

“Not a bad apple in the bunch?” Is that symbolism for they all deserve to go to the sancutary?

WHERE ARE THE WITCHES?

I could honestly care less about Coco’s husbando bf guy.

How can he breath the air and not the guy in the mask?

This Nuclear fallout is making less and less sense to me.

Less sense than where are the witches of all things.

I ownder how Coco will react ot seeing him.

MALLORY STARE AT THE FIRE AND INVOKE THINGS PLEASE!

Oh another Gray got a speaking line.

God I have a lot of thoughts tonight.

Celebration and Comradery?

Wait the only saved Asian is a Gray....

Victorian Masquerade Ball.... @holypancakes is about to blow it!

What are they going to be able to make in this bunker.

Omg Coco, and Gay Evan Peters destroying Mallory is so relatable and sad.

Omg Stew!!! I love how they love Stew.

“I don’t wanna rub it in for the ones who don’t get picked” lol

“No offense Mallory” BAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAJA

These 1v1′s is hilarious.

OMG WHY THE FACE AGAIN :’(

Oh Mallory’s coming out of the broom closet!

Oh they’re laughing at him.

NO MALLORY ITS NOT THE BLAST!

OMG DARK PHEONIX! Shit thats so meta, with Quicksilver right there lol.

Coco commanding shit.

I know she probably won’t but pleas Mallory do something.

This is such a Cinderella point.

Shit Coco is kind of getting a little far right now.

She totally had a point with Evie’s room.

OH IS THIS WHEN MADISON APPEARS IN THE BEAK MASK TO DINAH OR WHOEVER IN THE TRAILER?!

I know it’s not confirmed but we all know that mask was the same Madison wore for to scare Zoe in Bitchcraft.

LOL “Sweet horses”

Lol Mallory has to introduce her.

LOL THAT BOO

FX WTF DON’T U FUCK UP THE PICTURE AUDIO NOW!

Oh shit Venable knows the Ghosts situation.

I mean if it’s been 18 months, this has happened before.

I wonder how many monologes Sarah Paulson has this season.

WHAT MUSIC WILL PLAY I WONDER?!

No idea what this symbolizes honestly.

Oh UCLA’s wire crown is actually creative.

OMG THE FOG IS ROLLING IN WHICH MEANS THE WITCHES CAN COME!

Madison is not that tall, so idk who that could be.

Mr. Langdon doesn’t seem that tall either.

Is Coco dying? Damn....

I still pray it’s Madison, but still.

Wait Coco got into Harvard?

I hope it’s like by real merit. Not money.

BITCH YOU WERE TRYING TO BE AN INFLUENCER U NEVER MADE IT!

Analingus omg Coco.

Coco’s about to die sigh.

Coco can you not....

Short tongue and sensitive gag reflex. sigh this show.

Oh shit Brock I forgot he was around lol.

HOW DARE SHE INVOKE SUSHI!

Brock doesn’t look happy.

NOOOOOO COCO!!!!!!!!

SOMEONE VITAL VITALUS HER!

WHERE IS MISTY?!

BRING COCO BACK!!!!

COCO WAS SEEN IN OTHER SET PARTS AND SHIT!

Lol festivities and your gun. Bitch, has no clue who Michael is.

So many snakes.

I wonder how bored they must be that this si so thirlling for them.

I wonder how many times these peopl have bobbed for apples. I think it’s harder than this I think.

I also think it’s weird UCLA and Jail Girl are so calm right now about all this. They were about to be murdered last week. I don’t knwo how I could deal with these people.

I wonder how bad this mass suicide will end up.

Oh Gay Evan Peters sis howing signs.

Mallory might be immune?

Oh nvm she threw up.

Oh UVLA had blood on Jail Girl ew.

Gay Evan Peters looked so fake.

I wonder what it’s like to act this scene.

Okay so where is Misty to bring everyone back?

Literally we know Misty is in the first 5 episodes since the trailer promos only filmed the first 5 episodes at time they made it. I thought she’d be in later.

Misty being team Michael would make so much sense based on what we just saw.

“Oh Venable you think you killed everyone? HA! Watch this,” Michael shows Misty who dances around and brings everyone back.

“And here’s the trick” hahahaha

I’m still waiting for Michael to bring Misty in.

I wonder when they’re going to realize Coco’s like head stabbed.

Oh shit he’s just open about the laptop being there lol.

I think this is funny, let alone Michael.

Oh shit, she passed the test!

I wouldn’t do that either.

NO SCARY FACT IS COMING BACK :’(

Oh wait she’s on his side duh #HailSatan

OH SHIT!!! CONCILUM!!!!

BE THAT WARLOCK MICHAEL!

I know why she did it.

Michael’s monologe right now is so confusing.

Not what he’s saying, but how interested I am.

Where is the witches?

Someone from his childhood?!

The Beautiful Boy? I’m still confused by this.

Okay so this song is so calming over these corpses and bile.

Brock is around doing what right now?

OH SONG CHANGE?!

THERE IS A HOUSE IN NEW ORLEANS?!

Oh no, it might not be?

OMG THEY’RE COMING!

THEY’RE HERE!

OMG I BET THEY ARE!!!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

THEY’RE IN MY EYE SIGHT!

I SEE THEM!!!

I’M DYING!!!!

I AM CANARY CRYING ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW!!!!

OMG MY EYES MY HEART MY LIFE!

I CAN’T HANDLE THIS OMG YASSS BRING THEM BACK!

BRING BACK MALLORY AND CO!

FIND OUR SISTERS YES!!!!!!

I KNEW IT COCO IS A SISTER!

YASSSS RESURGENCE!

Madison looked happy to see them back.

OMG YES MADISON KNEW! SHE GOT THE LAST LINE!

AHHHHH SHE GOT THE LAST LINE!!!!

i am so happy!!!!!

#ahs #ahs apocalypse spoilers #ahs apocalypse

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pearlsephoni · 7 years

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i have homework i need to do

plso here’s a list of questions that are supposed to be sent as asks but i felt like answering them myself rip productivity and sleep leggo

200: My crush’s name is: lol people I know irl follow me they don’t need to know this 199: I was born in: Galle, Sri Lanka 198: I am really: sleep-deprived 197: My cellphone company is: AT&T 196: My eye color is: Daaaaaaaark brown 195: My shoe size is: 6 194: My ring size is: I don’t actually, but I guess one of the smallest sizes 193: My height is: 5′1 192: I am allergic to: pet dander 😢 191: My 1st car was: still don’t have my license rip 190: My 1st job was: working in a lab! 189: Last book you read: Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison (I’ve been working on like five other books for the last year why am i like this) 188: My bed is: a lofted long twin, gotta love dorm beds 187: My pet: don’t have one 186: My best friend: got three, love them all 185: My favorite shampoo is: SheaMoisture’s Coconut and Hibiscus Curl and Shine has been great 184: Xbox or ps3: PS3 183: Piggy banks are: wonderful 182: In my pockets: my headphones 181: On my calendar: so many projects and presentations and finals rip 180: Marriage is: what you make of it 179: Spongebob can: ...do whatever he wants? i don’t care 178: My mom: is one of the best people in the world 177: The last three songs I bought were? Dead Girl Walking, La La Latch, and the 21 Chump St soundtrack 176: Last YouTube video watched: What If? feat. Daniel Radcliffe, by Anna Akana 175: How many cousins do you have? 7 174: Do you have any siblings? nope 173: Are your parents divorced? nope 172: Are you taller than your mom? we’re the same height 171: Do you play an instrument? Piano (badly), and I used to play clarinet 170: What did you do yesterday? classes, lab work, IRO meeting, then stayed up Way Too Late finishing an assignment [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: nah, I believe in attraction at first sight tho 168: Luck: Yeah 167: Fate: Yeah 166: Yourself: Working on it 165: Aliens: Yeah 164: Heaven: um 163: Hell: uh 162: God: haven’t thought about it as much as I probably should’ve 161: Horoscopes: not usually, but they’re fun 160: Soul mates: I kinda do, but I wish I didn’t, because it’s such a stressful concept to me 159: Ghosts: not really, but I’ll still get spooked at haunted places 158: Gay Marriage: YES???? 157: War: no 156: Orbs: don’t really know anything about that 155: Magic: no, but I wish I did [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs 153: Drunk or High: never been high 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes (all my crushes have been brunettes, idk how or why) 149: Hot or cold: Hot 148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: spring 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: both 144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk 140: Mac or PC: PC 139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke 136: Hillary or Obama: hoo boy, Obama 135: Burried or cremated: Cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing 133: Coach or Chanel: Coach 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: lmao Taylor Hicks what a throwback tho 131: Small town or Big city: Big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: Target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller (unfollow me if you pick Sandler omg) 128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: East Coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney 123: Yankees or Red Sox: Red Sox [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: unnecessary 121: George Bush: really don’t like this weird “kind grandpa” tour he’s going on. appreciate him acknowledging his mistakes though 120: Gay Marriage: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone, and the continued persecution of gay people (and people of every non-hetero sexuality) is disgusting 119: The presidential election: Hell On Earth 118: Abortion: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 117: MySpace: Let it die 116: Reality TV: Let it die 115: Parents: I’ve been blessed with amazing ones, but not everyone is, and everyone should be able to define their relationship to them without society trying to enforce judgement on them 114: Back stabbers: been on both ends of that 113: Ebay: where I go for kpop things rip my wallet 112: Facebook: I’m embarrassed by how much I still use it 111: Work: nice. people at Wharton can be so stuck-up though, why are theatre kids like this 110: My Neighbors: Love them! 109: Gas Prices: pls 108: Designer Clothes: I think they’re super pretty, but they’re just not something I could personally invest that kind of money into 107: College: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 106: Sports: wow I really don’t give a fuck outside of the Olympics. wish I did. 105: My family: Love my parents, love my maternal grandmother, wish I had a better relationship with the rest. 104: The future: Wow! Fuck! Terrifying! [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: Saturday night 102: Last time you ate: Eating chocolate rn lol 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: yesterday when I saw one of my asshole high school classmates twice in one day what kind of fuckery 100: Cried in front of someone: oh wow...it might have been the day after the elections? or my first therapy session? I don’t remember which came first oops 99: Went to a movie theater: March 24th, to see the Beauty and the Beast remake lmao 98: Took a vacation: Spring break, went to NYC with one of my close friends 97: Swam in a pool: Jamaica, the first week of January 96: Changed a diaper: over the summer, while babysitting 95: Got my nails done: never gotten them done professionally! 94: Went to a wedding: uhhhhhhh I must’ve still been in pre-school I think 93: Broke a bone: never happened to me g bless 92: Got a peircing: when I was a baby lmao 91: Broke the law: I guess underage drinking counts, so this past weekend lol 90: Texted: an hour? ago? I think? [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Leslie 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my parents, my mom’s cooking, the kids on my street 87: The last movie I saw: Split (unless the last ep of Black Mirror counts because that was a 2 hour doozy) 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Going to Mexico this summer 85: The thing im not looking forward to: finding out how my crush feels about me 84: People call me: smol, cute, sweet, angry 83: The most difficult thing to do is: confrontation 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope 81: My zodiac sign is: Bull 80: The first person i talked to today was: my linguistics prof 79: First time you had a crush: elementary school 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my mom and Jaylen 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Lizy, last week 76: Right now I am talking to: no one 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be a doctor? hopefully? and travel? ahhhhhhhhh 74: I have/will get a job: yee 73: Tomorrow: I have a test in Spanish and have to work on a group presentation rip 72: Today: NEED TO GET THIS DAMN PROPOSAL DONE 71: Next Summer: this coming summer? going to Mexico, still don’t know what I’m doing for the second half why does this keep happening 70: Next Weekend: Working Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time! so excited, I’ve been looking forward to this show for the past year 69: I have these pets: none :’( 68: The worst sound in the world: screams of pain 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mooooooooom (because I love her so much) 66: People that make you happy: my parents, my friends, I’ve been blessed with the people in my life 65: Last time I cried: probably two weeks ago, my mind wouldn’t shut up before bed 64: My friends are: the most patient people in the world 63: My computer is: doing its best, wish it had more memory 62: My School: is great! 61: My Car: nonexistent 60: I lose all respect for people who: voted for Trump 59: The movie I cried at was: the last one was Lion 58: Your hair color is: black 57: TV shows you watch: Too Many 56: Favorite web site: Facebook, Tumblr, YouTube 55: Your dream vacation: living in Paris for 1+ month 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: all of junior year of high school 53: How do you like your steak cooked: I’m pescatarian lmao 52: My room is: small, but lovely 51: My favorite celebrity is: uhhhh Viola Davis 50: Where would you like to be: Paris, NYC, Disney World 49: Do you want children: still not sure honestly 48: Ever been in love: unrequited, but yeah 47: Who’s your best friend: my mom, Jaylen, Riley, Leslie 46: More guy friends or girl friends: woah so many more girl friends 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: getting enough sleep 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my parents, my crush, Jaylen 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: kind..of...it depends on a lot of variable tho 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: tentative, but yeah 41: Have you pre-named your children: nah 40: Last person I got mad at: does sean spicer count 39: I would like to move to: NYC, Madrid, Paris (why am i so bougie why am i like this) 38: I wish I was a professional: actress [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: sour patch kids, airheads xtremes, cotton candy 36: Vehicle: Volkswagon Beetle, the last generation when it was still round rip 35: President: Obama? 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: AT&T i guess 32: Athlete: Simone Biles 31: Actor: at the moment, Dev Patel 30: Actress: at the moment, Phillipa Soo and Viola Davis 29: Singer: at the moment, Bruno Mars 28: Band: at the moment, EXO and Royal Pirates 27: Clothing store: Rue 21 26: Grocery store: Meijer and Kroger 25: TV show: at the moment...shit, I don’t really know 24: Movie: at the moment, Amelie 23: Website: tumblr, facebook, youtube 22: Animal: elephants 21: Theme park: Disney World 20: Holiday: Christmas 19: Sport to watch: Figure skating 18: Sport to play: uh badminton I guess 17: Magazine: Entertainment Weekly 16: Book: The Night Circus 15: Day of the week: Friday 14: Beach: Galle 13: Concert attended: Bruno Mars’ Moonshine Jungle with Jaylen 12: Thing to cook: omelettes 11: Food: my mom’s food, spicy ramyun, macarons 10: Restaurant: Boiling Pots 9: Radio station: 98.7 in Detroit 8: Yankee candle scent: don’t really know 7: Perfume: Marc Jacobs Daisy 6: Flower: plumerias, cherry blossoms, roses, daffodils 5: Color: piiiiiiiiiink 4: Talk show host: I still miss Oprah tbh 3: Comedian: John Oliver, John Mulaney, Mike Birbiglia (I know, I need to diversify my choices) 2: Dog breed: corgis, samoyeds, labradors, goldens, poodles 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? I tried?

#personal burb

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griffitth · 7 years

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i cant fucking do this i cant fucking do this im so annoying and loud and ugly and stupid i shouldve never been born this is so bad i cant calm down i cant fucking do anything its so fucking awful i cant even do anything everyone already hates me im so ugly this is the worst fuckig thing i knewit would happen no i cant calm down no i just want to die i know youre pissed at me now bc im so fucking annoying god i hate myself im literally an abomination i dont know how anyone can stand to look at me or hear me talk orbe around me dude i just want to die no im in my room i literally dont fucking care i just want to cry wow that really fucked me up im sorry for like. existing and suh im beyond upset this is like. the worst ahhhhhhhhh i dont knowhow to make it better theres a lot but i cant deal with this im not even going to try i cant believe how ugly i am Everything was fine im sorry im fucking awful i know im annoying and you dont want to talk to me or deal with me i dotn even care yeah im so over it birthdays are shit ive got nothing to celebrate im literally worthless and stupid i just. remembered i have nothing to celebrate i accomplished nothing this year wow. why am i still alive i dont even want to kill myself its just absolutely astounding how i havent yet everything everyones ever said to me is a lie i think wow. what a way to end the day im sorry im just gonna go thanks i know everyone thinks im ugly i know everyone thinks im fat too. thats fine because i actually like my body but when youve got an ugly smile and an ugly personality it just ruins it everyone thinks that its literally my biggest insecurity and im so embarrassed that i cant tell anyone because its so disgusting just the way people treat me. everyone treats me like im stupid and i need shit pointed out and explained to me because im poor. because i have bad teeth and a fat face. because my deadbeat dad doesnt pay child support so were broke and cant fucking do anything about it i cant do anything!!!! everyone judges me for things that are out of my control!!!! everytime someone comes over to my house i can FEEL them uncomfortable because “holy shit? is this all one room? bitch you live like this?” i cant do anything about it ill never amount to anything in life because i dont have money for school and im too damn stupid for a scholarship everyone looks down on me everyone hates me and i cant do anything about it i had bulimia when i was a kid because it was the only thing i could fucking control i dont have any control in my life i do all this destructive shit and go out with men twice my age at four in the morning because i fucking can god im literally the worst scum on earth yeah its hard to have control when youve lived in an abusive household all your life its hard to have control when youre scared to go out with friends because youll get home too late and get yelled at its hard to have control when you have to watch your every fucking move or else someone will snap and slam your head into the wall oh boy im so sorry yeah im sorry im fucking telling you this i know nobody wants to hear my pathetic sob stories its honestly a WONDER how i made it to sixteen years old i really shouldve never been born and i hate to bring this up because i know how much you hate it when i do but the only reason i believe in God and some superior life is because its my biggest coping mechanism so i truly and completely believe that god brought me into this world as some sick fucking joke and hes just seeing how much shit i can put up with before i off myself because how many kids have had to put up with so much shit i know theres kids who have it worse god i know it but why me why have i had an abusive dad and a pedophile uncle and a rapist best friend and some random molester??? at a fucking party??? AT AN ANIME CONVENTION???? THATS SO FUCKING OBSURD TO ME STILL i drool over men and the idea of big strong guys and honestly? thats such a fucking joke its HYSTERICAL. men over 6feet TERRIFY. ME. TO DEATH. because adult men are the scariest thing in the world. i cant take elevators i cant walk outside past dark without pretending im talking or texting on the phone no joke. men are the scariest thing on earth. i dont think i will ever be able to talk to one without breaking into a sweat and oh my god. OH MY GOD. THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER. so u know mink from dmmd? yeah that guy. its so fucking funny and ive never told ANYONE this before and youre going to ROLL YOUR EYES SO HARD its. HYSTERICAL. wow. so hes a rapist. a real bad guy. absolutely awful. and i fucking hated him when i was 12 i cried SO HARD IT WAS SO BAD LMAOOO but then in the second game he apologizes and is actually a genuine nice guy and its so… absurd. its absolutely crazy to think that would happen. and i like him so much because of that idea that all bad people arent… bad people? but thats the worst thing about me. i cant fucking stay mad at someone my dad? i miss him to death and i fantasize about sitting down and getting a coffee with him. and just telling him about all ive been through thats like. whats been keeping me alive to be honest. when im older and better than him im going to talk to him and tell him how much hell he made my life and how much happier i am without him and how much i abhor him and hes going to be so fucking sad like “ohhh im so sorry please forgive me my daughter i didnt mean it,,,” like thats just how he is. and i wont even look at him because i hate him so fucking much god he is the ugliest and meanest and most horrible scum on this earth i value his life less than i value the dirt on my shoes thats a fact if i could go back in time and stop him from meeting angie and stop him from fucking up her life and them ruining mine? i would go back and time and kill him oh that would be so good everyone would be so much happier when i was first taken away from him i hated angie for taking me away and then when all the therapists told me that what he was doing wasnt right i hated angie for letting him take me away and oh my god speaking of therapists you wont believe how many times i had to tell the same fucking stories. they are relentless. they made me cry and they didnt fucking care they wouldnt let me use little kid words i HAD to say penis “for clarification” and it made me feel awful. because that was like…… such a fucking dirty word and i felt so dirty so fuck all those guys big shout out to them for not caring about me at all and unrelated to 8 year old me. whenever cai says something about how he hates mark i literally want to strangle him all cai knows about mark is that he left angie to be a single mother and thats it. Thats all mark has ever done to him. not that that ISNT bad because trust me mark was awful to angie. he forced sex on her and got her pregnant not once but TWICE but i feel confident in saying nobody hates mark more than i do IT HAS BEEN 8 YEARS i am now TWICE the age i was when i left and it still affects me so fucking clearly and god ihate him for fucking up my memory and the only things i can remember are the WORST things that happen i remember such random things too like that zombie game and like how i found a knife on the floor and thought “i dont think thats safe” and like how his house was so fucking disgusting just taking two steps after a shower made my feet soot black and there were cockroaches. everywhere. they were better company than him… lol and he was in the military and was really proud of it. he did a lot of tech stuff too and one time i helped him build a computer literally all i did was put the motherboard in but he made me feel so special and smart for doing it lol AND i remember eating chicken pot pies. a LOT. and it was really impressive to me how he would carve designs and drawings into the frozen pie before he cooked it and they would come outso nice but that was literally all i fucking ate i cant remember eating anything else. i seriously cant. and the only reason i remember being 8 when i was finally able to leave is because his friend lesley, who had a tattoo on his chest that said “LES” in big cursive font came over and mark was. with lesley over. and i remember thinking “this is new. it must be because im 8 years old now.” LESLEY WAS COOL i remember him asking me when i was 6 years old “have you seen sex in the city?” and i thought he said “six in the city” because i was six. it was funny and one time for my birthday. i cant remember when. but i got a LOT of money and spent it all on claw machines and candy because that was a simple time and im pretty sure that is absolutely everything good i remember about my childhood i cant remember a single other good memory. thats it. thats all ive fuckin god got OH YEAH. im just about done here but something that still pisses me off we recently (like last year) got marks medical records and he was (is i guess. lol) a schizophrenic. and i inherited some of that from him and a little over a year ago cai said to me “you got your disorder from him youre going to be just like him” and that sticks in my head to this day….. how nice ok im done im so drained sorry about that i havent overshared in so long god i fucking hate myself when i graduate highschool im going to disappear and not tell anyone about my past or anything so everyone just thinks im normal. and thats it. but for now it keeps coming up and its really fucking awkward when highschoolers play games like truth or dare or never have i ever because ive done it all. Most of it. and i dont know what to say when people are like “Oh you get around???? wink wink” and im like Aahhaa yeah! my dad was pretty wild. SORRY THAT WAS. GROSS TO SAY BUT ITS TRUE!!! IT COMES IN MY HEAD ALL THE TIME!!! i seem really fucking confident with sex and talking about it but when people ask me about it i just fucking blank. how am i supposed to tell people that the only experience ive had is my dad, this asshole, and some randos who i cant even think about without feeling nauseous i dont give zayne credit where its due. he fucked me up so much. i was fine with boys until he came and i trusted him and we were best friends and he gave me 98% of the trust issues i have today god i wm soooooo sorry Happy Birthday To Me yeah im sorry for being disgusting and awful idk how people can lookat me without just vomiting on the spot idk how people can know what ive been through and still want to be around me

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