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𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈

w h e n i

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CHAP 1

❝as your friend, i mean this in the meanest way possible . . .

. . . when will you ever learn?❞

dts.

@oneirophobic

@gwenlore

@lvrsparadise

@gracietaylorsversions

@20nugs

@iha8you

🎙️🎙️🎙️

❝girl when i miss you (when i miss you)

i get caught up (all in my feelings girl)

i wanna kiss you (wanna kiss you)

show you some love (love)

i wanna show you some love, oh (love, love, love)❞

when i - steve lacy . . .

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 . . .

❝𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥.❞

matthew sturniolo had practically

grown up with the love for his best

friend. but he could never speak on

it as he watched her run away with

other guys that she claimed were

the 'one'. but realistically, nobody

ever stayed. everything hurt him so

much to the point where the only

option was to pretend to hate the

girl in hopes that his unmatched

love would fade.

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 . . .

❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘳?❞

every man was the man for vera

prince. she had searched so

desperately to find someone who

genuinely loved her, only to never

see the boy right next to her for

who he truly was. eventually

seeing those gentle, loving

glances melt into annoyance

and what seemed like hatred.

never noticing how hard it was

for him to see her in the awful

states she always found herself in.

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

VERA PRINCE

( vere . . . )

boyfriend🎙️ariana grande ft. social house . . .

. . . ❝ but you don't want me to see nobody else. ❞

( 🫶🍵😶‍🌫️🦕📸 )

.hers.17.straight.

insta . . . @ veraaaprince OR @ kingvera

( portrayed by alana lintao . . . @alanalintao )

MATTHEW STURNIOLO

( matt . . . )

star shopping🎙️lil peep . . .

. . . ❝ i know that i'm not that important to you. but to me, girl, you're so much more than gorgeous. ❞

( 🦉⛺✍️📽️🪴 )

.his.18.straight.

insta . . . @ matthew.sturniolo OR @ liamneeson4L

( portrayed by matthew sturniolo . . . @matthew.sturniolo )

TRINITY WEST

( triny . . . )

evergeen (you didn't deserve me at all)🎙️omar apollo . . .

. . . ❝ but sometimes, i pray that you fall in love. ❞

( 🦋🥱🧃🙌🐢 )

.hers.18.bi.

insta . . . @ trinity_west OR @ theholytrinity

( portrayed by peyton list . . . @peytonlist )

CHRISTOPHER STURNIOLO

( chris . . . )

mr. brightside🎙️the killers . . .

. . . ❝ it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? ❞

( 👾🦎🙈📣🎧 )

.his.18.straight.

insta . . . @ christophersturniolo OR @ chrischrischris

( portrayed by christopher sturniolo @christophersturniolo )

NICOLAS STURNIOLO

( nick . . . )

from the dining table🎙️harry styles . . .

. . . ❝ comfortable silence is so overrated. ❞

( 🐈‍⬛🌼🫂📻💫 )

.he.18.gay.

insta . . . @ nicolassturniolo OR @ proudhater

( portrayed by nicolas sturniolo @nicolassturniolo )

JENNIFER FOSTER

( jenny . . . jelly . . . )

name in the sand🎙️lil skies . . .

. . . ❝ when it rains, grab my hand. spell your name in the sand. ❞

( 👻🐿️🖼️🎸🌴 )

.hers.17.pan.

insta . . . @ jennnnyfoster OR @ foster2

( portrayed by jessie mesa . . . @unclejessiie )

MALCOLM SIMPSON

( mac . . . )

gorgeous🎙️taylor swift . . .

. . . ❝ you should take it as a complimet that i, got drunk and made fun of the way you talk. ❞

( 🤖🗺️🙊🕸️🏞️ )

.his.17.gay.

insta . . . @ macsimpson OR @ somanymacs

( portrayed by ryan crouse . . . @ryangcrouse )

𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

( @ broghansemrad ) broghan semrad . . . AS . . . troye ivory

( @ madifilipowicz ) madison "madi" filipowicz . . . AS . . . herself

( @ nathandoe8 ) nathan "nate" doe . . . AS . . . himself

. . .

❝he hates me.❞

❝reword that.❞

❝he loves me.❞

𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

find the playlist here!

when i . . . steve lacy

❝i wanna show you some love❞

. . .

evergreen (you didn't deserve me) . . . omar apollo

❝you know you really made me hate myself❞

. . .

name in the sand . . . lil skies

❝need your love, it's my drug

when I'm down, lift me up

that's enough (that's enough)❞

. . .

destroy myself just for you . . . montell fish

❝i destroy myself, just for you, you

i destroy myself, just for you, you❞

. . .

delicate . . . taylor swift

❝is it cool that i said all that?

is it chill that you're in my head?❞

. . .

i wish i never met you . . . babygirl

❝i wish i never kissed you in my living room❞

. . .

think fast . . . dominic fike

❝think fast, you only get one try

sleep tight, i wanna get sunshine

wake up, you know we got things to see

cheap talks and nothing makes sense to me

she said two's our odd number, if you is involved i laugh❞

. . .

gorgeous . . . taylor swift

❝you've ruined my life, by not being mine❞

. . .

hostage . . . billie eilish

❝i wanna be alone

alone with you, does that make sense?❞

. . .

always been you . . . shawn mendes

❝it's always been you

and you've seen all my darkest fears

like you've known me for a thousand years

the boy who's really underneath

all the scars and insecurities, baby

i swear that you've been sent to save me

you're the one my heart keeps coming back to❞

. . .

if he wanted to he would . . . johnny orlando

❝i'm not like the last guy

he'd disappear for hours

no, he never bought you flowers❞

. . .

all i want is you . . . miguel, j cole

❝'cause being your friend was killing me softly❞

. . .

you get me so high . . . the neighbourhood

❝you're my best friend, i'll love you forever❞

. . .

ivy . . . frank ocean

❝ooh, i could hate you now

its quite alright to hate me now❞

. . .

idfc . . . blackbear

❝'cause i have hella feelings for you

i act like i dont fucking care

like they ain't even there❞

. . .

boyfriend . . . ariana grande

❝you ain't my by boyfriend (boyfriend)

and i ain't your girlfriend (girlfriend)

but you don't want me to see nobody else

and i don't want you to see nobody❞

. . .

flashing lights . . . kanye west

❝as i recall, i know you love to show off

but i never thought that you would take it this far❞

. . .

like i would . . . zayn

❝he, won't love you like i would❞

. . .

right here . . . lil peep, horse head

❝i know that i'm young, but i'm still right here

i dont give a fuck, i love who i love and girl

you're that one, so wait right here❞

. . .

soulmate . . . mac miller

❝what do you want with me?❞

. . .

daddy issues . . . the neighbourhood

❝it's crazy what you'll do for a friend❞

. . .

i just wanna feel your love again . . . montell fish

❝i just wanna feel your love again

i just wanna feel your touch again

but deep down i know you'll leave me every time

but if that's the price i might just turn my eyes❞

. . .

when the party's over . . . billie eilish

❝call me friend, but keep me closer❞

. . .

portrait of a blank state . . . lovejoy

❝we could make such a pretty picture❞

. . .

ultraviolet . . . aiden bissett

❝i'm living and dying, in your ultraviolet❞

. . .

i love you . . . billie eilish

❝maybe won't you take it back

say you were tryna make me laugh

and nothing has to change today

you didn't mean to say "i love you"

i love you and i don't want to❞

"i love you."

...

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