#They didn't feel comfortable speaking up about in leftist spaces)

[bijoumikhawal]

"leftists don't fall for/into right wing hate campaigns for other groups as much as they do for antisemitism" is a really funny way of broadcasting which groups you pay attention to. Anyway we all do remember V*ush and his sycophants constantly claiming "land back is a call for ethnostates" and baiting WOC to intentionally misrepresent their politics on race up to and including claiming they want white genocide, right.

Acting like somehow people on the left are often progressive about every other thing but are antisemites is absurd. It happens, but its not common. An antisemite is often also a racist, a xenophobe, religiously intolerant overall, etc. There are plenty of racist, xenophobic, shithead leftists. Anyone who's actually a leftist would know there's constant tumbling online with shithead leftists and they never have just one shithead opinion.

#cipher talk #V*ush is also an antisemite but his hate campaigns to my knowledge focus on people of color #Antisemitism is more like a sickening bonus he pulls out in these debates #Also! This sort of shit in my experience is more common than isolated 'leftist antisemitism' among actual leftists #The people following V*ush's lead consider themselves leftists #Some examples of 'leftist Antisemitism' people pull really feel like they saw an antisemite express one progressive opinion and screamed #'ITS THE DAMN LEFT AGAIN' #I promise you. A lotta people doing that are not leftists #It annoys me because there are actual common tropes of leftist antisemitism I experience but it feels like people only bring up the idea #When talking about Zionism #Actual things I've experienced have like. Nothing or little to do with that. It's more 'a lot of shit c*ntrapoints has done' and militant #Or utoptian atheism (the latter being something I've had other marginalized religious people tell me was making them uncomfortable but that #They didn't feel comfortable speaking up about in leftist spaces) #Or like. People who didn't grow up in the West saying offensive shit because they know what a Nazi is but never got a proper education #About Jewish history- generally they aren't trying to be offensive. They literally do not know better. It doesn't make it okay #But it's not the same as the other shit #Or in some cases they're like. A hypocrite who believes in anti colonialism but only for themselves #Such as that one guy who saw me speaking about Coptic issues and the importance of leftists to not cede ground to Zionists by letting them #Coopt ideas from MENA indigenous groups and said 'shut up Jew'. He didn't know I was Jewish. He was making an unfavorable comparison to #Shame me into silence #Admittedly it was funny and I still think it's funny because jeez man. At least say a slur! But it was antisemitic regardless of the fact #That I found it to stupid to be upset by #It's also notable there that like. The guy was not primarily mad because of Judaism. He was angry because of a Copt existing and talking #The Copt happened to be my freak ass and Coincidentally was what I am

[anarchywoofwoof]

I'm in high school right now. I live in a red state, and because of that, I hear a lot of people express pro capitalist or anti trans sentiment. Everytime I hear it it makes me feel so hopeless and small. Do you have any tips on how to not feel so bad when I hear that stuff? I'm so tired of it.

before i answer, fyi: this is why i don't have "minors DNI" all over my tumblr, btw.

not because my blog is an inherently safe place for toddlers and preteens. probably not so. but neither is tumblr as a whole, so...

however, i don't blog anything X-rated or too NSFW specifically so younger people don't feel awkward following me, because this is honestly how you learn and find some sense of goddamn community in the world when you are isolated in a red state and have no one to relate to without being told you're too young to understand.

to answer your question anon... get ready, because you asked.

first things first, you need to know that it's okay to feel upset and tired when you're constantly faced with these types of opinions or people. it's a natural response to an environment that feels hostile.

but, here's something important to remember: no matter how it may appear at times, you're not and will never be alone. even in the reddest states, there are communities and individuals who share your beliefs and will stand with you.

it might take some searching and some serious stepping outside of a comfort zone for you, but look for local or online groups that align with your values. this could be LGBTQIIA+ organizations, leftist reading groups, or environmental activism communities. connecting with like-minded people, even briefly, in passing or virtually can be a powerful antidote to feeling isolated.

also, remember that small actions can make a big difference. maybe YOU can start a club at school or in your community that focuses on social justice, environmental activism, or supports LGBTQIIA+ students. sometimes, simply having a space where you can openly discuss your views and feel supported can be incredibly empowering. you have no idea who you may attract in the process who feels exactly the same as you and just didn't know what to do.

educating yourself and others is another thing that you shouldn't take for granted. knowledge is a form of resistance. read up on the issues you care about. books, documentaries, podcasts – there's a wealth of resources out there, i've shared a lot of them on this blog.

and when you feel up to it, spread this knowledge in ways that feel right to you. it could be as simple as recommending an article or documentary or podcast to someone who appears to be misinformed, or even something like writing an article for your school newspaper, or putting up posters, flyers, etc.

remember to practice self-care and set boundaries. it's okay to step back from conversations or situations that are draining. protecting your mental health isn't just therapist speak, it's revolutionary behavior. nurturing yourself helps you stay strong and continue fighting.

last and most important thing, dear anon - hold on to hope. change often feels slow, especially in the thick of everything going on today, but it does happen. there are tales all throughout history where high school-aged people have been at the forefront of social change. your existence, your resistance, and your voice are already contributing to that change.

take care of yourself. thank you for being here.

#borking back

[cottoncandyopinions]

It's wild how on one side of my dash I see people talking about the real issues of transmasc erasure, "you're taking our lesbians away" terf rhetoric, and the ways that trans men are expected to accept ostracisation within leftist spaces without ever advocating for themselves...

Meanwhile on the other side, I see lots of "The MRA's are back, anyone that speaks about transmasc issues are transmisogynists, if you didn't immediately decide transandrophobia is an invalid concept then you're a bigot" type hysteria and it all just pisses me off.

Like trans men will spend their entire life til now perceived as women, expected to be quiet, expected to obey and be a resource to others without taking up too much space or having needs themselves. And upon realizing they're trans, finding their community, and thinking maybe this is a place they can find some modicum of comfort, the community says "no."

We don't want your voice or your struggles, because it doesn't fall in line with the rhetoric. It's not a part of the theory.

SJ theory generalizes, that's the nature of it. It's used to describe society as a whole, and how systemic oppressions operate. Broad academic theory isn't meant to for you to apply it precisely the same way to the individual.

That's what being intersectional is supposed to be about! You're not supposed to say "well systemically men are oppressors, so this man I just met is actively looking to oppress me" when you meet a homeless black man in a wheel chair.

I'm just so tired of the dynamic where in leftist spaces we can't share our stories and pain because they have to align with our ideas of who's the oppressor or not.

To this day, I feel terrified to open up about the fact that an older woman sexually assaulted me as a teen, because I'm so afraid someone will say I'm just targeting lesbians, or that my story promotes predatory stereotypes and shouldn't be shared. I can't talk about shit like that because I know that outside my closest friends, others in leftists spaces don't want to hear about that.

This is all over the place but I'm just so frustrated. Seeing people that have been boiling over, keeping their mouth shut, playing nice even when it's unfair to them, daring to open their mouths to speak all the while trying to be careful, only to still get attacked and made into bigots.

It's like there's no amount of bowing and saying your troubles are meaningless and insisting other people have it worse that will let you be "allowed" to talk about what hurts you.

We're supposed to be past one-upmanship and oppression olympics, it's not about who's had it worse it's about what we can fucking do about it TOGETHER.

And that means being able to drop your academic theory and shit to engage with the people in your community as fucking human beings. That means being able to seriously consider the validity of criticism instead of knee-jerk rejecting it.

Also please stop accusing literally anyone talking about intra-community bullying of talking over people being killed or shit like that, you know damn well that people are capable of caring about multiple issues

#Not long ago I had a bunch of hate anons on my side blog #Saw a trans guy in the replies to a post made by a trans woman express that he related and felt solidarity #He got dogpiled and bullied and cursed and even after all that he apologized and said he would try to do better #Not a single person even expressed kindness after the apology #So I decided to reply and just say that it's cool he wanted to express solidarity and people were being a bit cruel #Dear lord the hateful anons I got #I was tagged in an impromptu call out post calling me “an Aiden” and basically saying I'm peak transmisogyny #When I said I wasn't even a trans guy I was told I must be trying to bait because my gender isn't in my about on that account... #The most unbelievable thing to me is that when pressed further I admitted to being intersex #And that was treated as some kind of cop out #It was clear that wasn't the desired answer because it didn't tell them about my genitalia #Having a trans woman interrogate my identity and attempt to sus out my genitalia is something that only happens with supreme hypocrisy #It's insane right now #transadrophobia #trans community

[fluidborders]

The Journey, So Far

Ahhh tumblr. A digital keyboard. Part of me wishes it was as easy for me to handwrite a journal as it is for me to type one. But I grew up typing one. And I grew up on tumblr.

So back I go.

Speaking of back, it's been two months since I've been in Saigon... not even! And so much has happened.

I'm really enjoying apartment life. I love my little space, though I've had to switch because of mold/water damage recently. I love walking in my neighbourhood and I'm beyond pleased with my choice of location in Bình Thạnh. It's quiet and local enough yet close to everything. I'm getting really familiar with it and it feels cozy.

I've made friends. I have the sweet little queer Việt kiều squad. I'm grateful for Hannah, they're so affirming to my leftist Canadian side. I really like Thư. I'm hoping to get to know Hoai Mi (I don't know her accents!) better. And it feels nice to have a space where I can be open and honest, including about SW and relationship anarchy.

I'm also hanging out with Uyen (?) and Anton. They also affirm my politics but they're pretty serious! It gets intense. And Anton talks a lot. But it's nice to have folks to hang out with.

The dating is going well, all things considering! I mean, I've been seeing Lợi. Which has been an interesting exploration. Many firsts, and that's rich coming from me: first non-white, first person close to my age range, first less experienced (sexually), first slow build. But he's really sweet. And there's something simple and unpretentious about him that I really appreciate. And I'm trying to observe myself do things like play games and not be honest/communicate. And that' been a whole experiment.

Then I've been chatting with Fiona, and might meet up with K (?) this week.

The Vietnamese lessons are good! The school Lợi suggested to me is working out real well. I'm motivated by the 3x/week for 1 hour, it keeps me accountable and I can always go to a coffee shop and study in my free time. Sài gòn does not lack for coffee shops, that's for sure.

And family is a huge knot that I'm slowly unravelling. And I'm one of the many threads in the knot, just trying to find my place in it all. With time.

Giving myself this space to reflect. On my queerness, my body, my gender, on dating, on my sense of presence (or lack thereof), on my family, on what it means Việt kiều. All of and all of it together, intersecting and interwoven into what it is to be the person that I am, in this time.

So grateful for the person that I am in this time. That I can discern a little better.

I spent the day by myself. I slept in, after coming home from Arcan at 4am. Then I studied at Okkio (coffee shop), then bought so bao lì xì, exchanged money, tried to find playing cards, and tried to eat cơm hến (they didn't have it, but they did have a delicious bún óc). Then I walked around Bính Thanh for a bubble tea place to do some work but couldn't find anything so I took the long way to D's, just people watching and soaking in the vibes. I felt sooooo comfortable on motorbike today. It's been damn sweet, I feel like a rad, bad, bitch.

This has gotten long, but it will continue to be. After all, this is all for me.

#queer #vietkieu #vietnam2023diaries #saigonapartmentlife #hcmc