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sitp-recs · 1 year

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I'm always so nostalgic for the aideomai, galla, warmfoothills, seefin type fics ykwim?? Those fics that are poignant and hard-hitting with a nice emotional payoff. It's like they've thrown you into freezing water before wrapping you in a blanket and warming you up. Sometimes I'm sad that my favorite writers have stopped writing/gone on breaks but that's always overshadowed by how overwhelmingly grateful I feel that I can even experience their works at all. Gushing with friends about year old fics, seeing recs that perfectly articulate everything I've thought—it really makes things seem fresh and new. And lately Ive found a group of authors that seem active and write with the same flare that I've been looking for for awhile, which is so exciting and amazing! Fandom is just such a special place, it's bittersweet to see people come and go, but makes me hopeful to think that everyone who spent time making and viewing works got what they needed from that. And it's just fun continuing to appreciate legendary authors while welcoming new people :)

What a lovely commentary on fandom and the passage of time! I’m prone to nostalgia as well, and I feel you on the bittersweetness of seeing people come and go (even if the authors you mentioned are quite recent in my mind - what do you mean 2017 wasn’t yesterday?? lol)

Between jkr’s increasingly harmful behavior and RL happening (people moving on, getting published etc) it’s understandable that HP may have lost its magic to some people. But as someone who took many fandom breaks over the last 18 years, I don’t see them as something necessarily permanent. If anything, they were a healthy palate cleanser and helped me find new ways to interact with the community and to contribute in a more creative manner, even if I’m not a creator myself. I’ve only abandoned my lurker days because I left HP to join another fandom in 2012, and I’ve only created this blog because reccing in that fandom gave me the confidence to do it, so in the end everything worked out 🙌

Lastly, I love what you said about the joy of welcoming new creators! HP is such a special fandom when it comes to that, I’m amazed by how many people keep joining the community every year; Tumblr and Discord are flourishing and there’s so much fic and art being created, so many collabs in the works, so many fests and new friendships being formed and so much more representation. It’s heartwarming to see and it makes me excited for what’s yet to come. I don’t know how long I’m staying around but I do know that I’m still having lots of fun and finding “your people” is an integral part of the experience. I’m grateful I found mine and I’m so happy you found yours! Here’s to more years of appreciating old and new classics, making new friends and reading excellent Drarry!

#asks #anon #nostalgia 💜

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drunkjaked · 2 years

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hi sweetheart!! happy 1 month on tumblr !!! omg it's felt like 1 week alone but I'm so glad you came here, your energy is just AMAZING and youre just so cool fr and youre writing is sooo good. sorry for not being in for a while, my brain has just been repeating the same hard thoughts ngl LMFAOO

but! something that has been plaguing my mind is how much 02z (i usually think abt mean dom jay but the other two have me ruined) would LOVEE mirror sex and having you seated on their laps with your back to their chest, one hand holding your jaw forcing you to watch yourself in the mirror and the other, with 3 fingers fucking into you mercilessly and mocking how wet you are for them ("only had my fingers in this pretty cunt and youre dripping all over me?", "keep your eyes on me baby, want you to see how much of a mess you make because of me.", "so loud. let the neighbours know how good i am for you yeah?") while their knees make sure your legs don't part. the sight is so nasty and they just LOVE it. they would even have you record it and threaten to send it to their (hyung line) gc (with your consent) bc they know how much the other boys like you and you just look so pretty for them; tears streaming down your face in pleasure, hands shaking, neck marked up and decorated with his hand, legs spread and thighs shining bc youre dripping all over yourself and on his thighs, chest heaving and moans sounding pretty as usual with your chest bear and skirt pushed up to your waist. sometimes theyll kiss you while fingering you in this position just to see how you struggle to kiss back or moan into their mouth how good theyre making you feel and will smirk against your lips asking "whats wrong? whyd you stop?" in faux concern and stop moving their fingers until you continue kissing them again.

when you do come from their fingers though, they will make you bounce on their cock reverse cowgirl style so you can continue to see how good the view is and how pretty they look with their head thrown back at how good you feel and their hands holding your hips or waist. if you do look away or turn your head when you "forget yourself" (their words), they'll probably grab your neck and bring you to look back at the wide mirror or they'd slap your clit or thighs to bring you back to them. theyre so mean but they just love to see you cry bc of their dick :( - 🗣

thank u sm my dear 🗣 anon! the passage of time is so crazy honestly .. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 AGH THANK YOU I APPRECIATE UR SWEET WORDS ! 🤞💕🔑🩰 and don’t apologise at all !! just send asks whenever u feel like it - soft thoughts, hard thoughts, anything u wanna say u can hmu <3

i have read this 4 times im ?? in awe THIS IS SO HOT HOW DID YOU???? so so so so so so good at writing i love ur asks every time IVE BEEN THINKING ABT THIS ALL DAY 😭

#🗣 anon #saxophonist 💌🫀#thinking.. in a hard way #about jay.. in a hard way #about jake.. in a hard way #about sunghoon.. in a hard way

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angrypaperearthquake-tbbb-main · 2 years

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Hey, for the ask game can I ask for 4, 9, 22, and 25 pls😁

Yay! Thanks for playing along!!!

4. Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you're really proud of (explain why, if you like)

Not so much a sentence or a paragraph, but this small passage in Chapter 2, of the Fade of Moonlight, is one of my favorites (spoilers). I don't know about proud, but it makes me cry every time. Like, this little kid is chained to a wall and is told he's going to die. I mean, I just had to write that emotion out from a 7 year old's perspective.

“I’m so sorry,” she sobbed into his neck. “I… I had no idea. I’ll… I’ll be your best friend forever. Okay? I’ll visit you every night for as long as you live and I’ll bring you all of the beautiful things I can find and I… I won’t let you be alone ever again!” “Kimi…” Jae-Ha said softly as he hugged her back tightly. He finally let his emotions get the better of him and he started to cry along with her. He had been burdened with this knowledge since the beginning and for the first time, someone actually cared whether he died or not. His hard-shelled exterior began to crack and he let out an emotional plea in between sobs, “Promise me… Promise me, I won’t die alone.” “I promise,” Kimi solemnly declared through her tears. She was resolute in her promise and decided in her heart, that day, that she was going to love Jae-Ha forever and give him the best life she could.

9. Are you more of a drabble or a longfic kind of writer? Pantser or plotter? Do you wish you were the other?

I am in it for the long haul! I can't stand drabbling. A ficlet (less than 1000 words) is as short as I will go. I hate being confined to a word amount. My ideas are usually large scale and involve a lot of moving parts. Also, I'm a dialogue junky. Try writing a good dialogue scene in 100 words and tell me how it goes lol. Don't get me wrong, there are people out there that are GREAT at drabbling and I applaud them, I'm just not one of them.

For the second part, I actually had to look up what those meant. Honestly, I think I do both. I start as a plotter when I get an idea for a fic. I'll create an "outline", a bulleted list of plot points I want to hit in the chapter or the fic. Each chapter gets it's own plot list. However, when I actually write those chapters, I become more of a pantser and how I get to my plot points (if I do at all) is a total mystery! One planned chapter may become three, and one more may get thrown out!

22. Do you re-read your older works? How do you feel about them?

Considering my oldest work is not that old and I'm still actively working on it (The Fade of Moonlight), yes, I constantly re-read my work. It's the only way I can keep up my continuity and make sure I don't forget plot points along the way. Of course, every time I re-read one of my fics, I just have to edit it. I can't leave it alone at all. Sometimes I will go to write some new stuff, but will spend the whole time re-reading and editing what I already wrote. I do enjoy re-reading my work though, it makes me smile.

25. What part of writing is the most fun?

The most fun part for me about writing, is when I get to take the ideas in my head and see them come to life on paper. It's exciting. It's thrilling. It's exhilarating. To be able to take a 2 AM random thought and make it into a 10+ chapter fic is the greatest feeling in the world. I love it.

#writer #ask game

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