#Soren Speaks

[discorporatedmess]

I want to say something about goncharov vs zepotha.

Goncharov was organic. For those of you who haven't been chronically online since birth, there was a shoe. A picture of a knockoff shoe that I'd seen a few times a long time ago. It was like, lol a fake movie.

Then YEARS later we started creating these characters and stuff for it.

The importance is in the vague scenes and the unreality of it.

Zepotha is what happens when your little brother sees you do something cool and then copies it. It is inorganic. A construct trying to be cool.

#goncharov #zepotha #tumblr #tiktok #thats what i have to say abiut it #soren speaks

[7-11thuniverse]

hyperspecific pole (mole poll) time!

#mole interest #moles #interest #hyperspecific poll #soren speaks

[sham-zaphlet]

one of my sons (the first icecream pimin i got)

#soren speaks #pimin #rock pikmin #pikmin bloom

[sorendeimos]

5, 6, 15, 22 (Snape, obviously :p)

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

Childhood by The Rose it’s one of My fave songs recently and it’s just heartbreaking to think of Severus in the context of never having HAD a childhood. A very close second is pretty much the entirety of Orchestra of Wolves by Gallows by virtue of its just a very�� angry but straightforward album.

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

We are both angry little men with daddy issues and manipulation is in our blood, are an INFJ, made baaaaf choices in life, and get far too little sleep in the name of working of doing shit for other people. I headcanon Severus as being autistic too so, we are twins.

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

Currently, Snupin Snucius and Snack. They’re just fun to explore but I’ve got a small love for Jeverus for the same reason, though I haven’t played with it nearly as much.

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

I deeply love fics where Severus is a touch starved little trollop. Someone that NEEDS touch something fierce that blooms under it and is incapable of asking for it at all ever. I also love ones where he has A Vice that isn’t drinking but nearly as bad. My fave is when he smokes like a damn train but only herbals (one of the themes to a fic im working on hehe) or he is heavily into BDSM and it’s unhealthy at first until he is taken care of properly (another theme to another fic I’m working on)

Ask game! Thanks for playing with me!

#sordidwriting #soren speaks #sorendeimos #ask games #send asks #sneepseverus

[carrsu]

I need like at least 3 naps a day , one to recover from waking up, one in the afternoon to recover from being awake, one in the evening to recover from putting .5% effort into literally anything ever

#sincerely the sleepiest bitch on my block #Soren speaks

[dragoquing]

I’m going to kill every spam porn blog ever STFU AND GO AWAY PLEASEE

#soren speaks

[gayloser1997]

10.02.2022

Am I using this to cope? Yes. Is this my last resort? Potentially. Tumblr is free and therapy isn’t, anyways. 

Should I introduce myself to all zero of you? New blog, of course nobody is seeing this. Degrassi Goes Hollywood is playing in the background as I sit here, way later into the night than I’d like to be awake on a Sunday, but I can’t sleep. I can’t do anything. I can’t shake every contradiction in my head. 

I guess I’ve been using Tumblr to cope since I was 13. And now I’m 25. And so much, yet so little, has happened in those 12 years. I’m just as lost and scared and confused as an adult as I was a dumb teenager. I was fighting so much back then and I’m still fighting so much now. I’m trying to be myself in the most honorable way. I’m trying the hardest I can to live out the person I need to be. I’m hoping this will help me honor who I am without being so terrified of that person. 

I would love myself if someone else was me. But I can’t love who I am as myself. This was never what I wanted or expected out of life. I’m struggling to be comfortable with myself but hopefully that will change soon. 

#soren speaks

[soup-musta]

I love clowns, I dare to say that I love them more than anyone else

BUT

My little brother is scared of clowns

And I do care about my little brother SO I enjoy my little clowns in private and try not to show them to him so he’s alright.

Shout out to my spanish clown decorated iphone

#clown #clown r cool #tw clowns #soren speaks

[sordidwriting]

also limp

This one took FOREVER to find, but I did it!

From a piece I did in 2018 as a practice in exploding moments. BaBasically,sically taking a fast-paced moment and slowing it down into parts to work on detail and observation. I will be doing this again soon actually because it's one of my favourite things to do!

It all began with a hello. I was hooked from that moment, and every second since then has led to this moment. All 47,335,389 seconds and counting lead to this very moment where I sliced the throat of the man who bullied my Marissa for almost 12 years of her life. The first slice wasn’t enough, though. So each stab after was to punctuate and make sure he knew how much it hurt. She’d told me once that it felt like being stabbed when his foul words would fling at her. Now he knew that feeling. I could see the essence fly from his skin onto mine, into my hair and onto my clothes. I felt as his breathing slowed to a stop and the light drained from his eyes. I felt his body go limp and heard the sick sound of metal entering soft flesh. 

Ask Game!

Follow my new account! @sorendeimos

#writing #sordidwriting #soren speaks #sordidwhat? #original fiction

[discorporatedmess]

" Van Helsing would, I know, do anything for me for a personal reason . . . He knows what he is talking about better than any one else . . . the kindliest and truest heart that beats . . . his views are as wide as his all-embracing sympathy."

Okay sir, that's the gayest way I've heard someone described

#dracula daily #soren speaks #lucy's polycule and the bisexual mess that s the doctor

[7-11thuniverse]

hey girl are you a mole

cause i've got an interest in you

#mole interest #soren speaks

[sham-zaphlet]

My pikmin chose this picture today I'm crying 😭😭😭

The whole picture btw

#soren speaks #pimin #pikmin bloom

[sorendeimos]

I just know my non snape liking friends are SICK of my fixation on him rn.

This is @ Koi. I love u so much for putting up w me.

#soren speaks

[offbrand-soren]

Yaaawn

#Soren speaks

[fiery-emblems]

Sketch of the day: Modern AU?

My idea for this is that Soren's father is an extremely corrupt Trump-like business man who had his wife institutionalized to prevent her from talking about abuse. Due to this Soren has been in foster care from a very young age. I know most people go for a goth/punk look for him but this time I went with a kid who tries to dress low-key/ a little nicely but he has a hard time because his clothes are second hand and don't fit right.

Ike and Mist are from a very loving, solidly middle class home with parents whom are well liked and respected in the community. They struggle a bit with the loss of their mother but for the most part they're very well adjusted. Ike in particular is the jock who doesn't tolerate bullying at his school! Its easy to imagine that his life revolves around some kind of contact heavy sport like football or wrestling, which his father no doubt coaches.

#soren has a scar on his forehead from being dropped as a baby lol #I figure almedha is still struggling because she's living in her husband's home county and is far from her own #I've always liked the idea that in a modern au the dragons would be middle eastern/northern african #or in general from an arabic speaking area #soren might know who his father is but still never met him #tellius au #modern au #soren #ike #mist

[dragoquing]

I’m sorry to everyone following me who isn’t into Error UTMV but like

Bro why tf he pretty. He cannot get away with this.

#soren speaks #LISTEN HES HOT OKAY— #I also just. really like his character too. fuck I wish I could hug him but he’d like kill me #GOD HIM AND LUST I JUST WANT TO BE THEM OR HUG THEM (or third option) AND TELL THEM ITS ONSY #nice late night rambles from me when I should be writing