#So hearing someone liking my... Less popular/fun traits is always nice. I know im emotional and sensitive but 9/10 times people find it

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Talking with Oliver really is the best tbh

#miranda talking shit #Its a roller-coaster for sure. And im sure it is for him as well lmao #I started to tear up bc i thought about Fabian having have told me he really wants to be a father one day and he was so hopeful sounding #So i started tearing up bc i thought of that memory. And Oliver wad like... Why are you crying ? And i wad like... Bc i thought of Fabian #Telling me he wants to be a dad? And after a while he wad like 'i dont understand. Like you saying youre emotional bc #Fabian. Wanting to be a dad like wtf?' and i laughed bc... Yeah that does sound strange to say. To me its natural bc i can recall how he #Sounded. Ive learned to recognize his diffrent tones and he sounded so happy and hopeful and cute so to me that's precious memory #And i talked more than i usually do in general. And shared more and yeah im anxious about that but it was nice #He said one thing that almost made me cry but then i remembered the way of thinking 'he didn't mean it as an insult to me just a fact' so i #Was fine. Aka he said something like 'i think you think youre understanding. But there are things one cant understand if you have not #Experienced it' and thats true. I try to be understanding but also i know i cant understand everything because i have no reference to #Everything. Talking with Oliver is so fucking refreshing for me bc of how diffrent he is and how he talks in general. He says what he feels #Or tries to. I find that great tbh. Open communication and i dont have to think about it and guess bc he'll explain to me instead #So even if i cant relate or understand i will usually hear another diffrent opinion and its fun. #'i think being emotional is nice. I wish i was more emotional. Its nice that you and other people like you are that' #Getting even an general compliment from oliver is a big boost for my ego lol. He hates saying things you personal terms #Im guessing its bc hes scared of intimacy in general meanwhile im ... Kinda similar. I say we often and like to see myself as part #Of an group. Aka my friends. But i will say shit i think openly and be sappy unless i think people wont like it jskfksjajnfjf #It was fun to hear something positive from him tbh. I always admire people and their diffrent qualities but i assume they dislike mine #So hearing someone liking my... Less popular/fun traits is always nice. I know im emotional and sensitive but 9/10 times people find it #Annoying. I personally dont dislike that part of me. When i do its bc i know others think im too much so i dislike making then uncomfortabl