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[corruptedsilence]

Me and @sweet-chimera 4am doodles :D

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; and ass #;; lots of ass #;; not that im complaining #A Masterpiece // MA #Sweet Chimera

[griefxgifted]

THE POLY REP I'VE BEEN STARVED FOR

FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD

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[giftedfangs]

today has been a bit rough And im sorry for not really doing replies or anything

The announcement was made

and yeah I'm going to be separating ties near completely with Vampair as well and going off of Threnody's lore. I hope to complete the lore page and timeline for my blog later along with a refreshed biography page. I have my own personal reasons for not being comfortable with the current canon and how it's being handled so far so Missi for all purposes will not be the same as we see in daria's series I won't claim missi as my own, the original character idea and premise is not mine, but this alternate universe version of her will be mine. I'll still though never claim her as my original concept.

I'll also be adding a whole thing about Missi and changing her timeline + design + the cane to match more this blog and what I want to do with her. I'll be vaguely still keeping up with vampair but for the most part I'm going to be mostly divorced from it

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[bxttenbound]

Permanent Starter Call

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- Spam and Send Memes/Prompts/ect to your inbox - Tag you in things I find that remind me of your muse/our muses - Mention your muse(s) specifically in other threads - Involve your muse(s) in blog-events - Hit up your DMs to Plot or talk about HCs - Occasionally draw our/your muse(s) from threads - Feel less anxious about approaching you because anxiety is rude

* If there is something listed above you do not want to take part in just hit up my DMs and I’ll be sure to make note of it <3

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #Permanent Starter Call #;; i hope you dont mind me stealing your method for this Toxic #;; this is mostly just to help me get over my anxiety a bit #;; because i worry so much about approaching people and who would be ok with it and who isnt?

[arsonicversed]

sorry i have karin brain rot, i really just, have so much i want to explore with her, because of just how separated from the outside world she has been. Literally having lived in the grass village and the isolation she suffered there from being an outsider, and an uzumaki no less who’s clan had literally been genocided to the point of near extinction.

I’d like to think she knows very little to nothing about her clan, the abilities she actually does posess, where it comes from, and it’s during the blank period (my default verse for all naruto muses) she actually starts to learn about the clan and where she had come from. Mostly because she never realized the chakra chains she might or might not have known much about stem from her heritage

And it could make her more curious as to what else about her clan has she inherited without knowing. Though with the destruction of the leaf during Pein’s assault, which probably resulted in a lot of loss papers and records, and well.....we all knowing what happened to nagato’s mom there would be very little information to go off of. Literally all she’d have is whatever people bothered to write down in other places, and the ruins of the place her mother had once lived who knows how long ago because uzumakis can live up to, if we see anything like Mito, at the very least 120+ years *naturally* and *easily* with the limit possibly being MORE because of Orochimaru’s experiments with her (since....... its not really specified what experiments he did on her??? to my knowledge??) So it could be he used her to also help learn of ways to elongate his own life by using the trait from the uzumaki clan’s ability to naturally live so long into something else or implant it into a new vessel

Which is kinda why I Hc that Karin used part of her own DNA when helping create Log and Mitsuki, because they are in a sense the “perfect vessel” that Orochimaru could create for himself, using her DNA or part of it, could allow his vessel to inherit the traits of being able to withstand (physically) the strain of orochimaru taking over the body which would only be aided by the fact it mostly would use orochimaru’s DNA/chakra/whatever, but also allow him to live a longer life within his perfect vessel without needing to switch every few years

#Out of Fuel // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; also no karin in this case would not think of log as her kid despite using her traits to help aid in their creation #;; its like a donor situation she'd probably see them more as a sibling than a direct parent cuz thats really fucking weird imo #;; but itd make sense for orochimaru to use the dna or experiment with uzumaki genetics when it came to his vessels #;; since it'd allow him the best shot to create a long lasting and durrable body #;; since uzumaki are known to be able to withstand a lot #;; hell kushina survived having Kurama ripped out of her body which im 90% sure kills all the other hosts #;; like shes the only one outside of naruto (even then it was a bit of a cop out) to survive having her tailed beast removed from her body #;; so obviously that dna and getting a hold of that power to withstand his possession would be appealing to someone trying to skirt death #;; since the uzumaki clan seam to cheat death so often #;; but perhaps he just didnt have the technology at the time #;; and karin at least when she grew didnt show obvious signs of inheriting these traits #;; or he got too busy with sasuke and just kinda forgot abt her lol

[puppetweaver]

what if i made a comeback tho?

#No Strings Attached // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT

[griefxgifted]

Deston appreciation post because fuck you im obsessed with these gays

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; I HAVE COMMISSIONED AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF ART FOR THESE TWO

[griefxgifted]

for anyone wondering what ive been working on

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[griefxgifted]

if it isn't obvious I love this series a lot

you should join us we have:

big tiddy plant mommy

literally depression

gay menace and his sweet bf

when the sun hits the clouds just right

murder lesbian

depressed goth mommy

spoiled brat who's death caused more issues than him being alive

the guy she told you not to worry about

sword lesbian

the one normal one

wholesome cinnamon bun

sweet Summer child

walking dead people, "child abuse is over dramatized"

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT

[giftedfangs]

decided to draw the dnd group I'm DMing only got 2/5 done

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; Not blog related

[griefxgifted]

Starter call If you need here's the carrd link for updated info

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; also put a screencap as well #;; just for ease of access

[giftedfangs]

🤔

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[griefxgifted]

So as I was saying before tumblr rudely deleted my post stuff.

One thing I do love about Threnody is the body diversity even if it is subtle at times.

I want to mostly highlight these four characters which at the moment are the ones my brain at 2am can focus on the most. Though an argument could also be made for Artemis as he too does not typically conform with gender-norms.

I want to start with Brier and highlight a detail I think Alyssa (the current artist for Threnody) has made a lot more obvious and prominent which I love. Brier is intentionally supposed to have more Masculine features. One of these, the most obvious in my opinion, is her chin being more flat and near clefted in some scenes.

I personally love this detail because even when I first watched Threnody I never really paid much mind to it but can appreciate it more in this styling. Mina even said these choices are intentional to her character design as not only is she supposed to have this smaller detail but the fact she has broad shoulders and is taller all plays into the more masculine parts of her. Yet I love how her identity even if she has "stereotypical" masculine traits is never questioned.

Quote: "Yeah it's intentional because I want them to seem kind of nonconforming but also hot - but like Brier is pretty tol and has broad shoulders and yeah some kinda masculine features on purpose"

I like how this plays on a few parts for the artifacts, how emotion has many different faces, the stages of grief don't conform to what is considered "normal" or what someone might believe them to be.

I'll briefly address Des because we don't know as much about him, but still I did I think guess a few things right.

Des has what I would consider an "anime chin" where it's "softer" and more rounded, pointed at the end which for many would indicate a more feminine-facial structure. He doesn't have the hard chin line as others do when looking at them from a side angle like this. A subtle way he doesn't conform with more stereotypical male designs.

Eton is. A bit of everything. Looking at his facial features he definitely has that more solid chin-line that men do tend to have but his body type speaks differently as he holds what is considered to be a very feminine or "female" body type with wider hips and smaller shoulders.

Not only does he wear pink, un-apologetically, he also holds that same stereotypical feminine body type. With a larger chest, though still "flat" and wider hips with thinner long legs despite the fact he's actually the shortest artifact there is. Eton seemingly is what many would consider to be a "twink" or "femboy" who still identifies as a man but embraces the feminine sides of him that make him happy.

Nim is the last, and I only have a couple things to say I wanted to kinda point out about how the pajama scene with her does show she isn't just that super skinny person we know her as. Yes, she has that curve and the hide hips and ass but she isn't completely, deathly, skinny. I can appreciate being shown moments when she isn't in the corset making her look like that "perfect" hour glass figure women are expected to have. Then again it works since she does sell baked goods and she has to look good to sell stuff ect idk.

I just wanted to make a post about how I appreciate the subtle or not so subtle non-conforming things in Threnody that while are not explicitly stated (a huge attention is not put on them, and yeah i know im kinda ruining that by pointing it out) nor is it really made an "issue" just is refreshing. It's nice to have characters that can be just in the world and be considered "normal" in that setting.

Also we stan thicc Artemis

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT

[corruptedsilence]

threnody on the outside: colorful and full of magic

threnody when you learn more about it: Mass death, vampiric starvation, gouging out your own eye for love, grief demons that cause mass damage and suffering, conflicts of tradition and how harmful they can be, mistreatment and abuse, questions of the worth of a soul, generational trauma, how much murder is too much murder, can vampires live ethically, unreliable narrators, emotional manipulation, severe mental illness, addiction, suicidal ideation struggles, love actually cant cure your mental illness

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT

[giftedfangs]

I think I've also found what my biggest issue I have with my writing and myself in the instance.

An unhealthy addiction to something I thought could help cope with issues I had. But I've found, and realized, that there's a point that all this is doing is less understanding and analyzing my own issues working through them. and more torturing myself.

Angst is nice, but I realized that I'm tired of unhappy stories. I am tired of putting my characters through so much angst and drama because I realized doing so doesn't help. It doesn't release any emotions I have, any frustrations, work through any complex issues as I thought it had and admittedly, it did at the time. But I realize by continuing to do this, not changing and continuing these same torturous plots and ideas. I'm keeping myself stagnant. I'm forcing myself back into these situations. Reliving my own issues over, and over again without truly moving on because I keep fleeing back to them.

I keep torturing my muse as a way to feel I have control over what's going on. I communicate and try to work to a happy ending but I'm back where I started until the next tragedy. It doesn't help I feel there's an unhealthy idea that trauma, angst, and these things are "character development" and personally.

trauma isnt "character development"

Pain and suffering isn't development. Change can happen in positive ways. Change may cause negative outcomes, but negativity doesn't have to be the driver to positivity. We justify damage all the time, we justify it as it changes us, we assume for the better but that's not always the case. We're even cognizant of it but it doesn't stop how we fall into that. That damage gives us the best outcome. That consequence and suffering is what makes us the "best person" when. it isn't.

These extremes grab attention because they are just that, extreme. But we forget the small things. The people and experiences we have with those we love and care for that have changed us. Yet those, like myself, who experienced trauma find it nay impossible to escape because of how much it has molded us. So we continue to throw ourselves into it unhealthily. We, like our characters don't allow ourselves out. A twisted mirror almost, how we gravitate towards pain and suffering we've had but it's not. It's harming someone else. It's intentionally writing these things to take out anger and pain on something that can't retaliate where we have full control.

and i don't want to do that anymore. Angst is fun, sure, but I'm tired of the same tragedies. I want something happy. I will make something happy. Something where I can truly move on and face new challenges, and not put my muse, or my characters, through the same suffering so I can also move on. So I can actually talk about these issues, and put them to rest by actually speaking of them than rping or creating them in a fantasy world.

So my pretend rp world can be fun, so it can be real fantasy and pretend. a fun place to escape to instead of a reminder and continuation of my own pain. and so i can actually address the issues as me and not something fake because my trauma and issues are real and deserve to be treated as such. I deserve for my issues to be more than just a fantasy for angst and "character development"

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT

[giftedfangs]

would people be adverse to me just, adding the threnody muses I have here? fix up my carrd to add their bios and stuff. I need to talk to toxic abt how they were able to make their's all fancy but really set it up

missi would still be my main muse ofc, but other appearances of the grief demons (mostly des but like, actually be able to do drabbles wiht him and eton since i've yet to rlly find any other threnody rper)

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