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corpsebridalshower · 2 months
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aaa hi there!!! ur art is legitimately super fab and i love it sm <3 btw this is my first ask so sorry if i sound stupid or sum idk lol
anywayy i wanted to ask like how many people in the hotel does bonnie know?? and what are her relationships w/ them?
srry if someone asked this already lol, anyways have a fantastic day !!! <3
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Oh thank you kindly for your support! And it’s not a dumb question at all! You don’t sound stupid, believe me! And I hope you have a fantastic day yourself
For the most part, she gets along with everyone well! Although she can be a bit cross with Husk. But that’s just because of pure instinct.
She’s more motherly to Charlie, Niffty and Vaggie, but in different forms of motherly. With Charlie, she’s more of a guidance mother, but soft and open to converse when necessary. Niffty, she’s cuddly motherly, she has grown a loving relationship with Niffty and would often let her do her hair or make up! And sometimes they talk about BAD BOYS together while cleaning Alastors things. With vaggie, she’s much more of a passive aggressive mother, she tells her to smile because it would do her good, and she makes back handed compliments towards her language and how she carries herself, it’s only for Vaggies own good, right?? But she does really love how Vaggie can be harsh. It intrigues her.
With Husk, they fight with flare a lot. They try to compete against each other subtly. It’s great. Plus Bonnie loves to get under his skin.
And Angel,… well she puts up with his vulgar behavior for the most part, sometimes he even makes her laugh. But when he says something about she and Alastor she mostly remains silent. But they discuss dressing n whatnot!
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kissditrio · 9 months
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When Dilfs collide (UNFINISHED) part1?
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PREVIEW NOT FINISHED
2.6K WORDS+ trying to fini soon aaa
MILD NSFW (not many warnings bc it’s not done :P) very nasty talk, vulgar ass mouth it’s Toji guys cmon
Crack ship ig? Idunno man I just thought about merging two worlds, first time writing enjoy 🦇
MINORS DNI
Miguel spent most of his time putting away anomalies. Most of them being villains spiderman or spidermen? Would commonly fight.
Doc Oc, Prowlers’ , even Green Goblins. Sometimes having to call for backup even if he really didn’t want to. Dragging them back to HQ and sending them home. It was somewhat easy, very tiring but nothing new.
But as he stared at the large man with a bulky frame maybe just a inch or two below him, he really thought he finally saw it all.
“You don’t belong here.” Miguel growled at the man.
Finally webbing his ankles together because, holy fuck could this guy move quick. He accepted his defeat. He gave a hearty chuckle and stuck out his lip towards Miguel.
“Not g’na take me to dinner now are ya?” He sneered. The scar on his lip turned upward into a crooked smile. Miguel scowled and opened a portal.
You had been working at the Spider HQ for just over 7 months. Miguel considered you one of the best amongst them. Not because you guys would fuck like catholic rabbits, but because you were an amazing spider. You were in Miguel’s “office” because you liked being in there, the control room everyone would walk in but his office was a little reserved and spacious so you could finally sit in silence. You shut your eyes as you leaned back into his wheeled chair with cushions so soft you wonder how Miguel hasn't been caught sleeping in here.
“HAHAHAHAAA-“ you jumped up.
Miguel’s office door swung open, and he was carrying an awfully large man who was laughing as if he was piss drunk.
“Spider society, you kids are really crazy about Halloween huh?” The man snorted.
Miguel dropped him down and made his way over to you and his desk.
“Move.” He tiredly demanded.
Understanding he’s just having a day you quietly move out of his way for him to sit and type away at his computer.
“Wow, kicking a lady out of her chair, no manners. Cant even be a fuckin’ man eh?” The man snapped out his laughing delirium.
You looked at this guy as he sat on the floor, he looked at you. Somewhat short hair that was black as could be, it stopped middle of his neck, on the taller side, tired eyes, and a noticeable scar on his lip. With a a devilishly mischievous smile.
“You want a fuckin’ photo or something?” He furrowed his brows, and spat on the floor.
You look away sheepishly and mutter an apology before walking back over to Miguel.
“Who’s he?” You ask sweetly.
“No fuckin’ manners, fuckin’ hell.” The man hisses.
“M’ right fuckin’ here ya know?” He grumbles.
“You’re worse than that ‘merc with a mouth’ please shut up.” Miguel sighs. The man rolls his eyes at him, and halts while doing so. You and Miguel could both see a lightbulb form in his head.
“My god is so sensitive.” He chuffed. He smiled and looked around “mm I wonder if it’s just as easy to make you yell as it is for me to get under your skin. Or maybe under the sui-“
Miguel webs his mouth shut, and sighs heavily. Rolling his shoulders as he rubbed his face.
“I don’t know.” He frowned. “Found him, got another problem to add into to the list of the multiverse almost-“
“Almost collapsing I know.” You rub his tense frame.
“Take a breather Miggie, you’re not going through a storm with a cloud overhead.” He sighed and pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“Ay, I know.” He rolls his eyes and moves slowly towards the door.
“I’m gonna go ask a few spiders for their opinion. Along with where to send him. Watch him and do not let him go.”
You nodded enthusiastically and even did a silly little “attention” pose. Making him smile, oh how you loved his tired smile. He shut the door. You walked over to the man again and leaned down.
“Here sorry about him shushing you, but I’ll get this off since I know it’s probably really uncomfortable.” You say with a smile.
You peel off Miguel’s web carefully so as to not add another scar on his face.
“There we go.” You smile hard under your mask.
“My name is y/n.” You gave a small wave.
The man looked at you for a bit.
“Toji.”
“Toji?”
“That would be it, yes.”
“Nice to meet you To-“
“Could you make it less obvious about you fucking your baby daddy tho, fuck practically garglin’ his balls infront of my fuckin’ face.” He spat.
Your heart thumped really loud at the vulgar words.
“I- we- I just-“
“aht aht, don’t get all shy now, miss spider." he smiled as he tried to reach towards you but ah, his hands also tied.
Mmmm. He sighed.
“Wanna let me out of these baby? I promise I’ll behave.” He gave a fake doe eye look.
“No, Spider-2099-“
“Miguel?” He scoffs.
You swallowed.
“Yes Miguel, said I can’t let you go because-“
“Is he your daddy or something?” He chuckles. Your face is so hot had you not been wearing your mask he would’ve laughed harder.
You turned around and stomped towards Miguel’s chair and sat. Angrily turning it around.
“Aww puppy don’t be so mean. I’m just having as much fun as a tied up man can.” He whined.
You ignored. He gave a heavy ass sigh and rolled his eyes.
“Some shit daddy you got, if I was fucking you, you wouldn’t be this goddamn shy bout sex. I’d have you trained.” He smiled, eyeing you for a reaction.
You turned the chair back around and squinted your eyes. Which he could see.
“I’m not your little fuck toy, Toji.” You spoke through gritted teeth. God forbid you bit down any harder they would’ve cracked.
“Mmm baby don’t say that, g’na hurt my feelings. G’na make me cry, wanna make me cry?” He faux whines.
“YES!” You shouted.
Wow both you and Miguel have such a short fuse. Maybe that’s why you guys work. Here he thought you’d be a sweetheart. Well you were but he likes bringing out the worst in people.
He’s got you right where he wants you. He laughs at you.
“You gonna come and shut me up? Web my mouth closed?” He starts smiling with teeth.
“I just might if you don’t shut the fuck up.” You started to huff.
“Such a naughty little thing, bratty too.” He groaned and stifled out a moan. You were marching towards him each step heavier and angrier than the last.
“If you even think-“ you pointed a finger before you looked down. He was sitting so you could see him squirming but you also saw… a bulge. It was big. And painfully obvious. Now you shouldn’t be so thrown off right now, you’re trying to set a point.
“Mmm have I finally got your attention like you do mine?” He asks. You open your mouth and can’t seem to form a sentence or stop staring at it. It was throbbing in his loosely fitting pants. And you could see every bit of it.
“My god so fucking cock hungry eh?” He smiles. “Never seen a real cock before mmm?” He scoots closer to you. Your eyes stay trained on it, why can’t you look away?? It’s not like you’re new, you’ve seen Miguel’s and he was more than enough. So why are you aroused?? You suck in your bottom lip and grab a breath as Toji leans his face closer to you.
Toji smiles up at you, and lays his head against your thigh while you stand.
“Cmonnn baby.” He plants a kiss on the inner part.
“Untie me. I gotta fuck you. You see how badly I want to no? I can’t fake that.” He moans into your suit.
You tap your foot and chew your lip anxiously. You look at the wall clock then at the room's door.
“Just… one little.” You hold up a finger.
“Mhm yeah- fuck just one little quickie puppy. You can tie me back up after” he’s kissing your clothed thigh. You curse yourself. You should not be this aroused, let alone be giving into fucking. However you and Miguel hadn’t done it in a while because you’re both so busy, and too tired when you really do want too, so you swallow your pride; sigh and remove the strings attaching his hands and ankles together.
To b continued… (very soon)
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thelikesoffinn · 4 months
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AAA, okay - (it's fun for everyone involved I think, it's so interesting reading everything you have to say, like seriously....) My tav is a human noble, and her name is Saoirse (this doesnt really matter i just love her lmao) and she has a bad relationship with her family; her parents are very traditional in that they see men as the heirs, and women don't take over thrones/noble houses, it's the sons that do this. She had one older brother, and her parents intended to have another son to have the "spare" so to say, and instead, they had her- a daughter. No matter how many times they tried after her, they could never have another child (a lot of miscarriages tw) and they ultimately blamed Saoirse, saying she was a curse to their family. Her older brother eventually dies in battle- and he was the only family member who loved her/treated her well; in an attempt to get *anything* from having a daughter, they intend to have her married off- but she runs from home and never goes back; she's a barbarian and the reasoning for that is because she's so full of pent up anger and rage from her familial life that, well, being a barbarian is an amazing outlet for that rage. She's kind of on the middle ground of being good and bad- she likes to help people (usually children or people she feels are pure of heart) but she also likes to get things in return for doing things (it's how she lived after leaving her family!) And she's actually pretty vulgar with her speech despite having been a well and proper noble (she was groomed to be a good noble girl - because if they were going to have a daughter- she was at least going to be proper.) A bit blunt sometimes. But sometimes, her little noble girl peaks through in some situations. It's what makes her good at convincing people and being diplomatic... And I just wonder if Astarion would just be... So annoyed by her/hate her noble upbringing- like I always thought perhaps at first he pins her as a noble and thinks she's been raised with a silver spoon in her mouth... Like I wonder if they'd even work at all, you know? Anyways sorry I'm going on for too long- and her story is probably very cringe but I still love her!!!
Aw, come now, flower. We don't do cringe. We love all them Tav's and Durges on this blog. Unconditionally.
Also, Saoirse and my durge Whisper - born Alastríona- have to be chaps now solely based on the fact that they both have Irish names 👉🏻👈🏻
Anyway!
At first glance, I can't see why Astarion and Saoirse wouldn't work. I don't even think he'd be that annoyed - at least there's no inherent reason for him to be as far as I can tell.
I can only speak very generally, of course, because I don't know how exactly Saoirse would behave in conversation and what traits she carries the most openly, so a lot of what follows will be based on assumption.
The "worst" clash of character I could see would be the part where she likes helping people. But that's relatively infinitesimal of a problem since she at least wants compensation for what she does. He generally handles that better than he does straight-up martyrs.
Furthermore, Astarion is a man of quick judgement - both by nature and by affliction - so how he first views Saoirse is probably highly dependent on how she initially presents herself.
Is the first impression more noble or barbarian?
He might look down on a very posh noble girl, but less because of her inherent nobility and more because she's "sheltered". (She obviously isn't, but he doesn't know that yet.)
(And, let's be honest; the former would be rather ironic, seeing as Astarion is likely of nobility as well. I wouldn't put it entirely past him, but it would need a very special attitude to make that one probable. )
But, going off of that: Nobility is basically the peak of shelteredness, as we probably all agree. Like, sure, being of nobility might not be easy, and there's a lot of expectations that come with it, but, in the end, nobles never go hungry.
They don't have to sleep in dirt.
They don't have to grovel just to be able to live.
Their pride is intact in all it's facettes and their dignity hasn't been ripped to shreds.
Astarions, however, has.
His dignity was shredded by Cazador, every little plight against his humanoid rights leaving another mark until it's raw.
Over the course of the game, we see him regain some of the pride he likely used to hold in himself. We can see it in how he stands up for himself later on - one of my favourite moments being when he berates Tav after they mention that Cazador has "really destroyed" him and he's like "No. I'm still here." and all that.
BUT that's later.
He has to get there first so, at first, "sheltered people" are likely to be a sore spot of his.
I think I mentioned it before in another ask, but people who experienced a lot of trauma tend to view those they consider "sheltered" in a rather negative light.
"Sheltered" relates to naïveté and naïveté can be viewed as idiocy, thus leading to infantilising behaviour towards the sheltered person. They "Don't know anything" and "haven't seen anything", so "how dare they talk"? It's a very normal point of view, and Astarion is probably not different in that regard, even if he's not outright saying so because he needs Tav on his side.
But, with Saoirse specifically, I see another thing coming up that could possibly be interesting.
Saoirse was raised as a noble, but she is somewhat blunt, vulgar and angry. She is used to having poise and grace. It's what she grew up seeing, what was expected of her and what was instilled in her for the longest of times. But at the same time she's a barbarian. A barbarian! The very opposite of a noble; the true opposite of poise and grace.
That's a contradiction if I've ever seen one and with Astarion being as deep in his survival mode as he likely is...well, he'd definitely notice. He'd notice that her gait is too elegant for your standard barbarian, her poise too graceful and her choice of words too perfect at times to be what she seems. But he'd also see the rage she carries and her willingness to let it out when the situation arises.
It's two very different natures that meet - the elegant and somewhat cold nature of nobility and the fiery passion of barbarians. It will take time to actually see how those two correlate and that is definitely something that would have him wary.
Contradictions like that are dangerous, because they make people somewhat unpredictable. That is something he absolutely doesn't need right then. If he can't somewhat estimate her actions, he can't make use of her. Worse, he can't plan his own actions properly because who knows what sets her off?
No. Astarion needs Saoirse to be predictable so that he can be safe.
So he'd likely hesitate a bit longer before he can truly be open with her. He needs to scope her out and get to know here more - enough to actually see who she truly is - to feel safe enough to trust her.
(Learning of her past is likely helpful here because it weaves the red thread through everything. Knowing how she grew up will explain her anger, thus helping ease his uncertainty. It basically takes the contradiction out of Saoirse because her actions suddenly begin to make sense.)
But as I said, despite that contradiction, I don't see any reason why those two wouldn't work! If anything, I think it could be a very healing relationship for the both of them.
(Especially Saoirse, seeing as Astarion is extremely loyal once you're in his heart and he's not shy about telling you that you're the only one he's ever cared about. He'll choose you over everything else, maybe shy of his own hide, and that could be exactly what someone like Saoirse needs after a lifetime of disdain. )
That's it, flower! That's as much as I can say from what you've told me - but do hit me up if you'd like to know more or for whatever other reason!
Saoirse sounds absolutely lovely, and I would love to hear more about her ❤️
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wychive · 4 years
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𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨
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summary // you found your pile of ‘letters’ to hyunjin that contain thoughts that have never been said and decided to write to him one last time.
pairing(s) // hyunjin x gn!reader, hyunjin x oc, slight minho x reader
genre(s) // angst, letter fic 
warning(s) // mentions of food, themes of being forgotten, vulgar wording, humiliation, overthinking
word count // 2.0k
author's note // happy birthday @noya-sannnn​ !! im sorry this was so late hhh you know how i am irl,, but i hope you enjoy this! i love you so much, jane <3 i apologize for the many grammar mistakes gn. i recommend listening to iu’s ending scene while reading this! btw y/n/n means your nickname.
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[10/01/14, 3:55am]
dear jinnie,
hi there! it's y/n <3 i hope you're doing okay - i mean of course you are pfft anyways, just writing this short letter (more like paragraph)  sort of as a venting mechanism? for things i cant tell you about lol  im not so sure how you would call it, since you're so much better at words than i am. basically were like:
hyunjin: ow a brain freeze!
me: haha brain go brrrr
anyways haha yea <3 it's 4am so like,, ill see you at school!
signed,
your loser,
y/n/n
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[15/02/14, 12:34am]
yo heartthrob!
im back with this kinda stuff haha it's been a whole? week? since ive written one of these so like yes..hi! i just wanted to say thanks, for today. you really know how to cheer me up huh? you really outdid yourself by setting up that little picnic for us. congrats on making the strawberry cake so perfectly <3 this day will always stay as a core memory in the back of my brain. you're too caring sometimes,,, istg you'll pay for this [maybe hugs?] >:) 
signed,
your partner in crime,
y/n/n
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[30/02/15, 01:29am]
jinnie-senpai~~
LMAO you hate me calling you that, doesn't change a thing though. hehe,, nways i hope you enjoyed your birthday present :) i got you that really cool skateboard that you wanted. i worked my ass off for that in my mother's garden so like,, you gotta thank me for that a thousand times :D nah jk, its a sincere gift, from me to you. i rarely do this for ANYONE so consider yourself lucky to have a best friend like me -3- also, seungmin is like….kinda the cutest person ever. introduce me to him pls, thank!
signed,
<your bestest friend3,
y/n
(p.s. you're kinda cute too,,,, ig,,, still stinkee tho)
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[13/04/15, 9:04pm]
hey 'baby' (HAHAHA ihy for this)
i hope your day was okay! i didn't see much of you today (which was sort of a bummer but wtv) so like…. uh yea. you told me you were doing okay over text, which kinda surprised me because like?? we always video call lol this is kinda the first time,, but its okay, i trust you! (i really hope youre doing alright tho, i'll beat anyone up if they make you sad >:( ) you also called me 'sweetheart' today which was like…. omg wtf haha????????? that was so weird to me for some reason… a good kind of weird :D we haven't done those kinds of nicknames in a while so…. happy to know that they're back in session <3 i talked to the new girl today, she's really cool! like she knows the bean song on tiktok so like its a total win heh, ill introduce you to her tomorrow! you'll love her a lot
signed,
your 'lover',
y/n/n
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[08/06/16, 10:23pm]
hey howl (hehe go back to that movie night we had)
this spring break sucks so much,, esp because youre not here (you still couldve brought me along :'[ ) but wtv i hope youre enjoying yourself. ive been hanging out with yeonnie lately and i found out she likes conan grey too like pls i love her sm. can we adopt her?? please???? she told me you guys have been video calling too and that makes me so happy!! you two are getting along so well aaa my precious babies </3 
what if you developed a crush on her? haha…..jk unless?? (no jk dont shes all mine, stay away >:) ) anyways, i hope the three of us hang out soon. maybe go to that ice cream parlour where they serve the best cookies and cream?  
signed,
your daisy,
y/n/n
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[19/07/15, 01:23am]
peepee poopoo hello
heyheyhey!! (heh, haikyuu thingz) i hope youre doing okay! i mean sure you are, with everything going so well. also i feel like you're not telling me something. maybe it's just me? is it? i hope it is because you tell me everything,, we've been talking less these days but its okay! i know how busy you are, especially with your dad always bugging you,,
also, i think yeonbin likes you :0,, she keeps talking about you whenever we hang out. don't get me wrong, its not bad that she likes you but...something doesn't feel right. i feel like i'm being the third wheeler here and like ugh idk. haha laughs yea i think its just me.. im sorry, i didnt mean to do you like this,, anyways, ill see you soon + her too ofc- yall are inseparable lmao
signed,
your moonlight,
y/n/n
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[23/07/15, 01:56am]
greetings, kind sir
lol more like mean sir but like aight KSKSK,, anyways,, how have you been? we haven't really talked in a while,, our convos are always so short with it being one-sided :/ i wish you were online more. yeonnie is ignoring me,, do you know why? i think you do,,, but when i asked you just said you didnt know. did i do something wrong? pls tell me.. 
she blocked my contact the other day and she won't even smile at me when i pass her in the hallways. its,, sad and stressful especially because she was the only one that would genuinely talk to me. i hate to say this,, but i miss you. us, hanging out like the best trio we are, yknow? but i dont think you miss me the same way. sorry, im getting out of hand. i know im just overreacting. im just gonna sleep ig,, good night! sweet dreams,,
signed,
your pink lemonade,
y/n/n
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[25/07/15, 03:25am]
hi there
i heard you and her got together?? congrats, jinnie! im so proud of you,, especially because you never had even considered getting a girlfriend a few months earlier lmaO you really woo the ladies huh? anyways,, i hope you've been well since we last talked,, how many days has it been?? i would say nearly a week or so but honestly it feels like a hundred years,, considering you and i used to talk every day. but you have her now to keep you company.
keep this a secret but can you possibly tell me why it hurts when i see her? or when i mention her or even think of her?? is it because she's connected to you? but.. you're my best friend, so why? is it because i miss you? is it because im alone now? is it because you left me with a simple 'i have to go now,, bye y/n/n.'? im not sure either. im being silly, i apologize. ill figure it out sooner or later. sweet dreams, jinnie
signed,
your asswipe,
y/n
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[25/07/15, 04:30am]
jinnie
it's because i love you. 
signed,
your butterfly,
y/n
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[??/08/??, 05:??am]
you
i miss your lame jokes. i miss your smile. i miss your laughs. i miss your funny faces. i miss the way your eyes twinkle. i miss th way you would make me happy just by doing the bare minimum. i miss the disaster you made when cooking breakfast. i miss the night when you snuck me out just to go to that pretty lantern event. i miss when you would call out my name everytime we met. i miss when we would share earbuds in train rides. dont you get it, hyunjin? i miss you.
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[??/??/15, ??:??am]
asshole.
please tell me that isn't true, please. you're too kind to do these kinds of things, right? + i was your best friend,, then, why, why did you hurt me like this. i didnt do anything wrong.. you couldve just told me you didnt like me,,, why did she have to tell me? out of all people. 
youre so pathetic for this,, i thought you were brave, bold - but youre just a fucking coward. i loved you, i really did. and i realised too late… im sorry. she,, i shouldn't have talked to her in the first place, right? i bet you knew she humiliated me, in front of everyone. of course you did, you were the only one that knew. you told her. fuck, i hate you so much (yet why do i long for you on a night like this?). you know how much that'll affect me and yet, there you are, laughing about it with her.
signed,
fuck off,
you know who i am.
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[31/08/15, 03:41am]
ah, jinnie
please tell me this is just a nightmare. please, please. stop just reading my texts, please answer them. jinnie. i miss you so much. i dont care bout her, please just let me be in your arms. i dont care if you love me back, please just talk to me at least. tell me what i did wrong,, jinnie,, please,,, clear these tear stains on my cheek with kisses.
signed,
your fuck-up,
y/n
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[15/09/15, 04:59am]
jinnie
why do i keep crying because of you? its been a few weeks since everything has happened. please, nothing has changed. i still love you the same even with all the hatred i have pent up in this stupid brain of mine. i wish i could just walk back in time, to where it all began.
when i first met you in third grade and you pushed me while playing soccer or maybe when we took those ridiculous prom pictures, remember those? i hope you still have them,, because i do too. i hope the pictures of us on your wall still hang there,, it'll remind you of the happy times. hm,, maybe you don't need them. 
you already have millions of pictures with you and her,, i bet you printed some and replaced those with ours right? sly dog. 
signed,
friend,
y/n/n
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[04/02/16, 12:57am]
hey
i went to the park today and saw both of you being happy. it's nice to see your smile again. im sorry i didnt go up to you,, i just thought it would be awkward. when i heard that adorable laugh of yours, it made me realise that i lost something special. but it's okay isnt it? as your happiness matters more than mine. 
signed,
y/n
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[06/01/20, 08:00pm]
dear hyunjin,
im doing fine here. how about you? gosh,, how long has it been? years? since we last talked to each other. i havent heard from you since. i would just like to say i still think of you sometimes, when watering the plants or dancing while making pancakes. sometimes i think you're here with me too, just being the pals we were. 
sometimes i'd see you out, just reading a book in the park or buying pasta sauce at the grocery store. it's nice to see you having a stable life. im not sure if you're still with her or not, but its good to know that you still have that large friend group. also! you're never gonna guess who im dating--
it's minho! do you remember him? the one that i used to hate,, uh yeah. he asked me out the other day- you may wonder how tf,,, i too do not know how tf but he gives the best hugs ever. he gave me the love i wanted from you. he stitched my heart back together after it broke,, i love him so much, jinnie..
it's snowing,, do you remember when we would skate on the frozen lake in front of your house? are your parents well? i wonder if your mother still has those earrings i bought for her birthday. i never told you this but your laugh and hers sound so similar. 
i would just like to say thank you, for everything. you were a big part of my life, up until now. when we see each other after this, we would just be strangers. maybe flash a little smile or give a little wave whenever we greet each other but nothing more. some memories of us would flow in every now and then but it'll just be a short teaser. well, i'll be going now. smile for me, okay?
signed,
the one that loved you the most,
y/n.
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timextoxhajima · 3 years
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omg yes it must be super tiring to have to think of crafting a whole story just in chat convos and twt/ig posts actually... my respect for all the writers who do smaus :OO and all writers too!! i briefly thought about trying to write fics and then gave up bc i was too lazy to continue HAHAHAHA
aaa i’m on anon bc i have this fear of ppl i know irl knowing that i like kpop (and even worse, that i read fanfiction...) i used to be made fun of for liking kpop back when it wasn’t that big in sg (like when we were pri school age) and even in sec school someone dragged me in a class group chat for having a kpop idol in my dp,,, so irl i pretend i have never heard of kpop before so i don’t get judged (even tho it’s kind of the norm now so it’s acceptable to like kpop, but it became so much of a habit that even my closest friends now have no idea that i’m super into kpop)
omg it’s kinda hypocritical of me bc i approached you first and said i think i might know who you are irl but yet don’t want to reveal myself😅😅 i’m sorry AAAA i’m shy ><
omg NOO its ok like legit take ur time to get comfy i have a few anons here that im kinda close to but they also quite inactive cause they have their own lives to live as well so i actly dk them . Its totally fine jus take ur own time!!! But ive made several friends on here (some readers n some authors) who have exchanged our socials like tele, discord, ig and i made friends w a reader who stays in boston and i have her number too so that's very cool and fun, but ofc for you, only when youre comfy!!
Also what the fuck ARE U SERIOUS bruh in sec sch half my cohort was into kpop esp after exo/bts debuted that period like 2012-2014 ish omg im so sorry you had to go thru that like... omg what the fuck lmao (i wld totally scold all the hokkien/malay vulgarities i was taught by my friends but i shant cause i have moots here who speak those languages LMAOOO)
omg ok then hopefully you find tumblr a safe space for you to do whatever u want and like whatever idol u want. Kpop is a genre of music and its a whole damn culture now, i tAkE UMBrAGe in whOEveER SHItS on iT grrr but if you ever find the need to talk to someone (like a fellow singaporean) about kpop, my dm is always open ya 🥺💕
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sallyface-fics · 5 years
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Travis with a really adorable and innocent s/o? you and your blog are amazing!
Coming up! And aaa thank you so much anon! It’s late and I’m having an existential crisis but anyway here’s your fluff. Fuck, i’m sorry if that sounds rude but i really can’t tell right now so i’m apologising in advance.
Travis with an adorable, innocent S/O
- Travis is a softie too, regardless of how he presents himself. (don’t @ me, travis is a soft sweetheart deep down)
- Big UwU energy
- Overprotective Travis? it’s more likely than you think. He’d want to protect you from literally everything.
- He’d be by your side constantly. He’d want to make sure his lil cutie was safe and shit. 
- He’d constantly be telling you how fuckin adorable you were. He didn’t know it was possible for a human to be so unbelievably cute. 
- His father would probably still hate you because he doesn’t want Travis to be happy. RIP Travis, honestly. 
- You’d be his constant source of hope and happiness. Seeing how adorable and pure and sweet you were gave him hope that maybe life wasn’t so bad.
- He’d cover your ears when someone would make a ‘less appropriate’ joke or anecdote. He’d want to protect your innocence as long as possible.
- “THEY ARE TOO PURE FOR THIS VULGARITY!” 
- He’d laugh at you (not in a mean way) if you didn’t get innuendos and euphemisms. 
- He’d tease you with shit he knew you wouldn’t get, loving the confused expression that would spread over your face whenever he’d make some sort of discrete reference
- He’d see you as the most pure being in the entire galaxy, such a smol bean.
Heyyy its not very long or good i’m sorry. Thanks for the request anon!
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aaa ur shunatsu headcanons were so cute i probably died of happiness,, would it be ok to request like. an expansion on the one w/shu making natsume dresses bc that was Adorable, thank you
sure thing! i’m glad you liked it,, hope it turned out as you wanted ehe
 "OW. Ow, OW."
  Shu clicks his tongue. "Stop making such a vulgar noise, Natsume. It is grating."
  "What's that supposed to mean, Shu-SAN? It is because you are hurting me, therefore I seek to express my PAIN."
  "As if my tiny needle could hurt you even the slightest," Shu retorts, brandishing the needle in question. "You agreed to my favour, did you not? So I'd like it if you stop running your mouth and allow me to work in peace and quiet!"
 "...ALRIGHT."
 Natsume sighs. It was never his idea to have Shu ever find out that he used to dabble in cross-dressing, but now that Shu did find out, his life has taken a sharp turn for the worse. Perhaps it is a slight exaggeration, since seeing Shu delighted that he could finally make full use of his creativity by making dresses and the like for a 'willing' participant did make him feel a little happy too - and yet...
  "Shu-SAN," Natsume says, and is acknowledged with a grunt from the man tightening his corset, "I am aware that I agreed to helping you in your dress-making, but I do not recall ever agreeing to wearing dress after dress after DRESS."
  Again, Shu clicks his tongue. "How ungrateful. You might not enjoy it as much as you used to, Natsume, but I believe you have so much potential. Besides, I do need to see if the dress fits well and looks well before I pass it on to my customer; that is where you come in, for me to have a better understanding of my work!"
  "Hmm," Natsume hums, still a little unhappy. Shu nudges at his arms, and Natsume lifts them for Shu to get a better look at his upper body. "As I've said previously, I do not mind helping Shu-san with his needlework from time to TIME. The problem is JUST..."
  "Just?"  Shu stops for a second, looking up at Natsume with furrowed brows.  "What is it, Natsume? Do you hate wearing dresses again? I made it very clear that if you really didn't want to, you have no need to help me just because we are dating."
  Natsume's eyes flit away from Shu's.
  "N-no, it's nothing, I PROMISE. It's just..."
  "What is it? If you don't say it, I will not understand."
  Natsume's cheeks are rosy now, and he sighs. "Alright, ALRIGHT," he says, "it's just that... Shu-san promised he'd make special dresses for me TOO. And you did make one or two some time ago, but ever since you took on more jobs, I haven't received ONE..."
  Shu is silent for a while, his gaze still heavy on Natsume; he can't help but shift in his spot out of awkwardness.
  "I'm SORRY. That was selfish of ME."
  "No, not at all," murmurs Shu, standing up. He walks away from Natsume, as if he were in a trance.
  "S-Shu-san?"
  "Take off that dress, Natsume. It doesn't suit you."
  "H-huh?"
  Shu walks over to one of his closets, and opens it, rummaging around. He finds what he is looking for, and seizes it with a flourish. "To be quite honest, I have been making dresses for you... without you knowing, however."
  "O-oh, I SEE." Natsume's throat is dry, and when his eyes land on the dress Shu had designed and made for him, he still can't find his voice. He stares at it, then reaches out. "Do I... put it ON?"
  "Do as you will."  Shu hands it to him, and instantly Natsume knows Shu has used the finest of his materials to craft the dress. The silk is so smooth he feels as if he's running his hands down a waterfall, and the colour so warm and lovely he feels as though he is bathed in some sort of celestial light.
  The dress Shu had him try on falls to the floor, and Natsume steps into his dress. He angles his arms behind his back to zip it up, but Shu stops him.  "I'll do it for you."
  He zips it up, and Natsume pauses for a second, unsure of what to do in such gorgeous material. Then he twirls, feeling it swish around him like a dream.
  Shu is still looking at him, expectant, so Natsume nods, and tells him, "Thank YOU. I love IT."
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stringsunraveled · 5 years
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Treasured Trash.
What you need to know: I will have to gut this scene to fit into the story I have taped into, but I want this version to be posted. You are reading the original ending scene. In short, Talia and Raph got together and shortly after became estranged do to betrayal and feelings of jealousy. Talia has had a difficult pregnancy that Donnie has been trying to help her survive from. She has now given birth to a girl that Raph has just relieved is his. Unfortunately the difficulty has not ended yet. 
 Author’s note:I am not traditional in my writing style and I allow my dyslexia to take full credit. I tend to start backwards and them forwards again. The following scene was one of the first I wrote, and is in first draft form. In the last four months, this story has exploded into some thing new. The characters have also changed in their knowledge of what has happened in this reality and do not resumable who they truly are in this scene any more.
Disclaimer:  I do not own the characters of TMNT,but use them to get the story written down.  All other characters are my own and them and the plot may not be used with out my written consent. Warring! 18+ Viewer discretion in advised. There is vulgar language and what is considered smut through out the story but may not appear in every scene or chapter.
“NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! her vital sighs are dropping!” Donnie exclaimed
“What do ya me there dropping?” Raph said looking up from the baby that he cradled in his massive  arms.
“Heart rate is slowing and Talia’s blood pressure is falling! We’re loosing her!” Donnie screamed over the sounds of the flat line.
“Do something Donnie, you cant let her die!” Raph yelled covering the side of his baby girl’s head as to shield her from the words that her mother was dieing.
“I am trying.” He said as the sound of Talia’s ribs cracked under the weight of Donnie’s first CPR compression. “Grab the the syringe.” He yelled.
Mikey rushed over with the syringe filled with the last blue dose of anti-mutagen. As he looked down at Talia, Mikey stumbled over his words “I don’t think I can do it, dudes!”
“Take the baby!”  Raph snagged the syringe and put the little girl in Mikey’s arms. The movement disturbed her making her cry loader than when she came out of her mother who was now opening deaths door. Raph turn to Donnie.
“On the count of three in her heart. One! Two! Three!” Donnie moved away as Raph stabbed the needle into her heart and pushed the rest of the vaccination into Talia. After pulling out the needle, Donnie started to pump her chested again. “Raph breath!” 
Raph rapped his lump lips around Talia’s, which felt as cold as the blue color they were turning. He could see from the corner of his eyes her lungs expanded each time Raph tried to breath life back into Talia’s body, but he could not feel the energy that had pasted between them like it had every time their skin would touch .Leo rushed in, but he could tell Talia was gone. Her body had no light admitting from it, “guys stop! She not there.” Leo said trying to pull Raph off of Talia. Donnie stopped the compressions and put his hands on top of his head in sickening defeat.
“Fuck you, we have to save her!” Raph said as he started to compression on her chest where Donnie had stopped.
“No, dudes Leo’s right she is not there,cause she’s standing in front of me!” Mikey said wide eyed.
They all looked up at him and he was right. There was Talia touching the top of the baby’s head. 
“Sssshhhsshhhshhhsss!“ Talia said was she kissed her daughter’s forehead.”My beautiful Renewual. I am sorry I can not be with you physically in your reality any more! But, I will be there in your dreams and that is were you will hear me sing to you!”
“What the Hell!” Donnie proclaimed as he adjusted his goggles.
Talia looked up at Mikey and smiled. She then turned her head to the right towards Donatello. “You might want to start up your sensory equipment Donnie, or you are going to miss a wealth of data that will help explain to yourself and the rest of the world what is happening.
“What is Happening?” Mikey chocked out. “Are you a ghost?”
“This is her light-body, in other words her soul.” Leo said. Talia turned her head to Leo and stared at both Raph and him. 
Raph stopped giving her soul body CPR as his mouth opened in shock. Talia was the same, but different, just like Splinter said the night that they were introduced. Raph was hypnotized by how bright Talia’s blue eyes were. Her kimono hung low down on her shoulders exposing her back. Talia seen to glisten every color in the rainbow almost like she was a prism, casting color all over the room.  Her skin flawless except for the tattoos on her body. 
Tattoos Raph knew for a fact were never there before. From what he could see some were Celtic, others modern tribal, still some looked like sacred geometry. They seemed to appear and disappeared, the only one that staid was the tribal s in the middle of her back. 
As she turned around and moved over to the table, they were all memorized. Her movement was not a walk, but not quite a glide either. Talia looked down at herself watching her body turned a paler blue-gray. As her soul body color faded, her light body became more substantially and solid. 
“No matter how many times I have seen my shell in death’s state it is still a bite unsettling.” Talia said walking around the table.
“How many times have you seen your um shell?” Donnie asked as he was flipping the last switches on his sensory equipment. 
“This is the fourth reality that I can truly remember.” She then thought to herself, “When I have seen my shell it is because the puppet master did not seem ready for me to leave the reality yet. Did he not see a important factor?” 
She then looked up at Raph who was stark still. “Don't be afraid. The fact that everyone of you can see me, means you are all on the path to be light warriors.”
“Which one of us is the Light guardian, tho?” Mikey questioned. He rocking his newborn niece for his comfort as much as of her’s.
Talia turned to Mikey and preceded to move back up to him. “You all have the potential to become light guardians once you have faced your shadow selves and embrace it! But I believe you are asking which one of you is my light guardian? He is the only one who has completed that very task and the only one of you who has seen me in this form before.”
Talia then slid her hands on both sides of Mikey’s face and proceeded to tell him. “You have not been the innocent one for a long time. You have choose to stay that way because it is familiar and easy. But, You are no longer a little brother, but an uncle! You will not just be the joyful fun uncle for Renewual, but you will be her comfort. You will be the hand to wipes her tears when Raph and her don’t see eye to eye. You will be like your brothers are for you, but for her.” With that she kissed Mikey’s forehead and a strange feeling hit him. 
Mikey felt like he had a third eye and it opened. no longer burned by the weight to prove he was not the little kid any more, because Mikey was not. It was the soul he was holding in his arms, and Mikey knew what his path was of one of confidence and happiness to have and to give. 
A loud crack of light flashed above their heads. They all looked up. In the celling, a portal started to form. 
“Iss..thaat..AAA..” Donnie couldn’t get the words out.
“Tesla portal? Yes, Donnie it is.” Talia let go of Mikey and drifted over towards were Donnie was standing. 
Talia put her hands on Donnie’s shoulder and almost floated up to be eye to eye with him. “Don’t stop working with the crystals. Your work with the frequency will make them speak to you and access the Akashic Records. Don’t forget, do not let your head over run your heart.” Talia slide her right hand down placing it on his chest plate. 
“You will be Renewual’s best academic teacher. Through your work you will bring knowledge not only to her, but to this reality beyond what you can image. Don’t get discourage when your head gets in the way. Just remember some times going backwards is the answer to find the path.” She then placed her lips on Donnie’s forehead. Like Mikey, the sensation opened Donnie up, making him realize that he had the answers all a long. Talia was right; Going back to the start to understanding and to use his intuition.
Again another bright flash illuminated the room, but this time light strings darted out of the black hole that was growing bigger in the ceiling. The strings looked like wild rose canes with thorn like projection which transmitted electrical energy across each other. One of the strings swung over to Talia curling around her waist and picking her up.
Leaping in the air, Leo's ninjato came down severing the string from the hole it came out of. Talia was thrown towards the floor by Raphael. Before she hit the ground Raphael jumped over the table and caught Talia. The part of the string that was cut off hit the floor and shattered into crystal shards all around them. Raph don’t let Talia go, but held her tightly in his over sized arms. 
Talia looked at Leo saying,”This is not your fight yet, but keep them at bay as long as you can Leo. The battle will come soon enough for you to help me. Remember destiny is not the same as duty, my  guardian.”
Donatello grabbed his bo and started to swing deflecting the strings away long side Leo.
“For course Leo's the light guardian!” Mikey mocked, as he started to pull his nunchaku out and take Leo’s other side.
Leo yelled out to him “Mikey, don’t! You need to hold on to Renewual!”
“I can help dude!” 
“You are helping! Renewual has the same light energy as Talia. If one of these strings grabs her, we will loose them both!.” Leo shouted. With that realization, Mikey tucked Renewual closer into his body and covering her head with thick fingers.
Talia reached up and touched Raph’s face bring his attention back on her.“I don’t have much time my love.”
“Are you going to kiss my forehead, too?”  Raph smirked
“If I had enough time I would kiss you from your forehead to below your belt!” His eyes widened and cheeks flushed hearing Talia’s words.
“After seein’ those tattoos on your body, I want find how many are hidden?” Raph said licking his lips. 
“Most of them are. Come find me in your dreams, and I will let you find them all.” she whispered along side of his head so only he could hear. Talia wrapped her arms around his neck and without hesitation she kissed his forehead. 
With that shock of energy through the spot were her lips were still pressed, every hidden felling inside burst to the surface. He fell to his knees still holding her in his arms. Raph’s hazel green eyes welled up with tears. Wiping them away from Raph's cheeks, Talia’s eyes did the same. 
“Don’t leave me! I can’t take care of Renewual by myself. I am not a good enough turtle for you, how can I be a good dad for her?” Raph said as he lowered his head.
“For course you’re going to be a good dad! We are the same energy, the same frequency. That is why we were able to come together to make her. I know you can raise her with out me here, because I was able to raise my son by myself in the reality I came from.” She lifted his head up by wide chin to look into his heart broken eyes. 
“And you are not alone! You have a father to guide you when you need advise! Three brothers who have your back. You will have me to share communion when you meditate and in your dreams. You have the courage to face this! Will it be hard? Yes, but it is worth it my love.” 
She turned her head calling “Mikey, bring her here!”
As Talia held out her arms for Renewual, Raph deflected a light band that was darting towards his shoulder with his sai. Making sure Talia had his niece safe, Mikey grabbed his other nunchaku and started blocking the strings. Raph turned his back away to shield the two most precious light beings in his life.
Talia reached with her right hand grabbing his face again and pulled him into hers. As their lips locked exchanging the energy between their souls, Talia slided her tongue into his mouth which encouraged Raph to pull her closer. Raph knew in a few moments he would have to let her go. He tightened his hand in Talia’s hair and breathed her in as deep as he could. 
Raph tried to memorize every last detail just like he had the first night Talia asked him to stay and protect her. The feeling of her soft skin, the smell of roses in her hair, as well as the sweet taste of her mouth. A bitter reminder bought Raph back to earth, when a light band hit his shell with such force he had to shift his weight and let Talia slid to the ground.
 She grabbed his left arm and slid Renewual in it. 
“Now you have something more to live for. You have her! She is everything good about us and everything we could not be then we were alone.” said Talia as Raph pulled her in one more time so tight that either of them could barely take a breath.
“I love you, Talia! I always have!” Raph murmured
“I love you as well. We will find and see each other again, my love!” Talia replied grabbing him face and kissed Raph one more time. Talia stood up pulling her hair back into a pony tail yelling “ Leo, ninjato!” 
Leo turned and through one of the swords she had given him towards her. Talia caught the ninjato by the handle taking it behind her head she cut her pony tail off. She laid the sword at Raph’s feet and handed her hair to him. “This will protect her and remind all of you of me.” 
Sitting up and bending her head down, Talia clasped her hands together. With in the space between her finger a light ball started to form. “My bothers, you can stop now!” 
All the strings started to dart and attach to the ball. With each new string the ball grew bigger and bigger until the light engulfed Talia. “I love you all and thank you for everything!” With her last words, Talia was pulled into the black hole.
A large flash of light illuminated the room once again causing the hole to collapse in onto its self. An eerie silence was all that was let in the room. It was only broken when Donnie's sensory equipment stared to beep.
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