#OK. you kinda fucking can be bht i LOVE you and i hate feeling like youre trying to ?? guilt trip me ??????

[thefunniestguy]

GRR,,

#venting in tags #sorry i need to yell lmao #vent #after being hit w the 'i like your hair long :(' i . i was walking around the store with my sister (w moms permission) #and found a good compression bra that i actually liked and . proceeded to get in trouble bc she couldnt find us #which is my fault bc i was trying on clothes #but. couldnt get the bra bc im too scared to ask when shes upset aaaaaaa #i just wanna feel at home in my body #jeez i just wanna feel normal fuck #i want to go back to therapy so bad but its expensive. but also she treats it like those 3 fucking sessions did anything #the first was literally the therapist getting to know my mom and i #but the only way id get back in is thru the doctors when you fill out that . 'are you anxious. are you sa d . etc' thing #but now im even scared to do that bc she pulls the 'ohhhh im such a bad mom :(((((' card which #OK. you kinda fucking can be bht i LOVE you and i hate feeling like youre trying to ?? guilt trip me ?????? #GRRRRR sorry i dislike venting bc idk if my friends will see this but i just . im going insane . or at least close to it /j i yhink #im probablt being dramatic its just Things Piling Up