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“What kind of a life would I have lived if I didn't choose to board the Express... No, there is no such possibility.”
(‼️Warning from Mun‼️- You CANNOT imagine how long this shit is, so only if you are ready for your fingers to hurt from scrolling…press ‘keep reading’, brave one. I’ll meet you at the end.)
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🔆ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Rules are made to be broken! 🔆 What you can expect/rules (that are NOT made to be broken):- ✩ Shipping Friendly as long as it’s not an illegal one and I’m comfortable with it. Example for illegal ships include pedophilloic ships etc etc.
✩ mostly one liners/semi lit rp
✩ May add my own personal head cannons of Stelle. But still the same old in-game trash can loving raccoon-like stelle we all know.
✩ DNI if you’re: racist, lgbtqia+phobic: including transmeds, exclusionists, terfs and illegitimate sexualities/pronouns, anti-semitic, xenophobic/Islamophobic, ableist, pedophilloic, sexist/misogynistic and all basic DNI criteria.
✩ No explicit smut content but will rp fluff, romance, angst, gore, drinking/alcohol topics etc.
✩ There is a real person who controls this account, so I may take time to respond to you/your muse/asks.
✩ If I want the RP to end, I will say so and the same goes for you! If you also want to conclude the RP, just say so and I will gladly stop.
✩ It will be up to me to decide if I want to RP with you (if you have send me an in-character ask etc etc.) and if I’m comfortable with where the RP is going. And vice versa.
✩ Also, I don’t want to be the only one carrying the plot of the story and the role play. Please don’t respond me with anything that I don’t have an answer to as the RP will die sooner rather than later. I would request you to be more engaging with the RP conversation.
✩ Please remember mun =/= muse.
✩ Mun messages will be shown with Mun-
✩ Anons are more than welcome! You can make yourself known on this blog with your own tag! But, I will only reply if I’m comfortable with your message.
✩ Not really spoiler-free.
✩ WIP account
🔆This account is NOT affiliated with Hoyoverse.
🔆Current anons:- We got more anons, trailblazers, visitors on the express, let’s go! -🕳️ anon
-🪡 anon
-🎸 anon
-🎎 anon
-🌸🥞 anon
-💧anon
-🦅👁️ anon
-🍳 nonnie
-⛓️💎 anon
-🔆 anon
*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊ 🔆Of course behind the scenes is any ordinary person Valerie; She/her, 18+ and currently existing. I also go by Xyn (pronounced as shin) or Zenny.
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•.,¸¸,.•´¯“𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗏𝗈𝗒𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗇.”¯•.,¸¸,.•´
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💫Tags💫
#Trailblazing beyond🌟: General Tag
#The Golden Trash🌟: Self
#Precious trash!🦝: Reblogs
#Queue-ing for…Trash?🦝: Queued
#The main character appears!‼️: Anon asks
#Crippling anxiety 😟: Other in-character asks
#Akivili, the coolest aeon💫: Roleplaying with Astral Express Members
#Cold Dragon Young 🐉 : Roleplaying with Dan Heng/ Dan Heng Imbibitor Lunae. #March 8th ❄️ :Roleplaying with March 7th
#Miss Himeko 🚂: Roleplaying with Himeko
#Mr. Yang 👓: Roleplaying with Welt Yang.
#Not the Simulated Universe…🗿: Roleplaying with Herta’s Space Station Characters/characters met in Herta’s Space Station
#This is wild(fire)🤨: Roleplaying with Belobog Characters/characters met in Belobog
#No Trash Cans… 😭: Roleplaying with the Xianzhou Loufu characters/characters met in the Xianzhou Loufu
#Dreamscapes or Nightmares?🌌: Roleplaying with Penacony characters/characters met in Penacony
#”Destined” to encounter❓:Roleplaying with the Stellaron Hunters
#M-mother..? 🕷️🕸️ : Roleplaying with Kafka
#Video-game lover 👾🎮: Roleplaying with Silver Wolf
#Baldie 🗡️🥀 : Roleplaying with Blade
🌟-Ask box is always open because I don’t have anything better to do, well most of the time anyway. Even Trailblazing gets tiring sometimes.
(Mun- This is a role play account for Stelle, the female trailblazer. I love raccoons and trash cans if you know what I’m referring to. Happy trailblazing! Also, I hope your fingers don’t hurt.) *ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊
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fairsexynasty · 1 year
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𓍯˚˖🕷️★🕸️જ — KILL HIM FREAK OUT.
₊˚.🖋️◗༉‧₊˚.🫁 xavier thorpe x rowan laslow x gn!reader (x/r-centric)
summary: rowan's been teetering on the edge for a while. he's never been so afraid of things and his love, and yet he starts to realize he may just be the sickness.
warnings: light violence, angst, comfort, self-infliction, light gore, panic attacks, happy ending, someone pls hug rowan and xavier (aka you)
a/n: i just love rowan so much and i love xavi so much and i just want them 2 be happy and okay in the end :')
word count: 1.2k
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Rowan Laslow had never been more distraught in his life. The way his stomach churned, the fire that burned behind his eyes, and the protruding of his veins—it’s something inhuman. He feels betrayed.
Never once had he thought Xavier had the temerity to push his boundaries, to invade what he’s been working so hard to organize and understand, but nothing could convince Rowan that Xavier wasn’t looking through his things and calling him crazy.
God, he hated that word. A caustic curse that laid upon Xavier’s tongue and rolled off like a bone-crushing boulder on the ledge of a mountain. Rowan was being verbally burnt at the stake. And for such a comment to come from one of his partners, nonetheless? Pure betrayal.
“I’m not crazy,” Rowan gritted. The hairs upon the nape of his neck stood as sweat beaded along his forehead. “Don’t call me crazy.”
“My mother was no conspirator, Xavier. Don’t even insinuate that! And don’t go through my stuff!”
“My mother was no conspirator, Xavier. Don’t even insinuate that! And don’t go through my stuff!”
“Rowan, if I didn’t, you would have been in jail sooner or later! What the hell are you doing?” Xavier took steps toward the shorter boy. He placed his hands on Rowan’s shoulders, and it left an astringent taste on the boy’s tongue. Xavier was about to fucking patronize him. “Look, it’s gone too far. You got kicked out of the Nightshades, you’ve been ignoring me and Y/N, just stop! Stop acting like this!”
Rowan felt his glasses begin to fog up. “Like what, Xavier?” The taller boy stayed quiet. No, Rowan was going to get the truth out of him. “Come on. I know you can say it. Like a fucking loser, right?”
Feeling his heart begin to ache, Xavier shook his head. “That’s not what I meant, Ro-“
“Don’t fucking ‘Ro’ me, Xavier. And get your hands off of me.” Rowan attempted to pull them off his shoulders, but Xavier’s fingers curled around the fabric of his uniform.
“No. Ro, listen to me-“
Rowan’s had enough. A fit of anger he didn’t know existed, that had been bubbling up inside, finally spewed out. “No, listen to me! Get your fucking hands off me!” Rowan stretched out his hand, and with the force of gravity and Rowan, Xavier slid across the floor and into the wall. But as soon as Rowan heard the cry of pain from his boyfriend, he realized he had gone too far. Irreversibly far. His breath began to quicken. “Shit, Xavi-“
The door flung open, revealing you were standing in the doorway, concern washed over your face. “-What the hell is going on?” You turned your hands to see Xavier on the floor, holding his shoulder in pain. “Oh my god, Xavi!”
As you rushed over to the boy on the ground, Rowan swore he felt everything, yet nothing at all. God, he was a monster. Though there wasn’t any, Rowan felt as if his hands were stained crimson. Xavier’s crimson. “No, no, no, no, no, no-“ He fell to his knees as he stared at his hands. They were never rough before. Rowan was never capable of anything physical, anything to hands-on. But he just hurt Xavier. And by the look on your face, he swore he hurt you too.
“Xavi, what happened?” Thank god you knew it wasn’t the time to escalate things with anger.
Your partner was overwhelmed with concern. “He didn’t mean it, Y/N. I made him upset, I promise.”
You rushed over to Rowan, who was digging his nails into his palms until red crescent moons were left behind. “Ro, relax,” you attempted to assuage him but it was to no avail.
“I’m sorry, ’m sorry, ‘m so sorry-“ Sobs racked over his body. Every part of him felt like it was burning as if Rowan was flamed by hell.
With an attempt to not show you were freaking out, your voice steadied. “Rowan, please, baby. I need you to breathe, you’re hurting yourself!”
“I hurt—“ He glanced at the boy propped up on the wall looking as weak at the eyes that laid upon him. There’s no way he’ll forgive me—I’m sick, he thought. “Oh, I’m sorry,” He began to sob in his hands, the tears stinging his cuts. “I’m so sorry, Xavi, I’m so— oh god, what did I do?”
Xavier had thankfully made his way over to you and Rowan, though he felt a million needles in his lower back, each one stabbing through the densest tissue. “Ro, babe, look at me,” He pleaded. Rowan didn’t listen, instead beginning to rock back and forth, his bloodied palms staining his face. “Rowan, I’m here, I’m alright.” 
You gave Xavier a look that was full of terror. Immediately, you both pulled the crying boy into your arms, easing his hands from his face. You reached inside Rowan’s front pocket and gave him his inhaler. “ Ro-Ro,” you only used that variation of his name when things got too much and he had to listen to you. Drop everything he was doing, and listen. His breath successfully slowed. Though still sniffling, Rowan began to listen.
Xavier spoke up, “Hey, babe. It’s okay, I’m okay. I’m really sorry, okay?” He planted a kiss on his head. This was a new level of scary when it came to each one of you and your mental stabilities. You had your days, Xavier had his own, but Rowan struggled the most. However, it never came to any of you that it would warrant such a reaction.
Rowan sat up. “No, Xavi, I’m so sorry, I didn’t stop, I need to stop— oh,” Guilty. You guilty coward. The shorter boy held a loose grip on Xavier’s suit jacket. He tugged it taut and smoothed leftover wrinkles as if he were fixing a valuable trinket. “I’m so sorry, so sorry!”
Xavier held Rowan’s cheeks while you ran your hand through his hair. “Rowan, listen to me, okay? I know you didn’t mean to hurt me, okay? Even though you did, it was just an accident. You didn’t feel-“ A lump forms in Xavier’s throat. “-You didn’t feel safe, right?”
Rowan shakes his head, feeling guilt-ridden about having to tell his boyfriend that he didn’t feel safe at the moment. But it was the truth. Rowan had gone through so much in the past, constantly having to watch his back in case he was to be met with a knife. Did he ever truly feel safe? Probably not. But if he could speak, he’d immediately tell Xavier that he was learning how to trust people again because of him and you. So, he turned his head to you, his eyes widening in a plea.
“What is it?” you asked. Rowan leans his head further into your head. “Oh, alright, that’s more than okay right now.” With the touch of your hand, Rowan’s inner monologue opens itself up to your mind, and you relay the information to Xavier, who soon has a slight smile on his face.
He kisses Rowan in forgiveness and love, erasing any feeling of shame or disease the latter one had felt. They touched their foreheads together, a silent vow of love between the two of them. They stayed there for a moment, until both of them attacked you with a kiss upon both of your cheeks, frivolous yet grateful.
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askdarkeningpathway · 5 months
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Hello! Please read this:
Hi! Mod Olive (aka Nox) here! this blog may not be that active, but I'll try to post. This is an ask blog for my Warriors ocs, which can include my main oc Slatewisker (if you want to talk to her, tho she's techically me lol). I will not respond to any asks that make me uncomfortable. Responses will probably be in art, text, or maybe animation or animatics. All chatcters on the list that are open for asks will have a "*" next to their name & gender (though my main oc Slatewisker will always be open for asks).
Emojis meaning
-[]//✨ StarClan (dead)
-[]//🌑 Dark Forest/Place of no stars (dead)
-[]//💫 Tribe of Endless Hunting (dead)
-[]//❓ Unknown Residence (dead)
-[]//🌫️ Ghost (dead, no clan, known location)
-[]/❔ Unknown Residence
-⚡️ ThunderClan
-🌲 ShadowClan
-🌊 RiverClan
-🌾 WindClan
-🌳 SkyClan
-🐾 Rouge
-🩸 BloodClan
-🍃 Loner
-🧶 Kittypet
-🪨 Tribe Of Rushing Water
-🍂 The Ancients
<↓ my own things ↓>
-🎯 "DartClan"
-🐦‍⬛ "The Sundown Place Cats" (based off vikings)
-🌿 "AspenClan"
-🌌 "NightClan"
<↓ other, from books ↓>
-🩹 Med. cat
-🌟 Leader
-🪵 Deputy
-💥 Warrior
-💚 Queen
-🌙 Meditator
-🪶 Kit
-👑 Elder
- [🩹/💥/💚/🌙]||☘️ Apprentice
-🕸️ Exiled
-🕷️ Self-Exiled/Ran away from Clan
-🌄 Healer
-🔺 Cave-Guard
-🔻 Prey-Hunter
-♦️ To-be
-💖 Kit-Mother
(my guesses or something??? ↓↓)
-⛈️ Leader (No clan)
-🌧️ Deputy (No clan)
-❌ Guard (No clan)
-🪐 Non-Cat
-💝 Friendly Non-cat
-💔 Agressive Non-cat
-❤️‍🩹 Neutral Non-cat
WARNING: This Blog will include the following...
Blood/Gore
bones/skeletons
angst
And maybe more to be added...(?)
Character list (may be updated)
Echo 🧶//✨ [M] *
Fox-tail ⛈️/🩸 [F]
Bloodclaw ⚡️//❓ [F]
Ghost 🍃 [F] *
Exileeye 🕸️//❓ [M]
Fadedtail 🕷️/🌑 [M]
Riverleap 🩹/🌊 [M]
Raccoon & Serpent 🐾 [F & M]
Tilt 💝/🍃 [F]
Kelsey 🐾 [F]
Gorsepaw 💥||☘️⚡️//❓ [M]
Hermit 🌫️ [M]
Tumblepaw 💥||☘️🌲//✨ [M]
Alantisstar 🌲||🌟[F]
Flint 🍃 [M]
Sparrow 🧶 [M]
Holly 🧶 [F]
Ember 🌙🧶 [F]
Flame 🧶 [M]
Firebug 💥🌲 [F]
Stagkit 🪶🌲//✨ [M]
Fadingglare 💥🌲 [M]
Ash 🐾 [F]
Chester 🍃 [M]
Jack Flash 🧶 [M]
Dodge ❤️‍🩹 [M]
Pounce 🍃 [M]
Sniffer ❤️‍🩹 [M]
Howler ❤️‍🩹 [M]
Mudsnow 💥🌊 [M]
Coppercry 💥🌿 [F]
Copper ❌🩸 [F]
Clockwork 🌧️🩸 [F]
Dart 🎯⛈️ [M]
Thistle 🎯🌧️ [M]
Scooter 🍃 [M]
Trey 🍃 [M]
Cinnamon 🍃 [F]
Flake 🧶 [M]
Frostbite 🐾 [M]
Rosepatch 💥⚡️ [F]
Batty 🧶 [M]
Webby 🧶 [M]
Soot 💔 [M]
Skunk 🐾 [F]
Ash 🐾 [F]
Galaxy-Star 🌌⛈️ [F]
LarkStar 🌟🌊 [F]
AspenTwist 🌿//❓ [M]
Yeah... there's alot.
Anyways, I hope this little ask blog is enjoyable! It's my first time doing one! Oh and a few of the characters are not cats (four of them)
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