#Last Sem Exam

[footballandshit]

as much as i love other teams, there is just something so special about arsenal. like does your team have goob, barbie, starboy, gabi³, brian, gingerbread man, zinky winky, tiger tiddies, dancing twink, et al.?

#ice talks #okay these are all the nicknames i can remember rn hshs ik there's more but my brain is fried from my exam!! #your girl finished her last paper for the sem today!! 🥳 #anyways don't mind me i'm just suddenly thinking about the boys and getting emo shu nal #as if i don't do that every day 🤭 #anyways brb gonna catch some zzz because i'm severely lacking sleep #arsenal fc #afc

[bangcakes]

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#personal #lmao around this time last year i decided to give up on him n LMAO girl if only you knew #i should have just talked to him but djdjjdjdjd idk it felt weird. but he even like. complained one time that we didnt talk all summer #like LMAO..... bro its two ways. u could have messaged me too xjdjjdjdjdj #tho to be fair i think he did show up to a dinner but i wasnt there bc i had just had wisdom tooth surgery n was 1. blown up like a balloon #and 2. so high on pain meds i couldnt function JFJDJJDJDJDJDJ #n e way whatever jdjdjdjd im just laughing at myself bc how did this man become my closest friend from college Zhfnnddnnd #our relationship is so weird. not in a bad way but in an unexpected way #we sat beside each other an entire semester n never talked til the last day like thats so FUNNY IDK #i even said to him that time. bc we were talkin in the hallway n went to sit for the exam n sat in our regular spots of being one seat awa #y and i was like... you know its so funny that we sat beside each other all semester and only talked today #and he was like.... hahha yeah #i was gonna introduce myself but it felt so stupid JDJJDJDJD #i didnt even know his name LMAO #i had him narrowed down to 2 names. bc he was one of like 2 guys that Always showed up in another class' zoom #and LOL i was right. he WAS one of those 2 shjdjsjsj #n e way. then the next sem came n i didnt know whether to say hi to him or not bc we talked ONCE #and i was still wearing my mask at this point and so id try to smile at him with my eyes but never got a response HDNJDJD and so i got soooo #annoyed with him. and even more so bc i kept making friends with ppl and they KNEW HIM??? and i was like WHO IS THIS???? #then one time he came up to me n my friends before class n we just talked and i was like o lmao this annoyance im having??? its a big ole #crush BDNNDNDND #and in community college its hard to like. know ppls ages and that day i found out he was 2 years younger so i was like o ok 26 n 28 isnt #bad at all #but thinking back.... first things we exchanged that time was age and i think he was also trying to fish for whether i was single bc he was #talkin about this other guy havin a baby n a wife n i was like o wow !! i didnt know!! #jdjxjdjdjdk god when he found out my age he was like... oh i never would have guessed you were older. you look young ZFHJDJDJDJDJD #oh so you were Looking is that right HJXJXJXJZJZJ GOD LMAO #i look back on so many moments n im like oh duh... he must be interested #but for me its like. i will literally more easily believe literally any other theory so i thought he just liked one of my friends Zhjxjx #ya i dont think so anymorem but i thought that up until like mid january HDHXJJXJDDJJDJ

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[bookishmuggleborn]

hello?🧍🏻‍♀️

#I'll write in the tags because uhhh- #idk #sorry for being gone for so long #I MISSED TUMBLR😭😭😭😭😭 #I'll reply to msgs/asks/everything in a while #thanks for staying around #and to everyone new?? idk why you're here but heyyyy hello #the last time i left was for some very random reason idk but those sem exams weren't so difficult that I had to get off tumblr??? #I would've returned last year around Jan but then I had to move out and everything was overwhelming and and and #I'll try not leaving again because it's so difficult to return once you see it isn't necessary??? #(I'm not using the right words but I hope it makes sense somehow) #ALSO if you've dropped by at some point then there's a good chance that it was noticed #thank you for checking up on me <333 #it didn't always feel like that but I was okayyyy #just too lost #lol #and btwww missing tumblr meant I would come back sometimes and stalk people/posts so my already-filled drafts are more filled now haha #all the notifications I'm going to drop will be annoying #bear with me :3 #AND OKAY what's with tumblr and its updates? #@staff are OKAY?? #what's this mess T-T #+ issokayyy if you didn't notice i was gone. HAPPENS <3 #(assuming you care) it's so much easier to not know you have to miss someone until they are back and you no longer have to do it

[farmersliga]

i finished my weird af creative final project for math!!!! which i believe is the final math class of my university career thank god

#i love math actually but #i suffered thru 3 sems of calculus in engineering so #pls no more #i just have one last exam before im finally done with the semester #and its for german so that should be fine :> #the life and times of liz

[seavoice]

obsessed with this guy who shared his assignment as public service in the whatsapp group (no one even asked) and each and every one of the answers are wrong

#hes one of the CRs last sem i asked him if he was going to sort out a scheduling conflict with one of our exams since its his responsibility #he was like sure yes i will 🥰🥰 didnt reach out to the prof for days until my friend and i decided to go and just talk to the prof itself #and then the prof made us type out a msg on his phone about a retest for half a class and mass email it #and the guy just forwarded the message WHICH I WROTE to me seconds later like hey the problem is sorted 👍

[girlwithfish]

i have to go to CLASS tmrw .

#idekwhat were doing in my seminar were done w readings for the sem just have an exam on friday nd the rest of the class is #doing stuff for our final projwct. #maybe class will end early 🙄 #i hate being on campus for 5-6hrs i always feel disgusting and grimy when im done w my last class #like i need to go home and shower and be in my comfy clothes

[khukri]

i have a midterm on friday im so obviously going to fail its not even funny

#ive been going to class but without understanding any of the material #and i havent been diligent about studying on my own #and now im trying to catch up on too much in too short a time #and ofc this is the class where my whole grade is two exams worth 50% hekshdkdhejhdkdhw kms #last sem i got 75% on a class bc i got 100% on the midterm and 50% on the final so ig all is not lost LMAO #but im gonna have to work really hard to catch up and considering what my semesters been like so far it doesnt seem likely LOL #im going crazy and i dont have enough time etc #anyway. #m

[latejulys]

I’M FREEEEEEEEE <333333333333333333333333

#finished the last exam and submitted my final requirement for the sem 😋 #y.txt

[miserye]

I literally have two weeks left🧎‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

#chatterye #what the fuck #crazy realization to make #I don’t even rly have final exams either #I think I actually finish everything this Friday and then I just go to school to work #I actually think this Thursday is my last of everything hold up #????????? where did this sem go #yeah I think Thursday is officially my last undergrad anything

[eventuallyaugust]

that's sad to hear bout ur blockmates tho but cant say im not surprised since college's rlly the time where ppl r showing their true colors 🗿 happy u got sum good friends tho!! and goodluck on ur physics, cant imagine the hell its giving u 😭

it's all right, the blockmates are just so dumb frrr like they have some kind of bad blood against me n my friends THEN they go to us when they need notes or sumn. like how dumb are they to badmouth us and expect my friend group to help??? them???

on the other note, i just hope physics will be good to us because goddamn, we've only been on two topics yet we're already having identity crisis on our own potentials.

#eventuallyaugust #august's asks !! #august answers !! #ALSO WE JUST FINISHED PRELIMS FOR 2ND SEM AND I DON'T HAVE ANY EFFIN ANSWER FOR THE PHYSICS EXAM #completely unrelated to the ask but #there's an ask that has been stuck in my box since last year #so whoever sent that ask; i'll just answer that on a good day

[chimaerra]

planning on getting hammered w my. whatever that man is tonight. terrified.

#thankfully it’s not for the holiday but bcos he has to take a fuckign linear final exam from last sem #smack dab right when i should be getting railed. of course #ntxt

[elytrafemme]

okay so good news one of the classes next semester seems like it might be rough on me BUT it's the class all my friends are taking :]

#more importantly my roommates so i'll be around like. other people who know what's going on #and then my philosophy class is about as rough as last time #one of my other classes has implemented daily quizzes which is better than a lot of tests tbh #im going to have final exams this sem which is unfortunate last semester i just had writing assignments #or exams that weren't scheduled on like one specific day #still hanging out for the other two classes!

[cheswirls]

if i wasn't so busy this semester i'd take my borrowed ipad n use it to finish those hc hair color manga colorings. maybe during finals week if im lucky

#i think 2 of my 3 classes have everything due before dead day #so theoretically if i devote enough time to one comp exam then the rest of the time i can do whatever #bonus if it's on the first 2 days of exams bc that gives me 4 or 5 to mess around before i have to turn it in #i say that but i got in trouble for turning it in last minute last sem so...lmao maybe not #but i do wanna do homage to tr and if i add senju i would have an even amnt #much to think abt....

[camellia-thea]

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#vent #tired. been tired for a while. #oscillating between overwhelmed frustrated and too tired to be anything but numb #basically since last sem's exam season stared i have been slowly falling into a pit of something. #don't know what don't know why #need a break #not going to get one #feels like i didn't get to have a break between semesters #got mold in my room triggered ocd really bad #now i don't have anywhere to put my clothes and being in my room makes me feel like i'm choking so my sleep has been worse #and i don't feel safe in ther #and i can't retreat anywhere when i'm overwhelmed so i just get more overstimulated #then feel shit about being upset with people for no reason -> furthers the cycle because i'm mad at myself #and big emotions make me more overwhelmed #and my room is so so cluttered too and i don't know if i can clean anything any more #and i tried to use the mold spray we have and it didn't work so i gave myself hives using something else #but we did have mold spray and i no longer care about my skin #could give myself another allergic reaction. then i'd actually feel something that wasn't numb frustration #<- not what i'm going to do just. a thought. needs to not be in my head #i still smell chlorine and dettol. it's not anywhere im just smelling it #just generally. exhausted as shit #and tired of my brain and my body and my surroundings #need to reset somehow but don't have the means

[hadikaesque]

Macroeconomics is my archnemesis

#to be specific the the teacher who has been teaching macro course for the last two sem is my archnemesis #so the teacher is v v peevish #she deducts marks for the tiniest mistakes (?) #In the last semester my lowest grade was her course #so my default perception regarding her is that no matter how hard you try you can't please her #and i might've stopped trying my best (i regret this though) #but still i worked hard #if i put this much effort on any other course i would've gotten decent grade #but i can't even write on the script in exam bc i constantly think she won't like it or wonder how she would like it #i wish i could turn my thoughts off #if i freestyled in writing at least i would come out of the room satisfied #but i couldn’t give my full potential i feel like κμσ #the best i can get is a B+ but i am afraid she'll give B- #I'm sad actually #my target was A- at the start of the semester #Sddhffgggkhkgjhfnggkkh #ya allah give me strength to deal with reality #they way my pen stopped moving and started yelling to my ear to half ass through the answers...