#LOSING MY FUCKI NG MIND OVER THIS

[laurenkmyers]

boss chaikamon in vampire project (x)

#vampire project #vampire project the series #boss chaikamon #bounprem #boun noppanut #prem warut #LOSING MY FUCKI NG MIND OVER THIS #IS BOSS A VAMPIRE TOO??? #BECAUSE I MIGHT NOT SURVIVE #mine

[zerot0all]

Forbidden Fruit | M

[Oneus -1- ]

-My Muse-

.RAVN POV.

The sounds echoed loudly in the studio. Her breathing causing sudden goosebumps to come alive on my skin as I remember last night.

Last night, I was drunk on her like her very addicting scent. Sad part was, I don’t ever wish to get sober.

Everyones eyes grew as the soft sighs erupted from the speakers. I was speechless. I can’t believe that file was on my computer. And to make matters worse, Seoho was eyeing me like a dog. Like he’s about to rip my throat out. 

How could I do this to him...he has feelings for her too.

“Is that… is that y/n?” Seoho whispered as the sounds got louder. Fuck. I tightened my jaw, wondering how I was going to get out of this.

“What.. no.” I simply stated taking a quick glance at y/n who sat frozen on my seat. she pressed the wrong button and now our session from last night was a song that everyone was listening too.

maybe if I kept denying it, we could both get out of this unharmed. but I knew better... we knew better.

y/n turned her head slightly to catch my eye.

we both knew this was bad- bad for us, bad for the group and bad for Seoho.

“Ravn. Oh god… yes.” “You like that huh?” “Yes. Yes.” 

Our voices were clear as day and I knew what was coming next. My fucking downfall. “Look at me y/n, I want to watch your eyes rollback as you cum!” Fucking great. 

My eyes shut roughly. How could this happen? Did I press the button, or did her perfectly round ass do it? Then again, why the hell did I fuck her on top of the console?

Seoho’s eyes seemed to flare at the revelation, I can tell he wanted to say something. Too soon were our thoughts cut off.

“You had sex with noona... i-in the studio?” Xion looked petrified as he started to look around the couches. as if he was going to find some more proof, like as if our voices blaring through the speakers wasn't enough.

I was stuck, I didn't know what to say and to say as the leader I should have been more careful or professional.

fucking with the staff, even if we are all friends was bad news. 

Leedo coughs, breaking the tension that was now being aimed at me- mostly from Seoho.

“How about we all take five downstairs in the cafe, yeah?” he intervened and I couldn't be happier for his timing. Leedo sent me a, ‘fix this shit’ glare before opening the studio door and ushering them out.

but him... Seoho took longer to leave. his eyes, besides being blazing with anger towards me- his leader-his brother... he seemed disappointed.

I failed them... I failed him.

and I failed my muse.

**

Y/n and I were in an intimidating silence once everyone was gone, I barely breathed and she barely looked at me.

“Ravn,” her soft voice spoke up, quickly reminding me of her sighs that escaped her plump lips last night. watching her in ecstasy was a movie, its like I have her image burned into my mind.

I'm fucked.

I glanced at her as she stood up, her hands held up at her chest. the pain was evident in her face, I was able to see fear also.

it could be one of two things-

1- if word gets out, she could get fired.

or

2- the guys wouldn't want a friendship with her anymore.

y/n and her sister have done nothing but be some of the most amazing assistants that have been added to our entourage in a long time. we can't afford to lose them.

I can't lose her.

“Did you see his face?” She goes on, her eyes water as I go to her. I knew she saw Seoho’s reaction, but its not like she knew about his feelings... right?

“Its okay y/n, he will understand like the rest.”

“He probably hates me.” she lets a tear slide down her cheek, the agony was tormenting me. but why was she in so much pain?

“Y/n, do you have feelings for Seoho?” I question.

her tears stop as her eyes finally meet mine, her dark eyes are captivating. she bites her bottom lip as she nods weakly.

“I have feelings for the both of you.” she confesses completely throwing me back a few steps. I'm not sure how I feel about that, should we have not had sex? how can someone have feelings for two people?

“Please don't over think this...” she goes on, her voice still delicate from the hurt.  her eyes once again flash with a need so profound, so addicting that I am willing to get on my knees for her.

I will do whatever my beautiful muse asks of me.

“I think I've got an idea.” I state.

she cocks her head, unaware that I am willing to bend over backwards for her. she looks confused but I don't want my little muse to worry anymore.

anything to see my beautiful muse happy.

“Do you trust me?” I question.

“Yes.”

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