#JFNJGKDSHGHSGKJDHF i have the time to do this rn (not rly i've been putting off work to just reread this fucking email lmfao)

[kuiinncedes]

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#u know #last semester i realized like the high expectations i was putting on myself to be 'perfect' not rly perfect but like high expectations lol #and it caused me a lot of stress and i think i kinda let that go a little for classes #like i just need to do my best #but now i feel like it's fucking transferred to being director of my silly little shits and giggles we swing glowsticks around on shoelaces #club #lmao #like #had our first legit board meeting for this year and i spent 4765834649283569 hours on the agenda before sending it to my board #and now im doing the same w the first fucking email :| just fucking reading it over and over and tweaking little words #and worrying it's too long and overthinking abt if i should be following the exact same timeline last yrs director did w his first email #and for absolutely no reason worrying that im just fucking lying to everyone in my email lmfao #JFNJGKDSHGHSGKJDHF i have the time to do this rn (not rly i've been putting off work to just reread this fucking email lmfao) #but like this cant happen during the school year i'll be fucked LOL TT #i also just went and skimmed thru all the weekly emails from the director from my first yr in the club . two yrs ago #why did i do that lmfao #sdnfkjbdfjhbsjdlfhgkdfhgadihuhgadksjfksldfj well having classes and homework and being too busy to agonize over it will stop me right #right #part of it is also i'm kinda waiting on our club advisor to send me details for sm...... idk if he has them / when he'll get that to me lol #but it would be nice to have in this email #and if not it'll be in the next email but #anywaygbhjfbsdljfkgjfj #i need to do some work so i can just be on tumblr for surprise song oclock XD #jeanne talks