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#I've consistently had nightmares about him since 2016
ditzydisko
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1 year
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#personal
#i'll never discredit therapy because it is important
#genuine therapy for people trying to work thru their trauma; not c0nversi0n
#but i had the biggest breakthrough in my first aid class today
#idk how to describe it
#but we had to talk about alcoholism in class
#and how people can use it to cope but more importantly: how it can affect children in a household if the parent(s) are alcoholics
#and i had a rush of everything i went through with my moms exboyfriend
#he's dead now; he's been dead for 2 yrs iirc
#i remember excitedly announcing it in the groupchat i was in
#but just because he's dead; that doesnt take away everything he did
#and all the pain he caused my mom and me
#it doesnt fix the tear he put in our relationship
#it doesnt make my moms resentment towards me magically disappear
#i cant remember if i ever even told anyone what was going on
#at least not at length; i know i told my old friends about the time he kicked our dog down the stairs; literally fucking kicked him
#but there was so much that went on when nobody was looking; especially when he was drunk
#I've consistently had nightmares about him since 2016
#its just a lot. And having all of that come back is Not Fun
#sorry for posting about this
#i dont have anyone i can talk to about it and i just wanted to get it off my chest
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