#I'm trying though

[museaway]

Curious how many boops have you received so far?

It maxed out at BLR a few hours ago, so I'm not sure! It's been really cute seeing people over and over in the notifications working on their badges.

#the boopening #replies #I have been trying to give as many as I can #but I will not get to TUM before I fall asleep #I'm trying though #eta #I figured out how to look it up! #it's in the source code #and currently at 79437

[yeehawfml]

I used shakes art digital for this btw, in case you want to draw on it as well :)

Im mobile so I couldn't draw anywhere but the damn corner :(

#pizza tower #Art #Doodles #Shitty doodles #the vigilante #vigilante pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #Noisette #In like one drawing #I think I understand how to draw Vigilante now #Without completely ruining his peepawness #Same can't be said for peppino #I'm trying though

[sleepyhomosexual]

I love you

Please go to sleep

i love you too

i'm anxious about a trip i'm going on today and as much as i'd love to sleep i really, really can't fall asleep

#i'm trying though #by god i am trying

[mysticfemme]

doing stuff non stop for weeks because I'm getting closer and closer to the end of my final year and having finally stopped to chill at the weekend and my burnout has hit me like a wall

#I'm really struggling to function atm #I'm trying though #rants n rambles

[humanpurposes]

I added 1k words to Chapter 13 and I'm very proud of myself :)

#wips #i figured out my problem though #i just don't know how to write Daemon #like he's cool #but idk i'm worried i won't do him justice? #i'm trying though #:) #karma is a god

[jocanneverdecide]

when i tell people that i journal, and they think it's in a wake-up-early-morning-put-a-face-mask-and-write-about-things-im-grateful-for kind of journaling, i feel the need to correct them and say that to me, journaling is not an aesthetic self care activity, it's what i latch on when feeling start twisting knives inside of me and i have nowhere else to go, no one who would understand the gutting torture i put myself through, no one else to scream at "PLEASE UNTWIST THE KNIVES. PLEASE DISSOLVE THIS PAIN. PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY TAKE ME ANYWHERE ELSE BUT HERE" no one else who's silence following these screams would be acceptable and sensical, not helpless and pitiful. i write to an audience that will never exist, but as if they do, as if they wait for me to write like it's a lifeline.

but hey i guess bullet journaling is so cool!

#journaling #i dont know i'm just generally very sad #writings #thoughts #i'm trying though #writerscommunity #just a bit depressed #its cool tho

[cafeinnewdelsta]

Me trying to draw Partitio with his hat challenge (impossible)

#partitio #octopath traveler 2 #I'm trying though #i'm just not used to drawing these kind of hats #or any kind of hat #except a baseball cap like Dipper Pines from Gravity Falls #and if you can consider Braska's helm a hat

[moonblossom-bunny]

I haven't done the old 'arm behind the back to avoid drawing hands' thing in decades. But I'm going to do it now bc that one arm seems to just look bad no matter what.

Also trying to turn 2 nothing burgers into a nothing burger is just hard af.

Major kudos to those that can actually do character design properly.

#couldn't be me this week babes #I'm trying though #finishing this project #moon being random

[curiouskinetic]

just got bombarded with bad news and am overall feeling pretty awful does anyone want to plot or something i just. need some distractions

#ooc #tbd #literally can't catch a break this week apparently #i'm trying though

[jakey-beefed-it]

obviously i wish the english hadn’t colonized the shit out of wales, suppressing their language and everything, that’d be ideal, but i also reeeeeally wish that the welsh alphabet didn’t look so much like the english alphabet because every time i encounter an unexpectedly welsh word my brain seizes for a moment as if i were having a stroke before the translation kicks in. i don’t have this problem with cyrillic, for example.

#that said i grew up in southern california and thus have a pretty solid grasp on spanish pronunciation #so i imagine if i'd grown up near wales i'd have a similar grasp on welsh #alas it trips me up a lot #i'm trying though

[kingfinfat]

Maybe I..post art again soon? Would anyone be interested in that?

#I haven't been posting because I literally haven't been around #But I've also been very sick and just hanging out in the back #I'm trying though #Wade is doing very good

[friendofthecrows]

Stressed bc Tumblr is actually my only stream of income rn and I'm not making anything on it despite my best efforts

#like I'm not trying to be an influencer and I don't have or want a big blog #i just don't have anything else to do lmao #I'm looking for a job #everything requires a driver's licence though 😒 #i legally can't drive bc of my disability #trying to figure out what to do bc my dad seems like he wants me to bring money into the household and if I don't start making progress #on that #i think he might cut off my allowance #as you probably know I have a rich dad that I have to stay on the good side of if I want my medical bills and tuition paid :/ #but I hate him #and everything he asks me to do is very counter everything I'm trying to do #or just really hard to achieve bc disability #I'm trying though #hal rambles #sorry for the vent #i know i probably sound whiny bc privilege i know #but I am scared of being disowned lol #he already hates my younger brother bc he spends time gaming instead of schoolwork #and yeah it's kind of annoying how 'lazy' he can be but also he has adhd so it'd be nice if my dad was a little less mean about it #I'm like the smart and good one that's expected to financially support all of my 3 siblings when my parents aren't here #like they've always just banked on me being financially successful and have invested so much financially into my future #i legit don't know what I'll do if I don't live up to those expectations #i don't know what my siblings will do #they don't have the resources my parents poured into me #it's actually a lot of pressure #i have to figure out how to make money #i know they don't like me other than an investment for money #bc my mom has already threatened to disown me for being a 'monster' on 2 occasions #once when she found out I have DID and the other time when she found out I have ASPD #the DID one was actually worse lol 'you're not my child. give me my child back' and all that

[xhinc]

I want to join art fight but I forgot about the whole thing until a few hours ago and the only oc I have any usable references for is my watcher that even I can’t draw right most of the time

#I'm trying though #I've never participated before but it looks so fun #especially since I've been wanting to make art of other people's ocs for some time now #let's see if I'll make it

[writinglionqueen]

I’m sorry it’s taken so long for me to get these fics out guys....

#i've just been going through it #i don't have a lot of motivation to write as much and... #yeah #last night sucked ass #i'm trying though

[the-tired-commander]

hey could y'all do me a favour?

Reblog if you're okay with "weird" compliments on your stuff!

things like "biting this" and such

#i hab mental eelness with shrimptoms so i am unreasonably nervous about giving compliments like this #even though i really like saying it and having people say it on my posts jdsfdfs #shaking like a wet chihuahua while i try and say nice things publicly #obviously there is a line with these kinds of things! i fully understand and respect that #i'm just a nervous beast about even starting to approach the line

[nightleaf001]

I sometimes think how I was raised wasn't that traumatizing, then I feel like a terrible person who's gonna be a burden on everyone I love for the crime of....... being horny. And then I realize that's not a normal thought to have.

#brought to you by fundamentalist conservative christianity #kneeless night thoughts #I know logically I shouldn't be thinking this way #But its hard to sometimes ya know #I'm trying though #Even simply admitting that its a problem and I shouldn't be thinking this way #Idk I just feel saying this on my blog helps me personally