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#I'm having very strong Aaron Minyard feels right now can you tell?
exy-shmexy · 1 year
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Aaron letting himself collapse on the floor after an intense footwork practice session where Kevin breathed down everyone’s necks so they would be perfect for finals.
His lungs are on fire, his legs have the consistency of jelly left in the sun for too long, and he is exhausted from all the assignments and tests he has had to work on and study for. As soon as Wymack whistles the end of practice, he tosses his helmet away, falls to his knees first, then willingly lets gravity pull him down until he’s sprawling on his back. He doesn’t care one bit. He’s just tired. He hears footsteps coming his way.
Matt appears from above him, looming high, and looking just as rough as he is. “You good buddy?” he asks. They’ve gotten closer ever since Aaron switched dorms with Neil. Aaron nods silently.
Matt stretches his hand outfor Aaron to take but he shakes his head. “The floor is great right now,” Aaron wheezes.
Matt snorts. Then he does something Aaron didn’t see coming. He crouches and lets himself lay down next to him. “Huh,” Matt says after a beat. “The floor is great right now indeed.”
Aaron stares at him, wondering what’s going on.
Before he can figure it out, Nicky sprawls on Matt’s other side. “Goddammit, I’m fucking parched,” his cousin says through ragged breaths. “Are we having a floor party? Why wasn’t I invited?”
“You just invited yourself,” Aaron answers. There is no heat in his voice.
“Oh Maaatt,” Dan’s voice comes from somewhere on Aaron’s left. She flops down on top of her boyfriend. “I can’t stand up anymore. Day is gonna be the end of me.”
“He’s gonna be the end of us,” Nicky cries dramatically.
“You should thank him. Erik is gonna love those thick thighs,” Matt smiles.
“Got anything you want to admit to the general public, Boyd?” Nicky fires back, playful grin on his lips.
“Keep your flirting away from here,” Aaron groans.
And then the bane of his existence appears in his field of vision, Andrew silent by his side. “You flirt with Katelyn all day long, that’s rich of you to say.”
“Fuck off, Josten.”
“Can’t face the truth?”
“I wasn’t talking to you.” Aaron cannot add anything else as a full water bottle lands on his chest.
“Drink,” Andrew commands quietly Aaron grumbles. He opens the bottle. But he freezes. Because Andrew sits down next to him and tugs Neil down on the floor with him. The redhead willingly lets him and soon enough, half the team is on the floor surrounding Aaron.
Renee, who until then had been helping Allison clean up the court, calls Kevin to join them. It takes a lot of convincing before he joins them too, but eventually all the Foxes are there in a circle. Aaron ignores the feeling in his chest. He ignores the fact that despite thinking he would always be alone, he now has a family, no matter how dysfunctional. He won’t admit it out loud—not yet at least—but he is grateful for every single one of them.
Even Neil, no matter how hard he denies it.
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no-spices-just-pisces · 4 months
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Kevaaron as Exile lyrics by Taylor Swift
Kevin left Aaron when he went pro, putting Exy above all, as it was the only thing he knew he could always rely on
And it took you five whole minutes
To pack us up and leave me with it
Aaron stood alone in the hallway of the house in Columbia at the end of summer, looking after Kevin, not daring to admit he fell in love with the man that just left him
Holdin' all this love out here in the hall
Aaron realized everyone abandones him eventually
I think I've seen this film before
And I didn't like the ending
You're not my homeland anymore
After Andrew and Neil began Aaron started spending more and more time with Kevin, they had each other’s back, learning how to leave their past behind, but now Kevon was leaving him behind
So what am I defending now?
You were my town
Now I'm in exile, seein' you out
Aaron going to one of Kevin’s pro games because all the Foxes wanted to support him. Not long ago the media leaked photos of Kevin and one of his new teammates, insinuating a romantic relationship between the two. Aaron was jealous, and Kevin could read it all over his face, he was surprised Aaron believed the rumors to be true and his reaction to them to be so evident
I can see you starin', honey
Like he's just your understudy
Like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me (Aaron was not above throwing punches for Kevin, he was angry and petty enough)
Thoughout college they kept falling out but always kept coming back to each other, their strong personalities tearing them apart and bringing them togheter at the same time. But this time it didn’t feel like they would find their way back:
Second, third, and hundredth chances
Balancin' on breaking branches
Every time they made eye contact Aaron’s heart kept breaking further, those dammed green eyes
Those eyes add insult to injury
Kevin asked Aaron what was wrong after the game, telling him she should know better than show that kind of a reaction. Aaron was furious
I'm not your problem anymore
So who am I offending now?
Kevin regreted the choice of leaving Aaron as soon as he left the house in Columbia, but his pride and his career were stopping him from admitting it. But he knew deep down that he felt incomplete without someone to share his accomplishments with, someone who cheered on him silently, always, someone who was Aaron
You were my crown
Now I'm in exile, seein' you out
Aaron knew every fight between them lead to either more screaming or tensionate hook ups, and he couldn’t handle any of that right now
I think I've seen this film before
So I'm leavin' out the side door
But Kevin wouldn’t let him leave. He was always a weak man, especially for Aaron Minyard, he just wanted a few more minutes with him
So step right out, there is no amount
Of crying I can do for you
They were never the emotional type. Their relationship never based on affectionate reassurance, they were always one step from falling apart
All this time
We always walked a very thin line
Aaron was furious that Kevin never listened to his quite attempts to show his attachment, his silent begs for Kevin to stay
You didn't even hear me out (you didn't even hear me out)
He was angry because he thought they had something, regardless of how much he knew Kevin loved Exy, he didn’t want to believe he would just toss Aaron aside so easily
You never gave a warning sign
But Kevin was always straightforward about how he wanted his future to be, Aaron should have known that he would end up putting his career first
I gave so many signs
But also Kevin never began to understand the depth of Aaron’s feelings, how his departure would actually impact him. He didn’t think Aaron tried to make him stay
I never learned to read your mind
But Aaron did. Every moment spent with Kevin was a silent prayer that Kevin could see that they meant something
never learned to read my mind
Kevin couldn’t change the trajectory of his entire future because of a college fling
I couldn't turn things around
Aaron was bitter, always knowing deep down that Kevin’s obsession with Exy was a priority, and that wouldn’t change
you never turned things around
But maybe if Aaron made his intentions more clear, his feelings, Kevin could have put some other things into consideration. But in his eyes Aaron was mostly detached, he didn’t think it would affect him this much
'Cause you never gave a warning sign
Aaron did try to show it, in his own way. Maybe it wasn’t enough but it wasn’t easy on him to project his feelings. But he thought Kevin knew. He always heard him without words. He must’ve seen the heartbreak on his face on their last day. But Kevin turned his back on him
I gave so many signs
So many signs, so many signs
You didn't even see the signs
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