#I'm close to tears I love them so much

[missenchantedd]

I've thought about Loki's smile and head tilt here a lot and lemme tell you that this is the reaction of someone being recognized and appreciated for who he really is. Odin and everyone else in Loki's life had always suppressed the mischievous part of him and treated it as something damaging and ruinous when in reality all he needed was a guiding hand telling him how to control those powers and use them to help and not hurt. All he needed was reassurance that he CAN be good, he CAN be praiseworthy. This scene is the first time anyone has ever called him "the god of mischief" without any implication that he is evil or wicked or disastrous. He is genuinely happy to be understood for once and for his powers to be considered as something useful and not just damaging. It's also Mobius's earnest behavior and support that made this reassurance possible because Loki is a deeply mistrusting person. Mobius accepted Loki for who he really is from the beginning and tried to guide him through it instead of ignoring that part of him and suppressing it.

#I'm close to tears I love them so much #loki #loki season 2 #lokius #loki x mobius #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #the god of mischief

[earlgodwin]

(If Cesare is dissatisfied that Micheletto isn't his brother instead of Juan) "Not exactly, because Cesare and Micheletto's relationship is more or less secret, hidden. They don't know too much about each other. Well, Micheletto has absolutely no grasp of what the rest of Cesare's life is, and Cesare is very respectful of Micheletto being so secretive about himself, and I don't think he really wants to know. It's not really a friendship, because there is an idea of hierarchy, but it's not master and slave, either. It's not boss and employee. It's something very complex. It's not equal, but there is a lot of trust. While with Juan, I think it all comes from a very deep place. His brother faces different struggles and is very naive, so Cesare pushes him by teaching him lessons. He also understands how hard it must be to do that, or at least he had good intentions towards him in the beginning, with some sort of really loving brotherly undertone under all of this hard teaching." — François Arnaud

#interesting! it seems like cesare is deliberately closing himself off after he killed juan when he could've had a friendship with micheletto #i also feel like micheletto was in love with him but he just knows he doesn't have a chance #actually i'm about to say something sooooooo unholy and unhinged i need to get locked up behind bars #don't say it don't say it don't say it don't say it don't say it don't say— #anyway micheletto fucking juan because that’s the closest he can get to ces[GUNSHOT] [CAR CRASH] [FLAT LINE] #wait what if i made a juan x micheletto gifset just for shits and giggles #also why was cesare having so much homoerotic tension with the both of them tears in my eyessss #cesare borgia #juan borgia #the borgias #theborgiasedit #perioddramaedit #tvgifs #tvarchive #cinemapix #smallscreensource #usereverything #micheletto corella #juan and cesare #by jen

[cbmagus49]

Thought it’d be fun to do a palette challenge so I decided to do one of Mabel for funsies ^^

Then I did another :) And a few more :):) I’ve been drawing nothing but Mabel for three days straight :):):)

Individual pictures with their respective palettes under the cut ^^

#gravity falls #mabel pines #palette challenge #I'm really happy with how all of them turned out #I think my favourite is probably the one where she's just absolutely feral #angery goblin child #covered in unicorn... 'tears' #very close second is the portal one #that scene always gets me #in conclusion #mabel is the best #she's baby and I love her so much

[avastyetwats]

You smiled, you smiled. Oh, and then the spell was cast.

And here we are in Heaven. For you are mine at last.

Indie roleplay blogs for Israel "Izzy" Hands and Stede Bonnet. As loved by Summer and Castor.

#here we are <3 #a dual promo for our wonderful stizzy/gentlehands <3 #i'm quite proud of this and made myself tear up not gonna lie #as is what happens with so many of our threads #i love each and everyone of them #i love our stizzy SO much they're everything #ofmd rp #our flag means death rp #stizzy #gentlehands #izzyeffinhands #went with these scenes because it was literally them growing close #and of course the la vie en rose and the way stede looks at him

[reuptakeinhibitor]

i love stobin working retail jobs and sharing a resume so much but consider this. steve follows robin to bloomington, indianapolis, west lafayette, wherever she decides to go and they get a little apartment. maybe they decide to go out of state but i think they stay in the midwest. then st takes a page from buffy and steve works construction while robin goes to school.

#i think this would play nicely into him believing he's not smart #and robin's like “what? you built my desk all by yourself. i don't know anyone else who'd be able to do that.” #“and you fixed mrs. robinson's fence just last week! that little dog of hers was always getting out and digging holes in her rose garden.” #and she reassures him that all those things require skill and important and HE'S important #and he believes her a little more every time he hears her say it :) #the day she learns about gardner's theory of multiple intelligences she can barely contain herself #she's so excited to tell steve she doesn't even get the car door closed before she's blurting it out #like “GUESS WHAT 😳” #and maybe he gets a little misty but he saves the tears for later when he can really think about how much he's loved and how they're both o #and living the life they both want because they built it together!!!! #anyway . . . #i swear this was just supposed to be a post about steve being hot #but that kinda got away from me #i could go on and on about them #steve harrington #robin buckley #stobin #god help me i'm scared to have my post In The Tags but i must maintain tag consistency for my blog #also i remember very little about buffy #this is a stranger things post #*and ARE important #*they're both OK #i haaaate typos in tags but i'm not writing all that again

[cinna-bunnie]

not me and my manager trauma bonding over mommy issues 💀💕 i love her aksksk oof i had to go smoke and Think after this one

i love when our one on ones are basically like lol i don't have much 2 talk about this wk and we get like 40m to hang n talk after getting work stuff out the way. she is such a sweetie and so fun (❁´◡`❁)

#i talked about my intro 2 adulthood and what it was like around before/when i left home and how my sis was just 10 when i left #so we never rly got to be close n i just started talking 2 her this year. but the last thing i told my mom was she lost her son forever #and that she better not fuck up with my sister - and she took it to heart fr which was Great for my sister. #she grew up v loved and supported and idk as the eldest u have complicated feelings being the experiment child. #and as an older sibling u are genuinely happy ur younger sibling has it so much better but there's this disconnect where u both have #Very very different feelings about ur mom and family in general ig. but it's from having lived different lives and idk. #she relates though 😔💕 oldest sibs rly b dealing w moms that tear them down then watch w bittersweet feelings that ur sibs get a better #life. my life itself is fine lol im kinda stoned (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) but like. a good loving childhood. support. community n never feeling like #there's Nothing for u here. she's turning 21 in December it's crazy how time flies. I'm glad she's doing good but I'm just thinking about #how we had Very different lives and stuff going on in our late teens 😮‍💨 #bless my manager fr i'm glad we got to get into it !! 😹 i can see why i miss her when we don't get to meet for the week

[jayreyen]

Finished rereading the 2nd TLOS book and I'm in tears... Alex and Connor thought they'd be parted forever.. Only being able to contact each other through mirrors :'c Going to go cry about this

#Jay talks #The land of stories #Alex Bailey #Connor Bailey #Although it's sad their grandma died and the army invaded the fairy tale world #I'm tearing up just thinking of them being dimensions away from each other forever #Thank goodness Alex and Connor can still meet each other #And I know they wanted to close the portal because of Ezmia but couldn't they have given them more time?? Not just a day??? #They could've given them at least one extra day to bond.. #Connor didn't even know Alex was staying until they were closing the portal #That made me soooo so sad. AND THEY HUGGED ASDOSJSKEJ #I love the Bailey twins so much they're so dear to me #Crying about an AU where the portal stays closed and they never meet again :'(

[theflyingfeeling]

...😭

#i've never had a job oin my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one #the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all #i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today #as i was absolutely useless today #and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭 #a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭 #and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional) #i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again #i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again #i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it #i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn #and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now #also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely #and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends #for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations #on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed #i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely #please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby

[melancholymirth]

He's palming his neck, picking at it like it owes him money, and shuffling around like a fool - nervous, pacing, anxious to know what V's response would even be. He'd never done this before, not since Mineo. So this was new and different and hard for him, but he wanted so badly to try again, to try and change himself for someone who deserves it - someone who made his heart race and the flame and smoke within him to dance and swim, crackle, pop, burn... He felt stupid now, stomach in tight knots, heart fluttering, palms clammy as hell. There was just no way he was going to pull this off - no fucking way V would give the Problem Student Who 'Set Fires in Class' the time of day.

Garrett'd been worrying so much, he all but ruined the shitty handmade card in his other hand, thumb curving the edge by accident, causing a crease the size of Texas to form on its face. Black ink smearing because of the sweat on his palm. He couldn't give this to V. He was going to puke into the nearest trash can, the very thought made him so sick to his stomach. But it didn't seem like he'd have a chance to turn tail and throw it all away, no matter how quickly he'd done a 180 - V was standing right there, right in front of him now. Crystal blue blew wide open and he could've sworn his soul left his body then.

And again when V took the card from him.

"N-no, ay, wait--" Too late. He had to deal with it now, the embarrassment and certain rejection. There was no way-- "Hey, look, so- It's ruined, I fucked it up, let me jus'...take tha' and throw it away. S'cool. Totally cool. Stop readin' it, give it back-- V, please, I'm beggin' ya, don't- L-look, I worked real hard on tha' and now it looks like a fuckin' child made it. I-I--"

Roses are red Violets are blue Do you like goofy poems? Cos I wanna read all the ones I wrote to you Will ya be my Valentine, V?

For a moment, V could not believe what he was looking at. Not only was Daemon all out of sorts, but in his hand was a colored piece, or pieces, of paper formed into a card, and because it was being handed to him, V simply had to take it. The insecure part of his brain thought that he should be nervous about what he'd find, like there was something in there that would break his heart, something that Daemon simply could not voice. It was creased on the front and the ink was smeared, after all, but it was held with such care, such feather-light pressure, and in V's mousy, equally nervous hands it felt warm—warmth that was not entirely born of nerves, but something he'd always found comforting whenever he stood or sat quite close to Daemon. And here they stood closely once more, and those awful fires he'd been accused of starting were tame within him; yes, still burning away, but for reasons that were neither malicious nor volatile. It was, perhaps, the kind of fire one would enjoy from the hearth, in winter.

When V opened it, the fire spread. It tinged his cheeks, tickled his funny little heart, made him warmer than he had any right to be this early in February. Daemon was blubbering to him about things he rightly couldn't register, couldn't even hear—V was smiling faster and wider than he was prepared for.

Be your valentine? Is that really what it says? I'm not still in bed, am I?

He caught himself late, clapping a hand over his mouth to hide that ridiculous grin after a few seconds of inaction too many. Oh no! He saw me smiling like this—god, I'm so embarrassing! The realization made his cheeks burn harder. What point was there in hiding it now? The boy he'd grown attached to, the only one who defended him and appreciated his company and wanted it, the one who made school less of a nightmare than it had shaped up to be, the only one who cared at all to make him a creased, smudged, "ruined" Valentine's card—this boy, the one staring at V now, looking a little pathetic with about as much embarrassment on his face as there was on V's, had asked him to be his valentine. There were no words for it, not while V was robbed of voice.

His heart was like a butterfly, escaping his rib cage to finds its only passage to total freedom through his throat and out of his mouth. He felt he'd wanted to burst, suddenly, from emotion he couldn't quite place or understand. But when he finally looked up, met Daemon in the eyes, he hastily put his hand down out of embarrassment from having brought it to his mouth in the first place. This wasn't some mushy soap opera! He fought himself to smile less, but the red on his face and the strange sort of glow about him was impossible to beat back. Was there smoke in V's eyes, too? Nah, couldn't be.

The mousy little thing was almost demure in the way he dipped his head, once again avoiding the direct and very intense attention he'd been receiving. Longer lashes fluttered indecisively beneath white hair that had been long enough to fall in front of the right side of his face. He didn't hold the card back out; it was closer to his own body than Daemon's, kept now that he'd had it. When he finally opened his mouth, a squeak was all he could muster for a few seconds. Why was it so hard to speak now? Did he think he'd make a mess of his answer? Now his hands were clammy, but he wisely held the card between gentle fingertips. He tried again, more forcefully: "Yes." There was a quaver to his voice, like he might cry, like he was a baby. But, he swallowed that, swallowed it hard, and did everything in his meager power to pull himself together.

I don't know if this is love, but what else feels this way? I've never been so—

"Yes." Much more firmly now, and with restored eye contact, he made his answer. His decision, irrefutable. "Yes to...being your valentine, I mean," V clarified, going mousy instantly toward the end. "You— you wrote poems? I like this one. Even if it's silly." A futile effort, but he tried to loosen things up just a touch. The poor thing, rendered bashful beyond repair, could not decide between looking at Daemon or looking at the card, or anywhere else for that matter. "B-but I would like to see the others...! Of course! Um, th-thank you. I— I really appreciate this. Your card is not that bad. It's really not." I'm very glad you asked. Affection struck him anew, making him flush from the recoil. He buttoned his lip then; really pursing his lips, as he'd done enough talking and needed to be saved from any more. It was Daemon's turn to fumble with his words. With any luck, the two could fumble and stumble through the day together, doing whatever valentines would do.

#astarablaze #AU: Lovestruck Schoolboy #// THIS IS SO FUCKING CUTE TARO. MWAH. #// V is barely able to function but you bet your ass he's beet red right now and /this/ close to tearing up. #// HE'S NEVER HAD A VALENTINE OR A CRUSH ON ANYONE SO HE'S SO CONFUSED BUT ROLLING WITH IT ANYWAY. #// They're both suffering sweetly and I'm a huge fan. #// BABIES both of them. I love them so much. #// Oh yeah I couldn't think of a clever AU tag r.i.p. maybe some day

[salstray]

GOD THAT POST ABOUT DESTINY 2

it reminded me how much i loved that game. how much i loved the forsaken dlc.

it also remidned me that i will STILL CRY ACTUAL TEARS if I think about Cayde-6 for too long

#there are tears on my face #i just........... i'm gonna go off for a lil bit in the tags #so if you dont want to see me scream about a video game robot man #you can skip all these #ANYWAY #I WILL NEVER BE OVER HIS DEATH #HOW WE JUST #WE WERE SO CLOSE #BUT WE WEREN'T FAST ENOUGH TO SAVE HIM #Cayde's last stand is SUCh an amazing scene and he was such a fucking amazing character #and i loved him so much #he was my fucking DAD #MY FIREND I PLAYED DESTINY WITH WERE BOTH HUNTERS AND HE WAS OUR DAD #AND I WAS ON AN ACTUAL FUCING WAR PATH THROUGHOUT THAT ENTIRE DLC #i killed each and everyone of fucking uldren's fucking henchmen with hate in my heart #pure unfiltered rage #the joy i felt at killing them was honestly worrying #but i have never gotten attached to a character like i did cayde-6 #and then they fucking took him away from me and gave me a chance to avenge his death over and over and over again #and you can BET YOUR ASS THAT I DID #and its honestly hilarious how i still cry if i think about his death for like 0.2 seconds #honest to fuck i started crying after thinking about destiny 2 for too long #cuase i just..... i just got so attached to him #and i can just see my guardian clear as day in my brain #carrying his body back to the tower #having to watch them take him away and wrap him i na fucking shroud #and my character was an exo #like him #so she couldn't even fucking cry for him #GOD

[niteview]

#lissa.txt #😭😭😭😭😭 #this song.... #i was tearing up earlier slkjgsdl #sounds nostalgic in a way like some of their 2016-17 stuff #i won't lie before this cb i was worried my interest was waning (like i'll always listen to them & i'll always apprieciate them) #but no. i'm worse than ever </3 #listening to the snippet yesterday punched me in the face w/ love for them maybe it was just an object permeance issue lmao #its the 1st day after release maybe this is dramatic but i wouldn't be surprised if it's alright breaks my top 5 in the future #the instrumentals!!! the sentimental lyrics 😢 everyone sounds super sweet ): #this is so all over the place and hard to follow 💀 but i guess this is my way to say i'll always make my way back :'') #no other artist comes close for me do i love anyone as much..in this mx shit for life for better or for worse

[pangzi]

i'm craving a fic of wu xie just completely simping over pangzi. just pangzi doing something incredibly mundane, and wu xie just is complete overwhelmed with how much he loves pangzi. he feels like he's about to burst with love. he doesn't know what to do with himself.

#i saw this picture of two guys naked in a meadow kissing and i'm just so!!! pangxie!!! #just them lounging in a meadow after washing themselves and their clothes in a small stream after getting out of a tomb or whatever #and they're just lounging in the sun waiting for their clothes to dry #pangzi has his head in wu xie's lap #wu xie is putting flowers in pangzi's hair tracing patterns on his skin #pangzi has his eyes closed he's just so relaxed #they're so comfortable around each other #and wu xie looks at pangzi and how the sun makes his skin look so soft and golden #and he's just so full of love #he watches pangzi for a while #there are tears brimming his eyes because he just can't contain his love #he starts kissing pangzi all over his face #whispering about how much he loves him #how thankful he is to always have him by his side #and pangzi tears up a bit too of course because god tianzhen where is this suddenly coming from am i dying or sth? #and they just kiss and hold and love and adore each other until it's time to leave

[wizardnuke]

YALL EVER THINK ABOUT BEAU.I SURE DO.

#I'M GONNA THROW UP #idk if any of tmn can get the award of 'most emotionally repressed' #but beauregard 'refused to give her backstory until they were half a day from her dad's place and she was in tears' lionett #is really close to the top #all the time I think about how mundane her story is in comparison to the rest of them and how hurt she is #and how ride and die and loyal and loving she is in her awkward and unused to giving/receiving affection way #she wasn't loved as a child. she couldn't get any positive attention from her parents so she started acting out. she was sent away. #end of story. no archmages or demigods or archfey or demons or hags technically in that she never knew if that was a true story #from her pov she was just. unloved and never enough and the cobalt soul gave her fighting skills and independence and she ran with it #and tmn love her dearly. they make sure that she knows. do u ever think abt that. #also she's SO smart I think about it All The Time she's so so smart but she wasn't smart in the way her dad wanted her to be #she rarely ever brings up that she is just. CRAZY intelligent she gives caleb a run for his money- tho they have different skillsets in #that area too. I think abt her lucien rant all the fucking time. marisha's brilliant it's insane that she pulled all that together #and it's insane that she could translate that over to beau like that. like yeah beau's really Like That. she figured it all out. she's so #ever think about how molly's death absolutely changed her as a person. she knew him for like three months max and she got so so attached #understandably so. she loved him so much. they fought all the fucking time. he gave as good as he got.. for the first time someone was #listening to her even as they didn't agree. newsflash miss regard there r people who can and will take you seriously.

[august--and-everything-after]

I know I've posted about this before but I don't think I'll ever get over how intensely I feel about this ice dance. I have tears in my eyes as I write this 🥲

This is the single most skillful and beautiful ice dance I've ever seen and probably will ever see. They maintain contact with each other for almost the entire skate, they're so synchronized and in tune with each other. Pause the video on any frame of their synchronized turns or spins and they're spot on every single time. The audience can feel the intensity of this connection. They finish the skate and they KNOW they've done it perfectly. There's not a single move to tighten up or moment to improve upon, it's literally a perfect ice dance. I'm so lucky to have seen this live.

#i know i sound dramatic but I'm quite literally moved to tears every time i watch this performance #if i could wish one thing for myself its to have a Great Love that feels this in tune and in sync and connected #no matter the work we have to put in #i long so so deeply for this level of intense connection with someone and i fear i wont be satisfied with less #i cant believe how much this affects me im shaking #if anyone ever asks how i hope love will feel i can just show them this #nothing else could come close to explaining it

[medicinemane]

I don't know why youtube has decided that my god I love long nails and want to watch videos about people with really long fake nails showing off long nail tips... but I have a secret for you...

I really don't like long nails

I keep my own nails pretty much exactly even with my finger, and anything more than that drives me crazy

While other people's nails are their own business and I don't care, I'll be honest that the length of these people's nails just kind of makes me very uncomfortable and I don't like looking at it

So good job youtube, you've totally failed once again at finding me stuff to watch

#I'm extremely picky about my nail length and actually it has a lot to do with why I can't stop biting my nails #it's not nerves or something it's that I can quickly get my nails to exactly the length I want them #and despite what you'd think with a pretty smooth edge to things #using nail clippers just feels very unpleasant to me and is way less precise and honestly doesn't get it as close as I want it #and filing gets it about where I want it... but it smooths things out so much I can't open stuff like tin can tabs #so I'd love to stop biting my nails but functionality wise I still haven't found anything better #I think if I ever do it'll probably be some variation on filing them down cause that's the only one that gets close enough to the finger #but I'd need to like... still have nails instead of smooth nubs that can't get under anything #but yeah... I really really have strong opinions about long nails #anything longer than like a mm more than anything else makes me kind of wonder how the other person functions #and I don't like the like... coloring that the bit past the finger starts taking on #now I've tried very hard here to make sure this is staying a personal preference thing #because I don't want someone with long nails reading these tags to feel awful #there's nothing wrong with it I just find it kind of uncomfortable #but like... those inch long fake nails... they just get to me a lot #people should be allowed to wear them... but man they honest to god bother me #mostly cause of how flimsy it all is and I just can't help but think about nails chipping and tearing out and oof... that bothers me

[creature-once-removed]

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#re reading the dark tower is driving me insane tbh #I was losing my mind the first time already but now #how is it that I love them all so much. things are starting to come together and I'm jumping up and down and babbling nonsense #all the while thw tragedy is tearing me apart #fuck #this is different this hits so deeply somehow this is really really close to my heart and my hopes and my understanding of the world. fuck. #how #I think maybe it's because Stephen King really loves them too #it's evident in every sentence he writes about them #and I just can't help it I get so lost in all of this or rather I feel like it maybe gets lost in all of me #I love you I love you I love you I love you