#I'd look at him day and night

[copias-cape]

Papa being delicious in Toronto [09/17/2022]

#last night was so crazy i never thought i'd ever be CENTER barrier! #cant believe the three shows in three days is over but also i am so TIRED #what an amazing few days its been though #anyways look at him hes such a sl*t #video #my video #my ritual #toronto ritual #papa 4 #prime mover #ghost #the band ghost

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

Are there any companions you can't stand?

I wouldn't say I have any that I can't stand. Something that's so engaging to me about DA is that the companions have good, bad, and a lot in between. Honestly, I don't hate any of them. There are companions that I have more issues with than others, but I like them all; even, and sometimes especially, the ones that tend to be heavily hated on by the fandom.

The only companion that might fall into this category for me is Sebastian, but I totally acknowledge that I've yet to make an effort to use him when I play DA2. I legit just forget about him. How am I supposed to have a good grasp of his character when I don't engage with him outside of his companion quests? Plus I usually romance Anders so Sebastian always leaves my party in the end with threats of bringing an army down on Kirkwall for not killing Anders, soooo... yeah. Not the greatest impression he's left me with.

I would like to have a more well-rounded opinion of Sebastian because the concept of him is interesting; he's this chantry brother who is also a prince, but his family was murdered so he puts up a bounty on the chantry board [which admittedly is SO funny] and his companion quests are about avenging his family and helping him decide if he should take back his lands or remain a chantry brother. But then I talk to him, I listen to him talk to the other companions, and it's like... oh, the chantry has become his entire personality because the dude was brainwashed and now he's saying shit like the maker was actually the one who freed Fenris from slavery, and when Fenris tells him a story about how Denarius killed a child in a ritual for more power, Sebastian just doubles down that the maker has his reasons, like....babe, c'mon now.

I feel like I've read pieces about him written by fans who love him that are more compellingly written than he is, if that makes sense. Really, I would love to be educated by those who love him, especially Sebastian romancers because of all the love interests in all of DA, he's the one I look at and go, "....okay but why?" I have a lot of fun with character discussions and other perspectives so I mean that sincerely.

Also I think it's worth noting that when I play, I tend to get super into the roleplay of my warden/hawke/inquisitor, but while they have party members they can't stand, I have opinions that are separate from them, y'know?

For example, since I've talked about it a lot recently, my mage Hawke and Aveline butt heads constantly. By the end of Act 3, they're rivalry is heated and Ed's surprised Aveline even sided with him in the end because THAT is how much their relationship deteriorated over the course of the game... but then there's my warrior Hawke who adored Aveline. The two of them were best friends and Aris always gave her the benefit of the doubt, like she had Aveline's back through and through.

I've complained about Aveline a lot in my posts so it probably does sound like I can't stand her, but that's not true. Aveline's actually a companion that fascinates me, like she makes me go, "God, you're such an asshole, tell me more right now." and it drives me crazy how she and Carver are foils, like I love it so much, I could go on and on about how foiled they are, it makes me want to bite something.

It's very easy to look at Aveline and think she's just a bitch, she's a cop, she's a bad character, #Aveline-critical, bad companion, etc. I see it all the time, and not just with her, but with every companion in dragon age, y'know? I'm not saying that's wrong or anything; some characters just don't vibe with you or you have legit reasons for hating them and that's fine. I'm just saying some of it's very surface level unless you make the effort to elaborate.

If you don't like a character, you're less likely to make an effort to understand or see anything positive about them. You're more likely to have confirmation bias, so whenever they do or say anything, you go looking for the worst interpretation. I try not to do this just because for me, that's the "boring" approach to games like this but as we've seen, I'm not immune either... y'know, Sebastian.

But Carver gets this a lot, too, and I think I've made myself clear that Carver is my favorite, I love him, the Hawke twins are S-tier companions and I would throw everyone in Kirkwall into the ocean if it meant Bethany and Carver's happiness.

Now that I'm thinking about it, the characters a lot of fans can't stand are some of my favorites?

Like a lot of people shit on Sera, and I'm like "Nah, that's my girl! Listen, she's got a LOT of internalized issues, but we're working through them okay! She's getting better!"

And Vivienne? Oh, don't get me started on Vivienne, I have a whole deal about her. She's also an asshole and I love her.

My canon inquisitor is Surana who escaped the circle and joined the dalish, becoming Lavellan. Vivienne is a reflection of what Ash could've been if she hadn't run away with Jowan. She played the game of the circle, she stepped wherever she needed to step because Ash knew she was at a disadvantage by being an elf, for one, and for two, not coming from a family with wealth that would give her special privileges. Her downfall was buying into her own hype and believing she couldn't be wrong about Jowan, believing that she could either prevent them from making him tranquil or help him and Lily run away, and believing she was above punishment because she worked her way into being Irving's favorite. Yet it all bit her in the ass and she had to run… so then years later after living outside of the circle and realizing just what the chantry is, how it conditions and abuses mages and shit, she meets Vivienne who also played the game well and came out on top, who now spouts the same shit Ash used to spout and it's makes their dynamic sooo chewable.

Then there's Cullen who's not a companion but I lump him and Josephine in with the companions anyway. They're advisors, they're in the inner circle, they count.

He's such a spineless ass in DA2 like believe me, I get all the criticisms he gets... but he's also fairly polite to Hawke even if they're openly anti-templar, he's softer spoken, and he's unwell after what happened to him in DAO and Meredith's clearly taking advantage of his state... but then he becomes an advisor in DAI who is so done with people's bullshit and blatantly honest about it, like he looks at Chancellor Roderick like "this fucking guy again" and he's so ready to just go for it, y'know? Well... unless you're a pretty lady who bats her eyes at him, then suddenly he doesn't know how words work. Like sometimes I feel crazy because I find him to be so funny in DAI, and overall a compelling character that I enjoy interacting with even when he's being a total asshole. Yeah, there's issues in his writing but I appreciate the vision the writers were going for, even if they stumbled... except for Sheryl Chee, I don't appreciate her contribution of those few posts on the DA forums that everyone uses as a smoking gun to "prove" awful things about him. Nothing gets under my skin more in character discussions than bad faith arguments and there's so much of that when it comes to Cullen.

Actually, while we're on that, can I just add a note that when I first got into this fandom, I saw someone's post about Chee doing an interview where she said all those bad things about Cullen wanting to assault the mage warden and I was like, "What? An interview? What interview?? Where??" and I couldn't find shit until much later when I read another anti-Cullen post that cited a DA forum as the source for her saying those things... so not an interview. I went digging for the forum, went into the way back machine to find it.... only to discover that this smoking gun comes from a fanfiction forum where Mary Kirby was also talking about Sten and catgirls and y'all expect me to take that seriously?

We can have discussions about whether or not Cullen's a bad person or a bad character, but the moment you bring Sheryl Chee into it, I know you're here in bad faith and your argument is void.

Sorry for the tangent and the long answer but this is the stuff I enjoy. I could talk about the characters of DA for ages unprompted that when someone does throw me a bone, I will discuss and gush about them all.

#asks #dragon age #dao #da2 #dai #sebastian vael #aveline vallen #carver hawke #dai sera #cullen rutherford #vivienne de fer #i have to stop myself before i go on tangents about morrigan and wynne and anders and isabela and merrill and dorian and varric and- #literally everyone sksksks i can't help it #also on the flip side of this type of discussion i also love looking at characters that most people adore and discussing their flaws #like i love alistair he's my favorite companion in dao BUT it's easy to forgot that he can be just as petty and selfish too y'know? #if you don't execute loghain he can straight up just abandon you and leave and you'll find him in da2 as a drunk like... babe really left #and let you deal with the blight because he was so blinded by revenge and thirst for loghain's death and that's not great?? #not really something that gets brought up because it's unflattering it's an ugly part of his character but it's there mingling with the goo #and if you have a good relationship with him but don't know how he'll react when you spare loghain that can be devastating too #but it's also super understandable WHY he reacts like that WHY he leaves even if it's a selfish move on his part and hurts you #i dunno i think sometimes we're scared to talk about the ugly parts of our favorite characters because we love them #and don't want them to be wrong especially in fandom with a lot of pissing matches and bad faith arguments y'know? #i dunno this is my spiel of the night: i love all my companions except sebastian who is just a character that exists to me #i wasn't joking when i said i'd like to be enlighted about sebby and his romance like....... explain elaborate educate

[house-of-daena]

I don’t even remember what dottore looks like 😍 (read: I don’t play Genshin) but just the thought (from what I gathered reading fics..) of grumpy and stoic men breaking their facade and being whiny and a crier cause of just a little ol’ dick

-joever

he's my hot wife, n that's wassup (IM SORRY I DON'T REMEMBER WHO DREW THIS BUT I HAVE IT IN MY ALBUMS FOR THE LONGEST TIME)

also you're so real for that joever annonie... i like breaking their overconfidence and make em cry uncontrollably just cause they feel so good (especially dotdot) you'd never thought ur bby who's soooo aloof, grumpy n authoritative get so clingy, sobbing and shaking so much when ur just fuckin me like 🤤🤤🤤🤤

#» asmo talks #» joever anon #look i may be a dom mostly blog #but oh god i'd let him hit it #strap me on an operating table and use me till i pass out #get fucked by his segments all day all night #didnt hear this from me tho 🤷

[kittlyns]

I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute #so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back. #pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few. #over and over and over. #and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick. #and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much #but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment. #which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow? #even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it #she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan #I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!! #no response. deep inhale. alright. #whatever tho. #when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning #and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area. #and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell #like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color. #I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH??? #and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine. #there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him #and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times. #there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously. #I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out #was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do. #got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night. #put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over #blahhhhhh #and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

[patrice-bergerons]

Want to write a fic in which Q has a breakdown of a sort and shows up at Bond's door in Jamaica. In years of their acquaintance, he has never asked Bond for anything and Bond owes him this much, he thinks. A break. A break from his life and responsibilities and a chance to collect himself before he becomes a real person again. (That's a decent ex post justification at either rate never mind that in his anguish all he could think to do was to go find Bond.)

And he regrets it immediately the second Bond shows up, tries to leave. But Bond stops him, because he may be too much of a headstrong ass to do anything about it but he has been living in a purgatory of his own making, drifting, and seeing Q here after all these years- it's a reprieve for him as well. Bond knows better than to ask questions too once he ascertains that Q is not there in business.

And the fic is just them spending a week together. A week of sailing and long walks on the beach, lots of sex (naturally), dinners they make followed by drinks in the town. Late night conversations. Do you remember when's. But those carefully steer clear of the old hurts that linger, of the Aston Martin and Madeleine and the zero postcards Bond sent. A question, unvoiced, of what they could have had in a different life. Of regrets that are too late to remedy now.

(OR ARE THEY???)

#00q #fic ideas #i haven't given yall any trademark alex existential longing and loss fics #that should be remedied #also then one night bond wakes up to find q finishing packing #and q says there was no need to drag out the goodbye #this was always meant to be a brief interlude. thank you for being such a generous host. #bc you know bond will never come back to london and q can hardly leave his life behind #and he leaves with a promise he doesn't think they will keep for a second to stay in touch #and it seems as if all hope is lost #until a couple of days later bond shows up at HIS door this time #god- looking actually scared but a bit hopeful too #and says i can't change the past and you have every right to tell me to fuck off #and i will never bother you again #but #I'd love to be a part of your life if you will have me #in everythint that entails #i don't want to waste any more time q #and then q throws his arms around him hehehe

[slashingdisneypasta]

Could I interest you in a tall, dark-haired, scruffy-faced, leather-jacket-wearing man at all? He seems to be trying to steal Ink's place and I'm not totally about that lmfao 💀

I promise he'll behave himself 😇

Hmmmm >>

Well is he house trained? XD

#i take care of enough CHILDREN every day already << *looking pointedlt at negan* #😂 #(*cough* ink- you better step it up. he's out foxing you) #haha i actually tried to read negan fanfic last night!! #tried being the opperative word- Xd #i'd love to write about him in a platonic way though

[kimjiwoong]

turns out alexis mixed up the date of his trip so it's not this weekend it's next weekend lmao so we're seeing one of our fave bands on saturday

#sddkddk #he found out today they were playing in our city #I'd known for a few days but I couldn't invite him because i knew he was busy #turns out he's not soooo 💓💓💓💓💖 #and it's bandalos chinos too so like top beloveds #im soooo excited #i was like nooo what if i cry to demasiado in front of u and he was like oh it's fine I'll just laugh at u forever #i'm rly looking forward to it #also i may or may not have expected a good night kiss today but that's on me fkdkd like we dropped me off and i sort of... #didn't leave the car? lmao #and he gave me a look and i just nervously laughed and got off nssksksk #and said bye #rose.txt #oh and by the way a few days ago he gave me a sticker that fell of his sticker thing that said good job #and now he saw i put it on my phone case and he just pointed at it and said 'oh' #i do not know what that oh meant but i did grab my phone and pretended to use it for a second so he'd stop looking at it djdjdjfjd

[apologeticaugur]

i'm not a person i'm just wearing skin fabric i've pulled over my skeleton

#vent art #vent #sketches #i wander mindlessly for days and nights. until i stumble across a lone house in the middle of nowhere. #the roof caved in long ago but someone's hung up a thick tarp in its place. #the walls are crumbling and the banisters that once held up the porch are rotted. #but somebody sits there in the shade. and it turns out he's been sitting there watching you for quite a while. #and i walk closer and closer. the man who lives here is named hamboo. he deems that i'm not a threat when he sees my tattered clothes #which are stained with blood and mud and the sea. he sees that i have died and risen again. #he asks what happened. i tell him i got my heart broken and murdered in one fell swoop #he looks at me with pity in his eyes and asks if i'd like his assistance #and for once i did not find myself hesitant in accepting the help that i so desperately needed. #he leads me down to a nearby pond and helps me wash away all the blood and brushes my tangled hair. lends me clothes. #i tell him only what i can remember. that i was asked out on a date and wound up face down in the harbor. #later he stitches my wounds together. i ask him why bother and he says it will help in the long run. #i think he must be lonely to want to care for me #but i don't mind #and when i have dreams. i tell him. i tell him how real they feel and the emotions they invoke and he treats them as significant. #and it feels like i've been believed for the first time in my life. #reggie speaks

[orcelito]

every FUCKING time i tell someone my uncle died there's a moment where im just really casual with it bc it's just a simple fact. and then theyre like "oh my god im so sorry" and im just. caught by surprise by it like. oh yeah. this Is sad. this Is fucked up. it's reasonable for me to be upset by it.

and i just laugh it off like "yeah, that's how things are i guess" & try to push things along bc i deal so badly with being emotionally vulnerable with people

things are... hard.

#speculation nation #negative/ #i guess. #i mentioned it in the meeting as a thing of like 'hey just so you know im gonna have a funeral to go to soon & might need a day covered' #& as part of that i told her about my uncle and just #it never does get easier lol. it's like with Cassy except worse bc ive known this man my whole fucking life #but that same exact moment of me casually mentioning it & the other person being horrified for my sake #sometimes it feels like other people react more viscerally than me #because im always hiding under a million layers of emotional numbing and redirection and compartmentalization #ive only cried for his death Once. after going through old family pictures looking for things of him #bc i had that realization of 'oh. he's actually gone isnt he' #i know everyone processes grief differently but i feel so clumsy with it. #like that one post. 'grief is running from your emotions until it catches you in the middle of a sunny day' #it's... fine. i'm fine. #im just gonna try to enjoy the rest of my night and not enter a fucking mood spiral. i'd rather not tank the rest of the night thanks

[prijune]

Behold more ocs from the back.

#prijune art #my ocs #also yes Medi is a vampire and I will explain more when I make his post but yes he's a vampire or at least part #but a hint is that it's because of butterflies man #also Doctor has been called Doctor since the beginning and I wanna make him so old he's forgotten his own name #I'd say this is also the current best idea I have for these two oc's for now but like with all my ocs they can be changed in the future #I hadn't been able to draw properly for a few days so I'm just glad I worked on them and some other things honestly #Also Eric gives me horror protagonist vibes and I want to ruin his day more but not yet :D #I still have no idea what to name some of my ocs cause honestly names is not my strong suit when it comes to characters #but for this vampire I think it should start with a 'G' or something #anyways night night I've got sleep to catch up on cause yes I was up til 3AM because I was in the ART ZONE #I do think it's funny how you can get into the zone but as soon as you stop if feels like all your needs are drained to heck like HP #anyways night I look forward to elaborating later :D

[kalloway]

Yesterday I picked up Bloodborne for the first time in like at least a month, and had THE most spectacular finale against Ludwig, holy moly

Went into the second half of the fight with one single weapon buff item (fire paper) and one (1) blood vial, and ya girl STILL managed to get a photo-perfect Visceral finish on him despite having no items left to help me out

I forgot how addicting that rush is when you get an insanely satisfying victory over a stubborn boss! I missed this game so much dfhghjdf

#delete later #bloodborne #when u beat a boss and the *way* it plays out in the end just makes all those previous failed attempts COMPLETELY worth the struggle #I'd read on the wiki that apparently his animation is different if u beat him with a visceral... but it's been so long since I beat him... #I didn't remember what it looked like before LOL - maybe I'll go look for a comparison vid or smth #...Or I can fight him with my other NG+ character but he's gonna have more health LMAO #I have no idea how anyone could do that fight without summoning Valtr though... that man is the REAL MVP #anyway this was all last night's news but im still not quite over it and im absolutely going to keep pushing thru the DLC if I can! #I say 'if I can' cuz this playthru/character I haven't beaten Rom yet and haven't super grinded the chalice dungeons #my first character I did almost the entire base game + dungeons first before completing the DLC so it was a *little* less challenging #...but I also had a Skill/Bloodtinge build on Mercy and I MISS IT EVERY DAY NGL #Strength/Arcane just doesn't hit the same smh #but maybe that'll change if I pick up the right weapon? idk #anyway this is going to (hopefully) be overshadowed by an unrelated art post that's in the queue for like... 7 minutes from now LOL

[imthatqueerkid]

#crush blogging day 49 #today has been all about grappling with my inability to motivate myself to do anything #and the guilt i feel for leaving my cherished dragon plushie at fire boys house #its so silly hell be like 'dragon told me this' and i have to hold myself back from announcing 'he would not fucking say that' #youve characterized my boy so incorrectly you dont even know #blorbo from my plushie collection :(( look how theyve massacred my boy #anyway at this point im trying to understand the rhyme and reason behind the desire i feel towards him #by that i mean trying to be kind to myself when i feel sexually ir sensually attracted to him #and starting to explore more of where the shame comes from #why do i feel ashamed that i want to be close to him? why do i feel dirty for wondering about whether sex is something I'd want with him? #also: why do i feel the need to over analyze my desire to kiss him? #its literally not a big deal to want to kiss someone youve been going on dates with #but nooo ive gotta ask #do i really want to kiss him or do i just think i want to? if i really want to kiss him why didn't i the other night when he wanted to too? #(answer: if i didn't want to kiss him id probably not be up at 11 pm fantasizing about it) #(and its perfectly ok for me to not act on desires when im feeling scared or nervous; those feelings can and do coexist) #ughhhhh as soon as hes gone i want him back #as soon as ive got him and hes looking at me the way he does its like i feel so safe yet so nervous and i cant do anything #except hold him #mmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh see now i wish he were here so i could actually kiss him #but when he was here and down to kiss i couldn't face my fear of intimacy! how annoying is that????? (very) #this will be remedied soon because im pretty certain next time we hang out we will kiss. we will. #silly silly Jasper #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify

[noxtivagus]

eulmore ost makes me so happy 🥹

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #both day n night themes r both so comforting for me. i have. a lot of memories in eulmore #with msq.. shadowbringers is very very special to me :c n then raiding i. i remember w the static we'd sit n just chill there n #talk or emote on each other or wtvr. i still remember those nights so clearly #i remember an old friend. how i'd always be shy to talk to him haha i never initiated any convos but i remember we met there n #yeah. n. he affected my life quite a bit months after in that week we talked quite a lot bcs i was really in a bad time then n.. #he was there ig. a friend back then. #with the static yh. i remember listening in to vc. sometimes we'd have guests too #like our friends who. was our static leader's friend first yh n he's one of the best ninja's w uhh ffl*gs >.> #n then our static lead's old friend from his old static joined us from time to time to i think he's from na???? #nyways the latter dude i can barely remember his voice but he was my co-tank several times during prog n i wld be so intimidated omg #i miss those days a lot. last year i was really disconnected from reality but i had a lot of friends n memories in ffxiv #this year was.. this year confuses me so much. n it's precisely bcs it's been so long since i've been connected w reality like this #i really don't want to mess it up n i think lately i haven't been doing well bcs i can't help but feel like i have #do you ever think of the past and wonder whether if you did better would things be different (& also better) now? #i'd rather not dwell on the past n instead look towards what i can do in the future but i've been feeling lost for so long now #ff calms me down so much oh my god i'm listening to some ffxv rn too n it brings back a lot of memories #all these memories really mean so much to me but it's so bittersweet bcs. i can't return to them. just remember n remember n remember #one day i'm afraid i'll forget. or all this would be too far out of my reach #n that day feels far too near. but this dread this anxiety this fear is normal. human. but so very tiring n i don't know what to do #i miss those days.. even yesterday i miss so much. even earlier today. thinking n lately i've been too tired to reach out in any way n oh #IM RAMBLING WAIT 😭😭 #i really don't know how to put it into words at this point but it just feels so bittersweet n cold n confusing n hdlkfjsdflkds :c #christmas is so near.. 2023 is so near n i'm not sure what i've done at all. lately life just feels so empty. #but eventually i'll find myself again. so please tell me you'll still wait. please tell me you haven't forgotten. #n so i'll forge ahead unto the morrow. with a heavy heart.. mind full of thoughts n hands too tired to write. but i'm still here. #even if it weighs heavy even if it hurts. tomorrow so long as there's tomorrow there'll always be another chance for smth better. #n i'll hold unto that hope forever

[stars-self-ships]

Did you know that today is an international holiday? That's right— May 14th is International Centaur Appreciation Day! Followers of both this blog and my main know that I have something of a small affinity for centaurs from having a good few on my F/O list, so I just had to make a post in pertains to such a holiday!

But the real kicker is not the fact that such a holiday exists in the first place, as a matter of fact. Because of all days that International Centaur Appreciation Day happens to fall on...

IT'S ALSO MILES' BIRTHDAY!!!

I knew the moment I came up with a birthday for Miles that I wanted to draw him again for his big day, and I am STILL in complete and total awe that I somehow chose the one day of the year pertaining to centaurs to be his birthday— if that's not a fitting coincidence, I don't know WHAT is.

With that said, happy birthday, beloved horse dork of mine, I love you beyond comprehension! 🧡🤍🧡

#F/O #Romantic F/O #OC F/O #Centaur OC #F/O Art #F/O Gush #F/O Community #Self-Ship Community #「Miles: Head Over Hooves For You」 #🧡🤍🧡 #SERIOUSLY H O W DID I KNOW MAY 14TH WAS THE PERFECT BIRTHDAY FOR MILES???? #I can still vividly remember the night I found out that May 14th was International Centaur Appreciation Day #I thought ''Why does that date sound familiar?'' and as it turns out it was the exact day I chose for Miles' birthday #Keep in mind that I chose OC birthdays at complete random so you can only imagine the bewilderment that followed #With that out of the way... I'd like to address a few things in my latest artwork of him! #Firstly he looks S O much better here than he did in his debut post. I think that's just because I've improved in drawing since then #But like #It looks a lot cleaner and proportionally accurate which was something I took into major consideration when drawing him again #If you look closely you'll also notice a few additions to his design... #... such as an earring and the fact that he now has painted nails! #These additions were inspired by a good collection of Picrews I made of Miles and they fit his character so well #His hair has also been stylized a good bit too so that it's a smidge floofier #Gotta have floofy hair to go along wth your EXTREMELY floofy tail!! #Daily reminder that I love my horse bf insurmountably

[andhumanslovedstories]

A code status is what you want the hospital to do if your heart or breathing stops, and we've got two basic options: full code which means we do EVERYTHING and Do Not Resuscitate or DNR which means we do less than everything. There's like little add-ons like intubated or not intubated, or blood products or no blood products, but that's basic gist of it. Do you want us to try everything we can to save your life or if your heart stops, is that it? And then we take that information and put it in your chart and make it very prominent in case we need to find it quickly in an emergency. Jane Doe, 72 years old, DNR. John Whatsisname, 49 years old, full code. Like that.

Anyway I'd like to propose a third code status that we'll call "DNR!!!" This is when you not only don't want heroic measures to extend your life, you are so excited to die. I thought of this recently when getting report on a patient, and the day nurse talking to me was like, "Alice Smith, 80 years old, DNR and she will tell you that herself." And I was like, "I don't think code status is gonna come up organically," and the nurse was like, "It won't, but she'll tell you anyway." And then I introduced myself to the patient, and like three minutes in as we're talking about pain meds, she goes, "and by the way, when I'm dead, I'm DEAD. Don't be bringing me back! Every woman in my family has lived past 90, and I'm here to break that tradition! NO one needs to live that long, and I certainly don't, and frankly it's indecent for me to have made it this far. God willing the reaper will come for me any day now. I would never take actions to make him come sooner, but I'm not moving that fast and he is DAWDLING. Disgusting. No work ethic these days. And don't bother with a grave, just chuck me out the window and let the birds at me."

And I'm like "so is that a no to the tylenol"

And she was like "oh no, I'd love some tylenol and a warm blanket too. Now look at me. I've done everything I could possibly want to do in this world and quite a few things I didn't want to do, and personally I don't think I should have to keep doing things. I'd also love a cranberry juice."

Anyway. DNR!! I'm sorry to say she made it through the night completely unscathed.

#nursing tag

[lxnarphase]

ah-ah, barbie, you're so fine! ๋࣭ ⭑

special treatment : thighs edition

☾₊‧⁺...ft. : kamo choso + itadori yuuji + higuruma hiromi + ryomen sukuna

☾₊‧⁺...cw : pussy eating, facesitting, somnophilia, dirty talk, fingerfucking, overstimulation, praise kink, degradation, desperation, oral fixation, squirting, creampie, choso being whiny, yuuji being a little shit, yuuji is 21yrs & a college student, hiromi being pussydrunk, sukuna being whipped

✧ k. choso : poor choso, ever since the first time he's gotten a taste of what's between your thighs, he's begging you every day just to eat your cunt. but today? today must be a bad day, because choso is desperate. his already between your thighs, whimpering and whining as he mouths at you through your underwear, tears in his eyes as he begs you to give him a little taste. once you do, his eyes are rolling back just from the first lick.

"you taste so good, fuck, so good, thank you, thank you, mmph, so delicious, i can't get enough." "can you cum again? i know it's been 4 times already, but please? please, please, pleaase, pretty thing, i need itttt..." "oh my goddd, you're cumming? yes, yes, cum on my tongue, pretty please, i'll fuck you so good after, just keep cumming, don't hold back." "stop-stop running away, i know your pretty pussy is all sensitive b-but i just, i can't stop...but you know you can say the safeword and i'll stop, right? ...what? you-you like being overstimulated...? fuck, fuck, okay, let me make you squirt on my tongue then i'll fuck you good, okay?"

✧ i. yuuji : yuuji's always been a smug little shit whenever it came to teasing you. what starts off with him tickling you and blowing raspberries into your stomach turns nto hot kisses against your stomach that let down to the waistband of your underwear as he pushes your shirt up higher on your body. he can't help but grin up at you when he notices the wet spot on your panties from his little kisses.

"d'awww, bunny, y'so cute! look at how wet you are. is that 'cus of me? ehehe, i know, i know, teasing is mean, but i can't help it...you're just so adorable." "y'know i can practically feel your heartbeat whenever i kiss it? mhm, i can feel that, pretty girl. don't cover your face, baby, you're so cute!" "your thighs are so soft. i could stay between here forever, fuck goin' to classes or missions, i'd rather just eat you out until you pass out." "open up these legs a little more, let me get my fingers in there...thereeee we go, such a pretty lil' bun, aren't you?" "you're so messy! did i do this to you? yeah? aww, my pretty girl likes meee! i felt how you squeezed on my fingers! so cute!

✧ h. hiromi : ever since you made a comment about his nose, saying 'doja is right about big noses' in passing to him, hiromi has been curious. curious enough to the point where he looks it up, seeing the video of said woman. so, you wanted to sit on his face and grind on his nose, hm? you've never sat on his face before but he was sure to change that.

"i don't care if you think i'll die, i want you to sit on my face. i'm giving you the chance to either have control of your pace or let me do what i want with you. so, what's your decision?" "see? it's not that bad, angel, you forget your husband isn't some weakling...now c'mon on, get yourself right over my mouth, let me taste you." "god, you're so beautiful like this. i need you on my face more often, you're dripping all over my mouth...such a good girl for me." "heh...i knew you said my nose was perfect for sitting on but i didn't realize it would get you this riled up. go ahead, sweet thing, you can keep grinding that clit on it...just like that, just let me make you feel good." "good lord, i never wanna leave between your thighs. so fucking sweet, shit, angel, you've got me wrapped around that pretty finger. c'mon, let me devour you all night, i'll let you get up when i'm done."

✧ r. sukuna : getting sukuna to lay on his back without him instantly taking control of the situation was easier than you thought. hell, even crawling up higher so that you were hovering over his face was too. but little did you know, sukuna was intrigued, liking the side of you where you would just take control of him, knowing that only you had the right to do that...especially if it meant he got to eat you until you soaked his face.

"you know i should kill you for thinking you can just sit on my face like i'm some kind of personal chair. i am the king of curses, not a piece of furniture...what? ...hm. i guess you do look...good over me like this." "...huh? sorry, i wasn't listening. when are you going to sit on my face? you keep blabbering, but i can see the way that sticky cunt is dripping for me. are you gonna just let it go to waste?" "oh. shit. you've been holdin' out on me, haven't you, diamond? shit, i can see all of you from down here...nah, keep grinding on my face, little one, use me for your pleasure...let me see you cum on my mouth." "such a fucking slut. my mouth is coated in your cum, but you still wanna keep going? my tongue that good for you?" "no, no, i'm not letting you back down until you beg, diamond. tell me how badly you want me to fuck your pussy with my tongue...hm. good enough."

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