#I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY I'M DYING

[godisasimp]

HOLY FUCK AAAAAAAAAA

#BUYBUYBUY #POKEMON Z IS FINALLY REAL #MEGAS ARE RETURNING #ALL THE GEN 2 REFS WE'RE BAIT #I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY I'M DYING #pokeblr #pokeblogging #pokemon #pokemon presents #pokemon gen 6

[blackmosscupcakes]

Oh my god, Sam's playing a campaign with his kids and their friends where they're at the Wildemount Wildlings summer camp and Luc is a counsellor. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

#critical role #I'm dying #he's complaining about them being too unwilling to break rules #“fucking narc kids like we need to tell a counsellor” #this makes me so happy though #cr spoilers #c3 spoilers

[cuoredimuschio]

okay, but where's my steddie AU where steve wants to learn to play guitar to impress a girl he's infatuated with and he remembers that munson kid was always hanging up posters for his weird band at school, so he hikes out to eddie's usual dealing spot behind the track and asks (with far less groveling than he really should have) if eddie will teach him how to play, and obviously eddie says no because why would he want to help king steve, but of course, steve offers to pay him, $20 a week, and well, that's the kind of get-the-hell-out-of-this-shithole-town cash eddie really can't afford to refuse, so fine, he'll teach steve to play and they'll spend inordinate amounts of time together tucked away in eddie's room and they'll start to see that they have more in common than they thought and that they kind of had each other all wrong, and eddie will put his hand over steve's to help him get the placement for a tricky chord and it totally won't awaken anything in either of them?? where is it??

edit: i started writing it

#steve x eddie #steddie #stranger things #someone tell me this has already been written because i need it. please. #bonus points if steve shows up to the first practice session empty-handed #and eddie nearly calls the whole thing off when he has the Audacity to grab at eddie's sweetheart as if eddie'd ever let him play her #and he doesn't even teach steve anything that day because rule number one get your own fucking guitar and keep your mitts off mine #but by the end when eddie is deep deep deep in love and it's time to send steve off to woo this lucky girl of his #he offers to let steve take his sweetheart because she's guaranteed to make him look ten times hotter and cooler #and he'll have no trouble sweeping his girl off her feet and maybe eddie's breaking his own heart but it's fine—as long as steve's happy #except steve doesn't seem nearly as happy as eddie thought he would be #he seems sad actually and eddie kind of hates that so he starts to make some lame joke about how steve should be honored #because eddie wouldn't lend his baby out to just anyone and that gets steve to crack half a smile #but then he puts the guitar down on eddie's bed (with all due gentle reverence) walks over takes eddie's face in his hands and kisses him #kisses him like he's been dying to do it for weeks. because he has #because somewhere along the line it stopped being about wanting to impress a girl and started being about wanting to be with eddie #it started being screwing up on purpose so that eddie would grab his hands and show him how it's supposed to be done #and forgetting about lessons entirely and just sitting around and listening to eddie talk or just watching him play #because somewhere along the line steve fell out of infatuation and into love with the last person he ever expected.... #anyway idk where i'm going with this

[inconclusionray]

If I see one more "poor Izzy was in an abusive relationship for twenty years :'(" take I'm going to set this pirate ship on fire.

#you don't get to erase the gorgeous fucked up mutual toxicity of their consent-free sadomasochist trauma survival relationship on MY watch #they SAVED EACH OTHER and MADE EACH OTHER and FUCKED EACH OTHER UP and it was so so bad it was sooooo gooooooooood #like i know disk horse has trained us to think there can only be The Abuser and The Abused and one is always bad and one is always blameless #but babies sometimes relationships are fucked up and when it's fictional it can be so gorgeous like come on #izzy got so hard when fed his toe I'm surprised he didn't have an aneurysm and die right then #if you're gonna claim him as queer then let him be QUEER not an uwu sanitized self insert okay? #he was fine with losing his toe he wasn't fine with losing his playmate #and blackbeard came back WRONG #this thing the two of them created this fucked up dangerous pirate game called blackbeard wasn't about belonging anymore #it wasn't about the two of them surviving the cruelty of their former captain or the worse cruelty of civilized society #it was a caricature and it had to die #and it did in the end #and Izzy realized he didn't need it anymore #and Ed didn't need it #and he was so so happy about it #that was worth dying for #ugh I'm so in love with this story #anyway Izzy wasn't abused & he was abused & he was an abuser & he saved Edward & they were so bad for each other & they loved each other #learn to love complicated fucked up harmful problematic things babies #because you are one #and you deserve love too

[recitedemise]

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝗿𝗯 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗿𝗼𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝘁 𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲'𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆. And it is excruciating. On his chest, one can trace its ugly mark, the brand less discoloration and more, unfortunately, a deep-grooved scar. It is unavoidable and impossible to ever miss. Similarly, the way it eats at him is obvious, too. Gale, especially at the start, when his condition, fresh and disorienting, was still abundantly new, the effects of the orb were frighteningly worse. At that time, he little knew how to quell it, that feeding off the Weave would balm the pain, and so for all those days and weeks of panic, he rotted and ached at a terrible pace. He had decayed. And he had bled. Gale's body oozed black, skin, especially at his casting arm, rupturing like cracks in terracotta. He tasted filth always, the bitterness of wasting flesh thick in his throat, nose perpetually leaking with the ink-dark of bleeding. He'd labored to breathe, a feeling like devouring maggots pulsing in his chest. In fact, at the lowest point by then, wallowing and stuck in his tower, Gale began to lose hair, his nails loose and cracking as he scrabbled at the floorboards, knees weak and pain bolting when he collapsed to the floor. He was a pitiful sight. And a worrying one. And even now, with the consumption of magical artefacts, one can still see the way he bows to the blight, heaving for breath when it takes his chest again, sweat at his temples and mouth gone dry. It's all-encompassing. The agony is chronic. It feels like being eaten, being hollowed to his barest self right from the inside. He's a vessel of magic, and the orb means to consume him down to his every last molecule, teeth bared, hackles raised, and appetite crushing. It's like--dying, stolen away to be but swallowed down whole, surrendering to the suck of a hungering vortex. He's unsightly. As well, too, as a burden, he thinks, to the very naked of his bones. But when someone hangs back, touches him despite his rot, he thinks, you shouldn't have to handle something like this. This mere shamble of a graveyard--he's so sorry to dirty their hands.

#HEADCANON. #I explore more the depths of his orb... a la EA Gale. More EA Gale. Because that bandaged hand will forever be in my thoughts. #Imagine at the start when he had no idea what to do about this thing in his chest. #If it fucked up his arm I imagine it had to fuck up everything else. Like. LEGITIMATELY rotting and dying. #How scary. How lonely. How PAINFUL. #God. Mystra really heard and knew him literally in agony and just said. Well. That's your fault. #ANYWAY. Now if ANYONE shows care and actively hangs back to help him catch his breath #or help him and wipe his nose when he begins to bleed he's just... oh. Thank you. (so warmed. so touched. so-- #you would touch me like this? handle me when i'm just--rotting skin and vile blood? isn't this all unsightly?) #Bro. I got thoughts. #Anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE. I finished ALL I HAD TO DO. But now I'm worn out. Happy to be writing again tho. :' )

[forestofsprites]

oh we are in full sobbing range folks. we are floods of tears not getting words out

#i can't begin to explain how much this means and changes things for me #everything the past 3 years #and i've beat myself up so hard for not doing this as an honours bc i had to be online bc y'know dying in bed #and now #not only have i got the smartest people i know telling me that i'm so capable they want me there and i can skip to a masters #but just that i can #y'know my health is so shit and it's so variable and i don't know how long this treatment plan will run for #before it fails #and #now i get to try #to do this #and fuck i didn't know if i'd be alive this semester w how bad things were in April #and this just doesn't even feel real #i'm happy to just to be alive #and all this on top is just #insanity #i just cant emphasize enough i thought id be dead #and im #ive veen so happy just to be here #just to be loving and living #and now this? this accolade? it doesnt feel real #its so much more than i could ever have hoped for myself

[veerbles]

we do not talk nearly enough about how, during the ice court heist (before kaz's epiphany while drowning in the spring, before inej was kidnapped, before the bathroom scene, before kaz had really come to terms with it) kaz tried to tell inej that if they didn't make it out, he wanted her to know his feelings for her.

he didn't actually manage to say that, and it understandably wasn't enough for inej, but it's just so incredible to me that he tried. even when repressed, the depth of his love for her is so deep that it managed to almost override his normal reservations and let itself known.

#kanej #six of crows #let it be clear: kaz brekker should not be praised for the bare minimum - and communicating his feelings IS the bare minimum #this post is about the inexplicit ways kaz makes it clear to the READER how fucking much he loves inej #and how long the way to loving her properly is; and foreshadowing for how willing he is to put in the work #at that point of soc kaz is still adamantly telling himself it'd be better for him if he just gets over inej #and YET when faced with the possibility of dying without telling her how he feels #his emotions almost win over his rationale #kaz's emotions!!! are so strong!!! they almost win over his brain!!! #we LITERALLY only see that happening when something concerns A) jordie/pekka or B) inej #I'm obsessed with this repressed teenage boy and his long ass journey to something resembling happiness #kaz x inej

[4th-make-quail]

Just a photo of my photo, but GUESS WHO MET MARK SHEPPARD ON SATURDAY!!!!!

#HE COMPLIMENTED ME ON MY CROWLEY SHIRT AND CALLED IT OLD SCHOOL #I keep literally grinning to myself every time I remember I got it sooo bad lol #I'm not hugely fond of how I look in the photo but well! #quailface #still not over it....... #this is not the digital photo cos they're CHARGING £7 JUST TO DOWNLOAD IT?! fucking scam man #anyway HAPPY WIGGLES. THAT'S MY FUCKING MAN..... AND HE LOOKED SO HOT TOO /DYING #crowleyposting #old man bone zone #sorry he needs to be in the tag I do not make the rules

[house-in-the-backyard-trees]

Bawled like 3 times today I'm so mentally sound

#i am contemplating calling off work tomorrow and just fucking sleeping all day #I'm just so emotionally exhausted I don't know how much more i can take #like i was full on sobbing in my mom's arms today #i want to be happy again i was so happy before. I'm 1 more inconvenience from checking myself into a mental hospital for a fucking break #like i could tell my therapist I've thought about some pretty dark shit the past few weeks #like I'm just so tired. so so tired. i don't know how people just get their hearts shattered and then keep living. i feel like I'm dying

[lord-squiggletits]

I must admit I'm getting this horrible image in my head of Tarn as that type of creepy guy who donates way too much money to a streamer and then absolutely loses it when he hears they're not single.

That's probably accurate lol. Although unlike (seemingly) most people in this fandom, I blame Megatron more for turning Tarn into that kind of obsessed freak than I do Tarn for being a freak. I mean, my view is basically "you reap what you sow/the monster you created turned around and bit you" so I don't really have sympathy for Megatron with regards to Tarn showing up and ruining his life lol. I actually really like the DJD coming in MTMTE as basically the living embodiment of karma and Megatron's comeuppance about not being able to run away from/ignore his past.

Like blah blah "no matter how sad your backstory is you're still responsible for your own actions" but also Megatron is literally 100% the reason Tarn is Like That, and Megatron also used parasocial manipulation, propaganda, and his grandiose personality to manipulate the Decepticons into worshipping/following him without question. So like. It's fiction, I don't have to be all "well they're all problematic" I can just be like "lol, lmao even" and point and laugh as Megatron gets fucked up by Tarn and the DJD because he can't talk his way out of this problem.

#squiggle answers #i'm not mad at you or thinking you're saying anything #i'm just very fond of dying of the light and i enjoy megatron suffering #i love how dying of the light is like megatron's personal torment nexus of getting trapped by his bad decisions #but also getting other people dragged down with him by accident #and then he's so fucking pathetic that he can't even compromise his 'pacifism' to save those people he dragged down #and then he lashes out in anger and becomes violent and hateful again and slaughters the whole DJD #i love that shit. love when megatron is fucked up and dysfunctional #i'm not saying i wanted him to become WORSE and like die a horrible fate per se #i'm just saying that i disagree with most of the fandom when they're like aww let this old man rest and tarn should fuck off he's a loser #i'm like nah. put megatron in the blender. don't let him just suddenly decide to be a pacifist and then that's it. make him fuck up #ough sorry it's just. i like megatron getting better but i also like him staying bad lol #like i want him to get redeemed but i also still want him to be fucked up and full of anger and hatred. if that makes sense #but yeah. not to be a tarn defender or anything but like #sometimes the fandom seems like it listened too much to the part where megatron was like #'i was happy i was at peace and you ruined everything' #meanwhile i'm sitting there like: yeah they ruined it. and so what. it's your fault. you don't get to be peaceful and happy #when you still have mistakes that you need to address and do something about instead of running away #muah. muah. muah. love dying of the light #i wanted to rip megatron apart from being so pathetic but i was also like. awww sad old man #mostly i wanted to rip him apart tho lol

[sekwar]

YOU GET POTATO CANNON GOODBYE!!!!!

#sekwar's art #artists on tumblr #ena #ena joel g #ena shepherd #temptation stairway #that's it! i'm done! #if you're reading this then this is my last art post here! #i know so many changes are happening to my account but something finally clicked and i decided i don't want to be here anymore! #soooo yeah this is my last drawing on here #it's time to move on from this corporate sludge and onto something really fun and really weird #i'm jumping ship #i'm not waiting until its dying day anymore i think tumblr has really fucked itself over and i can't take it #even with dashboard unfucker the damage has been done #then someone told me about cohost and it looked interesting #and now i'm making an account there. i should've done this months ago. i'm not having fun here anymore and i'm so happy to be moving on #i'll be making a post soon on where else you can find me after #so yeah. i'm gonna miss you all. this is for the best though. #good luck with all of your future endeavours guys #sekwar... OUT.

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#the week before last my mom and i decided to spend more time in nature since we've been cooped up inside since like 2020 #we decided to enjoy our garden again #(mostly cause we can't afford to turn on the AC because of bills going up but it was still a nice change in routine) #we cleaned up the patio table and got our folding chairs from storage (things we hadn't properly used in years) #i got an old unused notebook out to write outside and just have a nice chill time #we were combating mosquitoes but it was fine and my dog was really happy to just chill with us on the grass #it was perfect and lovely #... #that lasted exactly 3 days #last tuesday night some fucking asshole jumped my neighbors wall (or our gate idk) and stole our two old ass folding chairs #and wednesday night he came back to get the table he forgot (a table so fucking heavy idk how he managed to get it up the wall/gate) #and as you can imagine... if we can't afford to turn on the ac because the electricity bill is already impossible to pay... #it was a real fucking effort to buy another table #but i fucking REFUSE to go back inside like a fucking puppy with my tail between my legs #we can barely make it to the end of the month #buying something silly like icecream or an extra sweet has us revaluating the entire month's expenses #and we can't even own fucking furniture that we've owned for like 15 years #i'm so fucking tired! #i want to either die or leave this place and honestly dying is more achievable #anyways i just spent almost half the money i had on my bank account #but i bought a small folding table which i will fold up and bring inside every fucking night because not even a gate can keep you safe #i will fucking sit outside and enjoy fucking nature so help me god! #(if the rats/lizards let me lol) #see why i'm so fucking tired all the time?! when you're not dealing with pests you're dealing with human pests #i do thank god and all angels above they didn't try to break in and kill us in the process but my fucking garden furniture!!! #that was too long cause i'm still pissed #and tomorrow is grocery shopping day so i'm depressed again #angel talks #personal

[dnd-shows-have-my-soul]

Finally, the time has come. 

They’re back!

#critical role #critical role campaign 3 #cr3ep59 #campaign 3 #orym #launda #ashton greymoore #team hells #i'm so fucking happy #im dying #aaaaaaaaaaaaaa #cr spoilers

[localguy2]

!??!?!!!!

HOLD. THE. FUCKING. PHONE. FOR A SECOND.

Okay okay I'm really excited but here's something I found in the replies:

Clicking on the link it'll take you to this website, with this specific page pulled up.

which I assume belongs to the Chinese voice actor of Lloyd.

If you scroll down you find THIS.

And if you open it, wouldn't you know it, this is one of the first comments/replies.

Yalls...

WE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE GOING BACK TO 22 MINUTES-

Okay okay, here's the original tweet if someone wants to take a look for themselves

#OKAY I'M REALLY FUCKING HYPED RN #BECAUSE I'VE BEEN DYING TO SEE THE WILFILM ERA FORMAT RETURN #FINALLY #ACTUAL NEWS #Hoping this is all true #Because if it is #I'm gonna be SO DAMN HAPPY #ninjago united #ninjago

[flamingblinglove]

Guess who went from a Diluc wanter to a Diluc haver????? And guess who has the hydro daddy now??? And guess who finally completed her husbando team????

Yours truly (❁´◡`❁)

#posts by reiko #rei is shit posting #rei plays genshin impact #FINALLY. AFTER FUCKING FOREVER. DILUC IS HOME. FUCK #lost my 80/80 to diluc but I'M SO HAPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #and neuvillette is home aaaaaaaaaaaa #my GOD THE BOTH OF THEM ARE SO GORGEOUS #dying rn OMG

[archiveofyearning]

.

#anyone else feeling like they need to just leave #i feel so fucking suffocated and trapped like how did i find myself in this life #all of a sudden i feel like i don't recognise it or anyone in it and idk how i got here or could ever be happy here #and i know that's not even true i know my brain is lying to me #i was fucking fine. i was doing just fine and i was happy with this life i have been building #so idk whats happening to me idk where this is coming from i don't fucking know #but i feel like i'm dying or i feel like i will literally die if i can't fucking leave #like i don't want to do any of this anymore and i can't focus on anything and i haven't been able to function for days #and i don't understand what is happening to me and why and i feel so scared and there's no one and fuck #whats happening to me