#I’ve been ruminating about that all day and been kinda freaking out if my account is gonna get hacked or something

[galariangengar]

I am doing horribly mentally tonight and my jaw hurts 😢

#I’ve been really anxious most of the day and it started with receiving another weird email from Facebook about a recovery code #I’ve been ruminating about that all day and been kinda freaking out if my account is gonna get hacked or something #and I’ve been thinking more about deactivating my facebook account or deleting it or something #I’m stressed about a bunch of things relating to future school shit and possibly getting a part time job on top of everything I’m dealing w/ #i can’t stop overthinking and ruminating and I’m stuck in a rabbit hole of thoughts and I hate being like this #I’m crying now and my jaw fucking hurts and I hate everything #also the professor for my pharmacology class sent a message to everyone a little bit ago #saying she’s noticed some ‘suspicious activity’ with proctorio recordings of us from our first quiz #and basically saying to make sure we show our desk/workspace to the camera before taking quizzes and exams #and giving everyone a warning that if anyone is flagged for sus behavior/she’ll make them take a new test with new questions #I mean I know I didn’t cheat and kept my eyes on my computer and won’t be doing anything that’ll flag me #but I’ve never had a professor for an online class be this fucking strict with proctorio for quizzes/exams #I’ve never had to flip my whole ass laptop to show a strict ass professor my desk/workspace to prove I’m not cheating before #I also work and will take quizzes/exams in my dad’s office which has his computers (but he turns them off after he’s done with work) #so like is this bitch gonna yell at me cuz I’m in my dad’s office that has 2 computers in the room?? is she gonna be that strict?? #I need to calm down somehow… I’ll probably distract myself with YouTube and play some splatoon #jazz uses curse! 💜