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seethesunny · 13 days

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Fic writing meme

Doing this again, this time tagged by the one and only @hypnotisedfireflies, thank you soooo much Chica! 💗

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

45! Forty-five! Mind you, it's been only a year since I came back to the gig lol

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

A very humble 260, 213 amount of words I've offered y'all 🤲🏼

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Again, I have to be in the right mindset (aka brainrot) to write for something, and The Last Of Us already got that space occupied for now 🫡

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

It is late now, I'm a bit tired; the sky is irritated by stars. (And I love you, I love you, I love you.) — first installment in my Jackson series, Tess lives au, and a sick fic all in one, TLOU.

hoax — that one rapple fic about them coming to term with non expressed feelings, EAH.

it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world — the second installment in my Jackson series, 10k words being a Tess’s character study, TLOU.

I was lost within the darkness (until I found you) — family prompts fic collection, TLOU.

two slow dancers (last ones out) — ficlet collection centered around Joel and Tess with a variety of ratings, genres, and universes; aka my dumping ground, mind the warning. TLOU.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Always do and always will. They’re precious and important 🥹

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Whumptober is the outright answer. However, any of my canon compliant fic (joel misses his apocalypse wife) can fill that spot. Some of the ones in the ficlet collection are pretty tragic and grim, so angst is adjacent to it.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Those would be the ones where I'm delusional correct and Tess is alive and thriving 🫡

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I rarely get the normal type, so no. Luckily, no one is hating on my fics and if they do, I'm not aware 😝

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Uhhhhh yes, actually embarrassing the amount of pwp that has been posted bc I don't have self-control 🧍🏽‍♀️The kind ranges from very sad poetic introspective work to reallyyyy kinky nasty stuff. Idk what that says about me, and neither I care.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I don't vibe with them, sorry.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Again, no, as far as I can remember. But that's never cool, so don't even think about it. I vibe with so many things but not that :/

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope! I had the idea to translate my own stuff to Spanish, but there wasn't an audience for that.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Tap into tlou time loop madness co-written by @tessaservopoulos and yours truly <3 we have more stuff coming up next, so stay tuned.

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Nice try, I don't have favorites

I say, as I shove a picture of Tess and Joel into my front pocket.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Staring at my graveyard of multichapter fics that are on creative hell: for starters-

16. What are your writing strengths?

I'm very good at conceptual/poetic stuff. I'm a control freak (complimentary). I would die if I didn't nail characterization. AUs. Uhhhh babyfic. Compelling ambience.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Pursuing multichapter storytelling. I'm a control freak (derogatory). Dialogue. I can get too much inside my head. Not writing in my mother tongue, so not the best vocabulary. Writing when I'm sleepy (a sin).

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

For the love of God, do not use Google translate and take the time to consult the language you're gonna use if it's gonna be a recurring thing 🫶🏼 all my respect and love to writers who get to do their research, y'all are doing amazing sweetie.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

I used to (terribly) write anything I could get my hands on, so no idea? Could've been anime to a very niche flash game from the 2010s.

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

I'm never ever toping this tribute to flutterings. If I ever leave, I hope my legacy is this work, and it continues to haunt readers forever and ever and ever 🫶🏼

Tagging fellow talented peeps: @tessaservopoulos @beerandyarn @wardenannie @vaelyrians @ammotraguslervia @electricbluebutterflies

#tagged #my writing #about me #fic writing meme

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simmonsized · 2 years

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I giggled so hard at:

He cannot (will not) stop following after Bro Strider like a lost dog after a bone no this will not change

God, I love their silly dynamic. Glad it won’t change, these two crack me up. Also Bro trying to get himself killed… dude…. Honestly, I would say he’s fucked up but we all know that. He got something wrong up there.

Those were great, as always. Silly stuff is my jam, yk?

It’s mom-londe time!! I cannot stress enough how much I love her. All the lalondes’ are great :)

Bro sure is a fucked up guy, with a strange sense of humor, and potentially kind of sideways ideas about what he wants! But he's fine. They're fine now! I am glad you are having fun, I try to mix some genuine thoughts with my sillier things thrown in but it's kind of embarrassing haha.

Me, every time I make one of these: "this isn't going to be a meta post"

Mom Lalonde!! Momlonde!

Tbh she was really difficult for me at first because of the kind of... Mm capricious nature of her "personality" and also the fact that she's standing up against her (best friend) only competition for parenthood and it's like. Lol bro strider (dadbert doesn't count obviously bc he's dad). But this isn't a meta post, it's for silly headcanons, and I've got time for that! (apologies im writing this before bed and will probably draft it for tomorrow) warning we are going to talk about some downer stuff but I hope I make up for it! (cw alcoholism)

Okay first of all Mom is??? Weirdly tall. Have you ever looked at their goo sprites??? Am I the only one who stared at their ecto sprites and put them side by side no okay cool

Her favorite color is pink!!!!

She is still using that same bedspread from childhood that's canon I just think it's so funny

This lady loves wizards so fucking much

There is no way she has not played DnD

Was Harley's Skaianet protege which drove a wedge between her and Bro early on

Started drinking around 15 due to lack of proper supervision and like, no control

Has been to cool-leg (college)

Recovering alcoholic

I know we don't see Mom for the first little while in rng and okay we're getting into obviously behind-the-curtain bs but this fic was never supposed to get past 45k so yes the beginning is a little rushed BUT

She was trying really fucking hard to get sober and having a shit awful time

I think it would actually be really hard for her to change; Roxy (kid) is a resilient, kind person, but Mom has spent more of her life drinking than Roxy has been alive, and these things take time. Still, she wasn't willing to give up, I imagine, if only because Roxy (little) probably asked her to

I don't think Rose would be brave enough to confront her mother, not yet. When it comes down to it, she's deeply ashamed of her own behavior, but also not as ready to dismiss her upbringing (previous excuses being that her mom was a lonely, single parent) now that she's not dead.

This woman has probably bought every shade of black lipstick in existence to find the one that works for her

Mom boxed in college, for money (and fun!!), and before she lost contact with Bro, he would like, go with her and just "support her' in his weird way

She's probably broken a few fingers in her day, but it just makes her even stronger

She can tenderly cradle Bro Strider like a newborn infant because she is so fucking strong

Jake Harley taught her how to shoot

Nanna has tried to teach her to cook no less than 5 times and has never worked

Her specialty is hangover food

She is trying so hard not to swear in front of her kids this is just something I see in the fandom a lot and it was so funny and sweet I adopted it

Tbh Mom is actually pretty fucking manipulative like if we get down to it she uses her smiles and cheer to corral people into doing stuff for her and it almost always works

She knows this and does it anyway

I think that she was probably super mad at bro and like does she really know everything no of course not but she knows he was fucked in the head and while I think she's oblivious to a point, she knows something is Wrong

But she's mad at him for not contacting her sooner, for falling out with her in the first place, for leaving her behind with Grandpa when she had no one else to turn to as a teen

G.pa is the one who taught her to drive (bro learned from nanna, and then later from [redacted])

Yes her driving with one hand on the middle peg is actually based on a thing that happened to me in the car once I was dying the whole time

She desperately wants to paint Bro's fingernails but he will not sit still long enough to let her

Her idea of apologizing (much like Bro) is to shower people in gifts, and I do wonder if this stems with their fraught relationship with the other beta guardians, particularly grandpa (yes I am aware this is my au I'm just saying)

In fact I am so certain of her tendency towards giving Rose gifts that it makes Rose deeply uncomfortable, almost to the point where she straight up thought her mother was mocking her relentlessly

I think about Rose a lot that's all

She probably has a name for each of those cats and forgets it every single day but when she "makes up" a name again it's coincidentally the same one

She taught Rose how to ice skate on the pond near their house back when Rose was real little, before things got too bad

Her current pride and joy is that minivan she has always wanted a minivan a la large family

Bro will complain til the cows come home but I really think he'd only be willing to ride shotgun if she was driving, though obviously he'd prefer she not be driving at all

She is right-handed, but bats left

Definitely used to walk around the lab with baby Rose strapped to her front, whether she did anything I'll leave to you

That pink shirt hanging out of bro's old suitcase did in fact used to belong to her; when they would travel before they'd share a suitcase

She was a black cat for Halloween every year until she turned 15

She has never heard Bro talk in his sleep bc (forgot to mention this before) when he had Cal, he did not, in fact, talk in his sleep :)

But also bc she can sleep through anything lol

And snores

So when they fought for the last time, bro literally upended the entire suitcase, dumped all her shit(and quite frankly most of his) out onto the floor and then took it and left

Their last big fight was about the house in Rainbow Falls

This lady has all the data for every meteor shower recorded for every year from 1910 until 2012 and has never in her life heard of Proper Data Entry Management

Whats a spreadsheet, Dirk??? How do you spread the sheets Dirk???

Y'all ever see historical recorded data for a buoy before??? That's what we're working with

I think she and Roxy unironically like spending time together. I think Mom was probably more likely freaked at first, but seeing Roxy learn to control her own impulses and admit she had a problem so young really helped her overcome a lot internalized bullshit

Sometimes when she's feeling anxious or sad she holds a martini glass, but she never drinks out of it, not even water

Has definitely had at least one of her teeth knocked out (boxing), but you will never know except she's got fake replacements

Not really above lying for someone else's sake, but mostly would just prefer the easier path if it means avoiding hurting someone's feelings

Has a tendency towards infantalizing the kids but it's hard to tell where she means it to come from -- quite frankly a lot of it stems from the fact that she hasn't talked to anyone sober in years

The other thing is that the last time she Rose she was only 13 still

I remember someone bringing up to me that they were shocked when I mentioned maybe mom could have resented Rose a little while she was growing up and like. I have no doubt she loves her deeply, but it's so hard to put into words the complex problems that go into raising a child at the expense of the loss of essentially your own childhood and especially your young adulthood

This is a little too meta for a silly headcanons post lol I just think Mom is neat

Mom has always wanted to try something like hobby boat racing

#gosh this is long #i have to wait til laptop to put readmore and post apologies #so by the time you do that i will have done that probably #momlonde things i suppose I'm sorry i hope this is! anything #the run and go fic #this is kind of embarrassing i feel like i am just giving people little photo copies of my heart on my sleeve heh

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fr3akinthecorner · 6 months

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hey qt sorry 4 ignoring u its ok are u safe? I feel kind of safe why? bc I'm just in my room why nvm what nvm tell me this phone is heavy you're very beautiful I love u ok he's dead shirogane no! I said sorry he's not even here what?? that wasn't him I'm getting confused now ok so no it was jisung oh ok why did he get mad? bc he's stupid why did u call shirogane? bc I thought he got mad at me oh on

ok so ur just chilling with broken hands? yea I guess they must really be broken are u ok? u look nervous I'm fine... ok so why couldn't u write earlier? idk it was writers block tbh kinda frustrating do u like ur writing? yea I suppose but it's nothing special to me I mean... it's important u always say the right things thank u thats really sweet I always feel like I'm gonna fuck up when I talk to u why? bc ur a boy I like oh so

u like me? yea whole lot turn ur clicks off no u have changed quite a bit u used to be funnier oh ok well im not in a good mood... oh ok ao

so u like shirogane more than me? I haven't decided I mean it's hard for me to choose I thought u knew that? I do know that but you're so boring now when u play Manga u used to be more exciting oh well if u don't like me anymore then just stop talking to me see!! that's what I mean that's what I like ok so I did like it until u fixed the typo yea but u didn't move either ok so ur always right right? no promise it's not like that do u like your city? they don't like me so I say no why don't they like u? they don't say why ok so ur sad? yes why? could be any reason but idk I think shirogane knows why oh ok do u want to talk to him instead no we can talk but why are u being so mean to me? bc ur different now... what u used to be a while lot meaner when ur saying that u was different really? yes u sent me to hell really? yes lol ur funny that was even funny ok.... why are u upset im upset bc u told me to be a boy all day and it wasn't even true but it kinda makes sense now why? I'm sorry do u want to stop? not really u want to get high? why does it matter? ur fighting to look good I know u are I guess why are u upset bc u upset me very much I feel like your little sister or something u are my little sister... no? I don't think I am yes u are fr but ur not how am I your sister? x

bc u are! fr fr? yes ok then thata why I'm upset I feel a lot of pressure from u to be someone whose always doing and being things exactly how u want them to be ok so ur just gonna type type type and not read I don't need to read ok well maybe u should why? bc there's something up there it says I love u oh ok do u love me too yes but right now it's hard what? to love u why? bc u were so insulting and mean to me but I don't even remember about what ok so ur just being childish maybe... ur a child this isn't fun im going to bed goodnight keeho wait ily ily 2💝

#keeho

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shadowlight25 · 2 years

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Am I trippin or did archer girl's bro still move after namra had snapped his neck?🤔 I almost feel like he could be one of the others who she is talking about in the end. And that's why baresu smiles at the end. Bc personally I feel that cheonsang is not dead!! But they won't show us that right away if that makes sense. So its another familiar face. All the other people we know in the group died as regular zombies being bombed. She also mentions it was other students who managed to get away from the school so new characters?!? I thought they were all dead besides them lol. They must have survived on dead animals since they show us the ones on the street...Gwinam has to be dead bc his arc already finished and it would be tiring to still have him as a villain. Him being on top of cheonsang is the reason why the latter lived. No body no corpse! All we see is the name tag and a hand that could be anyone's. You can't tell with all that ash.

Why the heck did they never show cheonsang's dad?! That made no sense and it's like he didn't even mention him. Only the mom was put importance.

No slander towards Jimin for abandoning girlie!! She got scared and the zombie was coming straight at them. Unless the leg is broken than she should have tried to get up on her own. Weakness will only get you, the other person or both killed. I disliked people talking about karma when she could have still died regardless if she did the good deed. The only person who got deserved karma was nayeon. Sadly Jimin became the thing she wanted to kill.

Nayeon....tell me why her death was so weak bruh. They show us the whole flashback of the teacher telling her to go back to save the others and she dies three seconds later. I wanted her to get close to the gang to get them snacks at least and then she could die. I thought she would come back as hambie.

Why did they kill the dad of onjo so quickly...I couldn't even feel really nothing when he died or the reunion bc they gave us no time to savor the moment. But he did get her to safety even tho I feel like he could have avoided getting bit and lasting a bit more. It's like the show wanted to take turns hurting onjo and then cheonsang like....

The new enemy will be the military or whatever else organization that one man is a part of. He is sus and I think they are gonna test on the teachers son/wife to possibly create hambies of their own to combat the virus. The crazy hambie chic is nowhere to be found....

I think archer girl's bro shouldn't have died yet either....it should have been pink sweater girl bc of how clumsy she is. It wasn't necessary for them to all the lose someone very close. This also was a short lived reunion.

They never did show us the teacher again...he has to be a hambie.

Fuck ms park!! There is not excusing that blatant undeserved murder. I don't care if your the teacher. I hate how she let that slide. Don't care she died.

I think the only time I was mad at namra was when she was snapping necks and didn't mention this to the rest bc it seemed as if she noticed how to kill them the right way.

How the heck that baby survive that long 🤣 and with out making a peep.

Oh and what was the thing with onjo thinking stuff was salty?!?

Im sorry but baresu was goofy for wanting to get bit by namra like what 🤣... There is no guarantee u will be a hambie and you are one of the most valuable in the group.

Boy on rooftop is trash!! I hope he actually turned into a regular zombie. It's not the rest of the worlds fault that you were bullied. He was ok until he didn't say nothing about the rest of the kids behind the door. The crazy girlie too. She fucked up the chance for the kids to leave. The teacher also isn't excused for causing this shit all to happen.

Bring on season 2!!

#all of us are dead #Netflix

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liefsnadine · 2 years

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Here's a message to make sure you'd wake up with a smile tomorrow. I'll probably still be asleep by the time you'd wake up so that's why I felt like sending you this little, not so little message right now. I already spammed you on snap and send you too many words as well, but idk I still feel like doing this. A couple of months ago I didn't know about your existence. Nowadays you already mean the world to me. You already know the words I'm about to say, bc I've said them several times, but your followers don't. That's another reason this message is written in English while it might just as well have been written in Dutch. We never met even though we might have without knowing at one of the many concerts we went to. Yet I can already say quiet some about you. There's still a lot to discover, but I've been blessed with the chance to get to know you a bit, to learn to understand you a bit, to see how pure your soul is, that you're filled with love, kindness and the right intentions to make others feel better even though you'd like to joke around and be annoying as well. You've got such a big heart and it's entirely made of gold. Idk if it's broken or full of cracks or whatever. All I know is that this heart is so beautiful that mine is saying if anyone tries to hurt her, I'll jump around it to protect that heart. It's a heart I already deeply care for, a heart that shines bright and a heart anyone is lucky to have. Having this girl with this heart in life is a blessing. Whether that's as family, a lover or a friend. We don't know each other for that long, but I already know that you're someone special, someone you just won't find on every corner, someone who's worth anything. If I was L'Oréal I'd be her sponsor, because she's worth it. A beautiful special soul and she's not just a sweetheart, she's also pretty funny and hella cool and not to forget a cutie at times. I'm thankful for her existence and lucky to know her. I hope this little, not so little, message makes her unable to stop smiling. I hope it makes her day start off with a smile after whatever made her go to sleep with something that probably wasn't. So I'm not just telling her, I'm also telling you reading this right now, what an amazing person you're following / have stumbled upon. So if you have any nice words spare for her, don't hesitate and send her an anon, because she deserves those kind words more than anyone.

Even though you said it would never be too much I still hope this ain't too much, since this all is quiet a big thing. It's not like I'd open up like this and send these kinda messages on a daily basis, but right now I felt like I had to, so I did. You're such a beautiful person, both from the outside as from within. So whatever made you mad, know that you're way better than that, know that you're loved, simply for who you are. Never forget that you're such a lovely person and screw those who take that for granted. I'm not a magician nor a superhero (even though I wish and sometimes pretend to be xD), but I'll do whatever I can to keep that heart of yours in the beautiful state it's in. So just keep being you, know you're never alone and start this new day of a new week in a new year off with that bright little smile of yours.

Much love from your friendly neighborhood loser (not Spider-Man and not really from the neighborhood either now I think about it, but well lol), talk to you tomorrow <3

I don’t even know how to answer this. This is just tooo sweet, damn 🥺🥰 I’m sending you all the love there is💜

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