#I think this is my fourth move

[leggypuppy]

I'd recommend you:

1. Grab a Weapon/connections as soon as you can

2. Run Away

It's not just to replicate struggle, but also being hunted. You're likely to do better if you grab what friends/items you need and fuck off immediately. Don't be afraid to spend years, you have 77 of those.

I'd also remind you that Wounds are GREAT sources of Winter for Vaults and that you should prioritize leveling your Edge because it works damn near everywhere.

it's good to know that the tactics I was already leaning towards match up with this advice- good game design encourages you into the mode of play the game intends!

unfortunately in my attempt just now, the Moment I managed to grab a weapon it instantly got yoinked off me by the reckoners so that fuckin sucked. I guess accepting the heavy lean on rng would help me not Explode with rage but hoo boi

also I seem to remember the first several times I played, I like. ended up running out of places to run away to almost every time. Maybe that is on purpose, maybe I leant a bit too hard into Running Away? who knows anyway good to know I could technically go back to where I left off and it not automatically be a loss

#Cultist Simulator: Exile #cultist simulator #cultsim #Weather Factory #I got an Icon a Lionhunter Rifle with two shots and Lalla #and I am currently in Kaunas with No Money #I think this is my fourth move #maybe fifth #and I got uuhhh 38 Years left? being afraid to spend them is the Opposite of my issue #any more specific advice would actually be really appreciated I don't like floundering like this #like is fighting the reckoners even worth it #are operations even worth it #or should I sell Years and focus on gathering enough resources to kill the Foe/Obscurity to hide and book it literally wherever possible

[geronimomo-spd]

me and my friend reached the understanding that Spock and Mork represent the two esges of the autism spectrume (alien autism if you wish XD) so i made this timeline for, if every doctor is more of a Spock, or more of a Mork

here is a more detailed graph, seeing which doctor feels like mork, acts like spock, or acts like mork and feels like spock, ecetera!

#doctor who #fave #dw #mork & mindy #mork from ork #star trek tos #mr spock #this took a suprising amout of time to think over but i am pretty confident at my findings! #my pure concusion: that the Doctor as a whole is more of as mork then spock #10 moves a little to morew of the spock side in between the two of these but i like it #2 is the morsiet mork to have ever morked #11 is so mork its insane and has that vibe. he acts a lot like him #and 8 really REALLY wants to be mork so he feels like mork #it was a real battle to think who was the most Spock like doctor #3 and 1 were fighting about it in my brain #first doctor #second doctor #third doctor #fourth doctor #fifth doctor #sixth doctor #seventh doctor #eighth doctor #ninth doctor #tenth doctor #eleventh doctor #twelth doctor #thirteenth doctor #the spock to mork scale #spock to mork scale

[wyldhunt]

There, in dim firelight, you see him for what he really is: a vampire. A slave to sanguine hunger. This is a gift, you know. I won't forget it.

#baldur's gate #bg3 #bg3edit #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate spoilers #bg3 spoilers #astarion #astarion ancunin #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #gamingedit #vgedit #gamingdaily #my ocs #mygifs #hi i cant stop thinking about the way astarion and tav move in the fourth gif like . Im Unwell #i hc that argus doesn't actually push astarion back #i think he has his hand in astarion's hair and then tugs him off his neck by astarion's roots and tells him he's had enough #argus #FORGOT TO ADD MY OWN BOY'S TAG #this set was supposed to have 9 gifs but thats Too Long for bg 540 px squares like this itd be like making yall scroll the color of the sky #so sadly four gifs got taken out back and shot #im definitely gonna reuse one for a later argus only set #we'll see about the other three

[arionawrites]

dear big sister,

your birthday was this month. i didn't say happy birthday. i don't know how to reach out to you. i don't know how to talk to you. i don't remember the last time you said happy birthday to me. i don't know if you remember when it is. i don't want to assume that you don't but i can't think of a single reason to believe that you do.

dear big sister,

i have two little siblings. i don't know if i should say that i have two little siblings or if i should say that we have two little siblings. one of them is nine and the other is five. neither of them recognize your name when i say it. they are my entire world. they give me reason. grandma called them my kids when i was visiting her last week. i helped raise them as much as i could before moving out and continue to do what i can while going to see them as often as possible. i call. i chaperone field trips. i show up.

dear big sister,

i wish you had shown up. when i was twelve my entire life fell apart and all i wanted was something familiar. you were still familiar despite having moved out two years prior and me hardly seeing you since. i wanted you there, even if it was just to pick me up and take me away for a few hours. i would have loved those hours with you.

dear big sister,

i almost died when i was fourteen. i know you know this. i know dad told you. i know he said no to visitors because i was in the ICU and it was scary and touch-and-go and his intentions were good, he didn't want to overwhelm me or himself or my (our?) little sister, who wasn't even a year old at the time and couldn't understand why she wasn't allowed to lay in bed with me like i always let her do at home. i know you made a post on facebook. i left the hospital. that post was the only thing i got from you.

dear big sister,

i am the big sister now and it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love them with every single piece of who i am. i would do anything in the world to make them feel happy and loved.

dear big sister,

i find it hard not to wonder why you don't love me like that.

dear big sister,

congratulations on getting married. i'm sorry i'm only saying this now. i'm sorry that i'm not saying it to you directly. i didn't know you were getting married until after it already happened.

dear big sister,

i still remember you calling me my senior year of high school and saying you would love to go to my graduation. it was the first time i had spoken to you in at least a year or two. when the call ended, i sat down and i cried because i was so happy. why didn't you call again to tell me you couldn't make it? you had my number. it would have sucked to hear after getting so excited, but i would have understood, and i would have preferred to know ahead of time, even if it would have hurt.

dear big sister,

i can't imagine not going to my (our?) little siblings graduations. i can't imagine not seeing them on their birthdays. i can't imagine spending the holidays without them. going more than a week without seeing them makes me anxious.

dear big sister,

is it me? is that why you never felt like this? is it my fault that you don't love me like i love them? did i do something wrong?

dear big sister,

i don't know when (or if) i'll get married, but i will invite you even though i don't know if you'd actually come. i want you to be there.

dear big sister,

i wanted you to be at my graduation, too.

dear big sister,

i told my therapist that i want to process my traumas and get better, and then i told her that i was scared, too. when she asked me why, i told her that i'm afraid that part of getting better means having conversations i'm afraid to have, conversations that could put strain on my relationships. that i'm scared to track down your number and give you a call and try to explain all of this and have you get angry, get upset, or, worst of all, confirm my worst fears of you having never seen me as a sister at all. my therapist told me that i don't need to have those conversations. she said that i need closure and that there are ways to find closure that don't involve that confrontation.

dear big sister,

i am writing this to you and i hope you never see it. i am trying to find closure to this constant gnawing resentment that only serves to make me feel guilty for being angry. i do not want to be angry. i do not want to resent you.

dear big sister,

happy late birthday.

#ariwrites #chaperoned for my baby sister today #she's in fourth grade #the big sister this post is about moved out when i was in fourth grade #my baby sister is going to remember that when she was in fourth grade i showed up and i wanted to be there #when i look back at fourth grade there are only two things i think of #1. that's the year i decided i want to be an author #and 2. that's the year that this big sister left and never came back #ariwrites: dear [person]

[introspectivememories]

everybody gets on shouto's case for being arrogant before the sports festival but like was he wrong to be arrogant???? if i was trained since 5 and then i enrolled in a school for hero hopefuls who have just started training their quirk, their body, and their minds for the job, god i'd be so fucking arrogant too. everything his peers are learning, shouto already knows!! flying spin kick? boo, boring!! he learned that at six. incorporating your quirk into your fighting? lame, yawn! he's been doing that his whole life. fighting quirkless? his father may be a piece of shit but endeavor is nothing if not thorough.

#am i saying he's right for acting like this? no. #am i saying i understand? yeah #we should've got like a scene where they have to fight quirkless bc #hey what happens when you've exhausted your quirk? or you run into sm1 #with a quirk like mine? think children think #and bakugo still cocky gets paired up with shouto and everyone gathers around to watch #and of course bakugo makes the first move but shouto dodges like he saw it coming #and the bkg makes the second and third and fourth but tdrk keeps dodging and bkg's slowly getting angrier and angrier #and then shouto /moves/. quick as a whip. a punch to the head. a kick to the midsection. he is relentless. #but even through this aizawa can tell shouto's heart isn't really into it. that this is too easy for him. finally it seems likes tdrk gets #tired of playing with bkg and drops down to sweep his legs. bkg goes down with an ungraceful curse. shouto stares down at bkg for a sec b4 #offering his hand and bkg ofc swats it away but the whole class is in awe. how does tdrk just move like that?? how did he just... woahh #anyway bkg gets pissy and is like “you looking down on me?!” and shouto who hasn't even broken a sweat just goes #“you didn't even put up enough of a fight for me to look down on you.” #anyway tdrk shouto you will always be my favorite prodigy #shouto todoroki #todoroki shouto #bnha

[classicsonic]

featuring the skull

#first and fourth are from the cerberus boss fight‚ second is from the fucking #subway. with the corpse of king minos #and the third is from me starting something wicked (and immediately having to stop because i had to move my laptop </3) #image #blooper! #ultrakill #i think im just going to add onto this post in the future if i make more of these (which i almost definitely will)

[monotonepinocchio]

For all that was said Of where we'd end up at the end of it When the heart would cease Ours never knew peace What good would it be on the far side of things? It was too soon When that part of you was ripped away A grip taking hold Like a cancer that grows Each piece of your body that it takes

#art of p #lies of p #carlo lies of p #romeo lies of p #romeo king of puppets #carmeo #carlo x romeo #i was supposed to put the bet by rio romeo song because thats initially the inspo that took me into painting this #but francesca by hozier also worked out better because of the lyrics + the dante's inferno theme #its generally Just Hell in this context though #something something they live in hellfire even though their ergo will never unite #even though carlo's soul will never come back right #got me thinking about how much carlo and romeo loved each other so much #and like #they only really had each other growing up #which is crazy to me that they were technically everything to each other #gepetto is suck #god this game got me and i still get my ass beat #i havent moved past the fourth checkpoint tho LOL #good lord #hozier

[tsunami-of-tears]

I FINISHED FOURTH WING AND I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS!!!

Spoilerssssss 😭🤯

It’s basically how to train your dragon x Harry Potter (no complaints)

Also giving such vampire academy vibes (which was my first love. Adrian was the first book boyfriend IYKYK)

Heartbroken over Dain being the biggest traitor in the end - I knew something was sus when his dad gave Xaden the posting he’d mentioned to Violet

Why did it take my girl so long to figure out killing the venin = killing the wyvern??? I assumed as much when she first mentioned the fable

Liam 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Her powers are so badass ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️

I KNEW THAT IT WOULD BE BRENNAN IN THE END, as soon as the healer’s name was omitted I just knew

Tairn is such a grumpy thing I love him

Andarna is THE CUTEST I love her so much

The banter between the dragons is so great, I love that they are basically big cats

And the way friendships are written 🥹🫶🏻 love love love

LIAM 😭😭😭

DAIN 🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️

Can’t wait for Xaden to GROVEL. Get on your knees son

It’s just so fucking good, I can’t believe I have to wait until tomorrow afternoon to start the next one 😭

#fourth wing reaction #seriously I’m obsessed #Xaden kinda broke my heart too but I think he could easily redeem himself #move over batboys #please message me about this seriessssss

[khunvegas]

tinn might have waited for 2 years and then some to kiss gun but you best believe my little man fourth was cheering for finally getting his kiss. the crowd cheered.

#fourth is the king of physical touch in that set #always trying to kiss gem at every chance he gets #so this is him winning #no. this is not me shipping #this is me stating a fact #that fourth is a menace and this is as far as he's gonna get #anyways. what a way end an outstanding show #a round of applause. #636272727/10 #it's been three days and i don't think i'll ever move on #my school president #thai bl #thai drama

[catamaris]

your ghost trick art has opened my eyes . hey i need those men to kiss now

THANK YOU i'm glad to hear that. they have so many things wrong with them and it hurts to watch sometimes but they're so interesting

#catamari post #i think i'm almost at my fourth month being crazy about these two. holy smokes dude #cannot stress this enough. you can do so much with these two #when you move past the mutual guilt and let them heal you open your eyes to their fun (unexplored) dynamic and it's everything to me #or you can make them peep the horrors forever. up to you man #doodled this on my phone a week ago hope u like🫶 #(staring at the camera) platonic or not please consider them

[micamicster]

My belovedd baby boy roommate who only reads erotica (via audiobook while he’s working) and compulsively feeds me whenever I’m in the same room as him has given me a copy of his “favorite book ever” and wants me to read it soso badly. Prayer circle that it doesn’t suck i cant break his heart like that

#it is called. #fourth wing? I think? #he is so excited for me to read it and us to talk about it #the pressure is extremely on #also today I told them they could throw away the post it with my goodbye note from the last time I stayed here (2 months ago) #when I saw them carefully moving it so they could clean the fridge and then carefully replacing it #and instead they were like :( we want to keep it we love it :( don’t u dare throw it away :( #(it is a post it note that says bye) #and i was like 🥹🥹🥹 I love you guys im gonna cry #so the POINT is I can’t tell him his fav book sucks

[nerosdayinanime]

i really hope i actually wrote it down somewhere.. back when i was really into the clan au i had an idea for an offshoot where giyuu goes on a escort/guard mission for a high-profile merchant that was passing thru their southern valley & ended up coming home w more shinobi than he left with

something something he was idly chatting with one of the caravan workers & instinctually launched out to catch a lady who was about to break her face on the ground. that lady was suma. cue the grateful waterworks that immediately turns to complaining about why she was running so fast she tripped, very quickly stopped when she noticed how soft the fur on his cloak was and started complimenting him on that before makio eventually showed up and dragged her off. Very Confused Giyuu left in their wake

later on a big buff guy stopped by to talk to him, tengen thanking him for helping one of his wives out that turned into a neat little conversation & an invitation to chat w the whole group sometime when hes free. giyuu ended up making friends with the quartet and found that they were Uzuis who fled their clan because they disliked the harsh training practices & what it meant for their future, so he ended up offering a spot in his clan for them. they accepted and once his mission was over they follow him back to the tomioka clan compound & yadda yadda bam theyre Tomiokas now, new clan ensemble and whatnot

#loserboy giyuu posting #kny clan au #kny clan au: tomioka #kny clan au: uzui #i dont think i got any further than that #my bedtime stories on it were mostly about the first introduction bit w suma #now vaugely thinking about them all cozied up in thick winter suits like little kids bc theyre not used to the cold of the mountain #& following giyuu around like lost ducklings until they find their standing #ouh wait they meet The Pack. sabito & tengen being stupid w eachother & roping giyuu into it while makomo & makio goad them on #hehe #wait i Think this is part of the branch where tomi-daki are friendlyclose #i dont remember now #oh well #eventual Giyuu Fourth Wife but i never got that far before i moved to other ideas (shina-tomi alliance came after this did im p sure)

[tempestclerics]

maybe i actually have learned some resilience across the past year because it truly has been a Day but. feeling more even keeled about it than i was expecting and that's a win

#sola said #anyway if anyone was thinking about the killer five-hit combo schedule of #moving everything they own from a fourth floor walkup to a third floor walkup (my phone says i walked One Hundred Thirty Two flights #of stairs and more than five miles today) #forgetting to eat lunch because of said moving #being very Perceived/vulnerable about writing in seminar for a couple hours #racing traffic and also literally sprinting through an airport only to still not make the flight #and then the rebooked flight getting very delayed #i can't in good conscience recommend it #i am so tired but soon i will be home and be able to sleep. for a very long time. #i am very grateful for friends chatting at the breakfast table and friends willing to climb a lot of stairs to help me move #and i'm counting those wins. especially the fact that i am very physically tired but not nearly as emotionally wiped as i think i could be #considering. everything. especially the moving.

[thespineoftherighteous]

okay I need to stop thinking about this because well. for one it's not going to change anything and two I don't KNOW what it's going to be like yet so I could be freaking out over nothing

#I think my concluding thought is that i kind of just hope it's...not forgettable necessarily‚ but easy to move on from #like I hope that once it comes out I can read it and enjoy it and then eventually it kind of falls to the background #and aftg stays aftg. not aftg+tsc #like I don't want it to be The Fourth Aftg Book. I want it to be. the book that you can read after the trilogy if you feel like more conten #amén

[xuanelle]

war is hell (loving a character and hating their most popular ship)

#i love most of the popular hq ships like kageh.ina and boka.ka move me but oh my g-d I don't think #i will ever understand why upon seeing their shared six panels together people ship at.sumu and sa.kusa #i love ats.umu dearly and it's hell out here #WDYM THEY'RE THE FOURTH MOST POPULAR THEY HAVE SIX PANELS OF BICKERING BC THEY'RE TEAMMATES #12K FIC. AND FOR WHAT.

[trans-estinien]

i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.

#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY???????????? #can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before #is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people #i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this #was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something #“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT???? #bruh i can barely make eye contact w people... #my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever. #i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries #“men dont smile at people.” well they should. #ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet #“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART #i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself #i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit. #at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are #my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing #im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that #shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them #i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like #in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves. #its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like. #regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like??? #you can do what you want???? why do we care???? #and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism #i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people. #i cant wrap my head around it at all #not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing #(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way) #unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason