#I think I just need a sideblog to talk about levi atp

[bachibabe]

I didn’t expect this Levi rant to get this long but here we are

I really just don’t know the words to use to describe how deeply I love and care for levi like it’s actually so very frustrating. I hate how much space he takes up in my brain on a daily basis. And like, I just want to love and care for him forever. Take him out for nice meals and make sure he’s not stressing himself out too bad.

He was my first ever comfort character. Ever since I first watched aot in middle school he has been. And over the years my love for him has like changed and grown as I’ve changed and grown as a person too and it’s just very strange for me. Like when I was younger I more so just looked up to him and wanted to be like him. To live like a person who lives in the future instead of the past. And it was more like childish puppy love back then. But now as I’ve become older and grown into a person that I’ve become more proud of my love for him has changed into something so deep and meaningful to me. Like, it’s really grown into something that takes on a life of its own, if that makes sense.

I just. He’s so important to me. And I hate him. And he needs to die cause I shouldn’t be feeling mushy like this.

#♡ chats !! #☁︎.𖥔 ݁ ˖ wifey notes !! #I have also been unable to stop thinking about actor au levi #I think it’s an illness at this point BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!!! #I NEED HIM DEAD #I NEED HIM TO PULL OUT MY HEART AND HOLD IT CLOSE TO HIM #LIKE WHY AM I JUST THINKING OF RANDOM HC ABOUT HIM (that aren’t hcs btw cause I’m his wife and I know personally) AS I JUST GO ABOUT MY DAY #AND ITS JUST DUMB STUFF LIKE HIS TASTE IN MUSIC OR HIS FAVOURITE SCENTS #CAUSE I KNOW HIM PERSONALLY #they will stay safely in the drafts until I die. thank you very much #I think I just need a sideblog to talk about levi atp #I hope he’s having a great day