#I probably did many mistakes

[harvestmoth]

get rejuv blasted again!! only this time i have like a three week backlog of things i forgot to post here

#so ill be posting all of that all at once ^_^ bare with me #yea sorry most of this is glitter girl again. i hate her #anyways where did i post all of this before? twitter! i have made a terrible mistake. #bro its so scary over there. theres so many people over there and theyre all so so nice what the hell. #i mean there’s probably a bunch of awful ones too but i only went there to look at pretty rejuv art and to post my random idiocy there also #but anyways. all the people there are so cool theyre so awesome i love all of their art so bad #its soso so scary though i am terrified daily of that place #ill never hit it but if i hit 100 followers there im deactivating immediately #only reason i havent yet is because my friend would yell at me and i wouldnt be able to look at the cool art anymore #anywqys wahoo yahey yippe yay pokemon rejuvenation wee #pokemon rejuvenation

[radioroxx]

yargh. complicated characters save me complicated characters…

#im thinking about ceroba… #im thinking about how ive seen so many ppl (in ‘hot takes’) call her a bad mother for what she did to kanako #and im thinking about how its. silly to base the entire view of her as a character around one mistake #yes sure a very BIG mistake but still one mistake #i dont know if i would even say shes a bad mom. to do so would require me to make some kind of criteria to actually define #what MAKES a bad person #ive spoken before to a friend about how our concepts of good and bad as a whole r subjective anyway #but thats besides the point #i think ceroba as a interesting character becauseee of her mistakes because of her flaws #i think (er. KNOW) that she was a very caring mother. she loved kanako lots lots lots and did everything in her power to fix that mistake #but that doesnt take away that it still happened #im just rambling at this point. nonsense probably #but i think the reason i dislike the bad mom ceroba takes so much is that its reduction to her character in a way… #and that it cant and shouldnt rlly speak to her characterization before and after. yknow the incident #sorry thats a big mess….. i have thoughts i dont know how to speak them #i could say the same abt the other characters too… how ppl like to equate their whole view of a char #to only a few moments with that char #weve forgotten star tried briefly to take clovers soul </3 but oh well #ok im done jfkdkd this is disorganized

[nostalgia-tblr]

i've been trying to Do Tumblr Correctly and only Like posts so I can return later and Reblog them but I don't remember to do the Reblogging and some of the Likes were just in case I did so my Likes page is as unhelpful as it was before but now I also feel the loss of Liking things just to show whoever posted it that that I saw it.

Also I must say I am, in general, not a fan of the Tumblr Use Rules that you only find out about when people tell you off for not following them.

#i saw someone blame AO3 non-commenting on tumblr's “DO NOT add your thoughts to the OP except in tags!” rule once #which apparently teaches The Youth Of Today that their thoughts are not wanted and will only annoy the OP? idk does it? TELL ME O YOUTHS!! #that said the person who reblogged and added that they can't find Fucked Up Shit on AO3 when looking in the wrong tags #is less irritating than the HUNDREDS of people who have since reblogged to point out their mistake in the tags #wish someone would reblog and tell them that ON THE POST so i could have peace (hang on I could do that myself couldn't i?) #probably too late now anyway - too many versions without that addition to reblog and tag with “lol skill issue” LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DID #...sorry i clearly have something here i need to work through #mostly my fear of making Popular Tumblr Posts (“popular” here means > 100 notes btw) #they never die you know! five years later they will reactivate and your notifications will fill up all over again! oh what a lark! #:| #tumblr

[sleepdepravity]

Oh, i feel the same (from what i’ve seen so far) and i guess in this hypothetical, while you could sort of touch on these qualities in the one chapter that he’d be alive, you wouldnt really get the deep character development that (i assume) will come (at most its something like a realization he can have thanks to kaede that will be a bittersweet conclusion to his life). But sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the sake of playing a spunky lesbian piano girl

#malky plays games #spectershaped #in the end like. stories are what you make them. #the creators have full power over what they create and the themes they choose to pursue #and they decided to not let the true protagonist be spunky piano lesbian. cowards. #dangan ronpa v3 #anyways of course im talking about all this on a doylist perspective #rather than watsonian #so such a hypothetical would probably require many differences to character and plot maybe #…i had a sudden thought just now about. what *if* everybody votes for the wrong guy #and monobear executes them anyways. and you switch perspectives to the real murderer who is like #‘um. what. uh. what do i do now.’ #‘did monobear make a mistake…? or does he not actually care about who’s the murderer??’ #‘do i tell the others that im a murderer??????’ #extremely different game. but i think it woukd be hilarious.

[cutneteel]

meh

#if I tell everything in the tags would that make everything okay #fuck it this is Tumblr I can't have shit anymore #it's 3:25 am by the time i'm writing ts #I want to rip my skin out #everything sucks I can't think I hate it #what should I do tomorrow #everybody is probably tired of me now I can't do it #what should I do what should I do I don't know #I can't even look at somebody in the eye i'm a goddamn coward #when will I be able to get used to it. it's been 6 fucking years #I can't do it I don't want to wait I hate waiting everything sucks I can't #also I think I broke my neck (I already did) #I be moaning over something that's already over fuck this #monday's gonna suck #it happened before I can go through it again? #I don't want to face my classmates and other people what if I got cuffed again #I need to stop thinking it's gonna be over before I knew it please Lord help me please #I don't have to see these people again (hopefully) #they'll just mocked me because i'm an absolute fucking retard who can't even make eye contact with someone before looking away #I have to get used to it. I need to please #it's hot #I made too many fucking mistakes I can't do it #at least it's not as bad (it is) #oh yeah ofc my fucking brother turns on the goddamn heat lmao shoot yourself

[11syrups]

HERE, have some old art I did for a friend while I finish something else…for a friend

#this is from like…two months ago #as you can see..it’s very old but I still hold it so close to my heart #i did for a friend I really care about as like..part of this whole invitation thing lol #not gonna go into details just know we were having fun #THIS* #i might redraw this someday just to..give myself some peace of mind #URM #this is..the only toh art you will ever get from me probably #ALSO last piece before I indulge in pure p5 madness #(small note this is a tumblr exclusive no one else shall see it mwah mwah) #mainly bc I just don’t want to post it on twt lawl #lumity #the owl house #d0gart2 #let’s count how many times I can make a mistake in the tags number one

[spiderziege]

11 and 14 for the ask game?

11) do you listen to anything while drawing? if so, what?

yes, always! pretty much always music. im pretty bad at multitasking when it comes to that so i barely ever watch like. youtube videos or shows or something while drawing (i do while i crochet or knit, but not while i draw). but i gotta have music

14 was answered here :)

#not gonna lie when you add it up ive probably spend way more time making mcyt fanart than actually watching mcyt #and even while crocheting its gotta be something that doesnt require a lot of brainpower #tried crocheting while watching dunmeshi yesterday and that did not go well i made so many mistakes #ask games

[the-trans-dragon]

Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3

#sorenhoots #sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years #like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful #im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me #the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE. #i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my #capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to #appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3 #my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and #now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe #and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable #symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a #house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a #fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and #shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive #specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays #and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they #didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your #chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all #the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl #out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have #a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her #harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t #other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo #to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty #much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok #sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci #polycule. well i hope they get along!!! #idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or #something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each

[erudipitous]

I'm trying so hard not to obsess over every social interaction I had last weekend

#was at an sca event aimed at women and gender minority fighters #which was great! lots of fun! #however on sunday there were some panels on social justice stuff and i was like #... Im gonna have opinions and if I'm going to be salty about it I should at least attempt to engage and do something about it #so I went #and in fact i had opinions #and I participated very actively in conversations #and of course now I'm like shit did i say too much #was I too annoying #once i get started on a topic I have a hard time containing myself #(it's probably the adhd) #and I wasn't a panelist but I was probably talking about as much as the quietest panelist which is. maybe too much for an audience member? #and mostly I was saying stuff about 'please give people chances to learn and grow' #'don't kick people out for making mistakes' #but now I'm like oh gods did that make it seem like I'm against DEI stuff??? #(I'm sure it did not) #(at worst I was annoying but I'm also young enough to get away with it) #but one of the people on both panels was a really really cool transfem knight who I fought in the tourney the day before #and I really don't want her to think I was trying to be contrary or anything #so many cool people why did I have to rattle my mouth and have Opinions

[polaraffect]

going to finally finish baldur's gate 3 for the first time tomorrow. the journey comes to a close (for about 5 minutes and then inevitably I will start the game again)

#damien.txt #so my first run is probably going to round out at about 70 hours i think #which is. whoooo. a lot of time. especially in.... a week and two days lmaooo #already making plans for my next playthrough lmaoo #definitely doing durge that is trying to be good/defy destiny #havent decided a class yet #and i am thinking abt romancing gale but also like. #astarion is right there... looking at me..... #doesnt even matter that ive seen basically all the durge/astarion scenes via youtube #brain wants to see them in game #but i also want to romance others so 😭😭😭 #also! this time i am going to try my damndest to actually get lae'zel 🙏🙏🙏 #altogether i think itll be a very different playthrough bc i sure did make a lot of mistakes #a lot of death. so much death. so many of the companions died fr its appalling #also also!! hopefully the next run gives me a chance to free orpheus fr because i went and got the hammer #and then never at any point ended up back in the prism??? and i was like well.... i guess we have to commit to helpong the emperor #but like. i went through all the effort to get the hammer. damn. #so. hopefully i get to see that side of things next time #bg3

[winepresswrath]

Neither Team Green or Team Black but a secret third thing Team Aemond. You would think that makes me Team Green but no I just want my boy to have everything and RISE. The amazing family dinner speech! Physically dragging his loser brother to be crowned! The sick ass sapphire eye! The supervillain cackling during the chase! The horror and regret when his nephew does in fact die about it and he realizes he didn't actually want this too late, but no one will ever believe him. Aemond4King

I support you but 100% but I'm currently preoccupied with hoping his mom takes his sister captive at some point and then they have sex about it and he's complicated that scenario for me in ways I'm not yet sure I think are hot.

#there are simply too many charismatic maniacs on this show and also I'm in love with #princess rhaenys #and her husband #not entirely sure if they count as maniacs but probably #my dance card is very full and he arrived late to the ball #I DO like him though way to bully your fourteen year old nephew to death and then be like oh no. i made a mistake 🥺 #and I liked Luke! I've seen people complain that he's simply mini-jace but I don't think that's fair #he's got a desperate streak to him #he doesn't want to be here but if you pick up a rock he'll pick up a knife #and he gets his wish he doesn't inherit because his loved ones outlive him! yay? #honestly despite not being maniacs the baby blacks are very charming to me especially in the context of their family #very normal boys being like this is my stepfather he's also my uncle and father in law. sometimes he beheads people for insulting mommy #like the irony of daemon and Rhaenyra raising their little cousinsib squad of bizzarly normal children who are delighted to all #marry each other is so potent #how the fuck did this happen #excited for their bio children to get lines so we can find out if it's somehow nurture #or valerians and strongs just have very strong normal genes #maybe valerians just raise normal children I think sir show feet proves strong genes are not necessarily normal

[abraxos-and-ataraxia]

Let’s not forget that Rhys locked the IC in velaris for fifty years to protect them and the city (but only those fortunate enough to be inside when he made it a happy prison)

#acotar #rhysand #no wonder the Illyrians backslid into tradition. no one was around to enforce things 🙃 #I say this because I honestly DID forget about it #I’m not saying Rhys is a villain for this #knowing what amarantha would do to velaris? I’d probably consider the same thing #especially with mere SECONDS to make a decision #but I’m not going to brush the negative side of this under the rug #Rhys has shown a definite pattern of making decisions for others with the justification that he knows best #that kind of arrogance is bound to lead to mistakes (and we’ve seen it happen) #feyre’s called him out! many times! because he needs to be held accountable for them #I guess I just don’t like that nesta’s the only one in acosf who tried to hold him accountable (and no one listened so...) #but everybody makes mistakes #I just can’t idolize rhys I guess

[dumbkiwi]

4 am means it's time to clog up your dash with personal posts anyways looking at ppls embroidery and my own realizing both how far ive come and how much more i can still learn/do is very cool. no i dont want to write an email in japanese.

#sel speaks #i started in december of 2019!! which is very funny and conveniently RIGHT BEFORE THE PANDEMIC #which is like. when eveyrone got into it except i got a month of extra practice lol #and to be fair i did my first real piece once i got home #but i found those photos #and like!!! i did get better!!! my stitches are cleaner now! i have a better handle on how to make things look consistent! #and i have made so many mistakes that i didnt realize were mistakes #that made everything warped etc #but ive actually gotten better and thats like. tangible!!!! #at the same time there are so many cool styles that i have yet to try #and i have so much room to grow technically and like from a basic art perspective #(obvs from the art perspective like i'll probably never be able to do like Original Needlepainting which im fine with lol) #anyways this was prompted by me seeing a hoop with some of the cleanest split stitches ever #like at first glance i thought it was machine #but you can see the texture and it's GORGEOUS #and i always thought the fun of filling stitches like that was that it idnt matter what you did #but like. if you plan it out (maybe have direction lines? practice at having more even stitching? invest in a stand?) #it can look SO PRETTY. the design was also like not super flashy it was just so well made #and that's just like. a really good example of an extremely basic thing #like im trying something similar out with my satin stitch ofmd hoop #to copy the style of the landscape artists i see #and i think im doing okay at it? #but doing dense filling like that is definitely more my vibe #might try it out when i do more chainsaw man #although those are all gonna be black and red so it'll probably be hard to see for the all black stuff

[deans-asscot]

God I just knew some ppl would have a field day with that clip of Soldier Boy walking down the streets of NYC. Like plz get a new joke. Ya'll actively choose to ignore signs of insistent, consistent, and persistent growth and instead choose to shove ppl (that u barely even know) into the boxes of their past mistakes. Couldn't be me

#i feel like Jensen knew and did it anyway as a lil eff u i dont give a shit #or he was like ooooh the haters are gunna love this #it is a satirical show after all #the intense scrutiny thrown onto celebs is insane #i know for a fact every single one of us would be canceled for some past mistake weve made #but we're lucky enough to not be famous and have ppl lourd it over us for the rest of our lives #i see growth and if Im being honest hes probably done more for the community than most of us #whether it be just financially through awareness or through moral support to his MANY fans of the community #just facts #anyway i try to avoid the haters so dont come for me #i aint apologizing or defending no one I just think actions epecially insistent consistent persistent speak louder #mine