#I may spend a few hours tonight laying flat on my face praying. Here's hoping I don't fall asleep because I can't even afford to do that.

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#I am about ready to scream #I tend to be pedantic by nature but this is... frustrating even for me #Filling out the financial declaration for the divorce #He'll have his version easy #All he'll have to fill out is the entertainment line #I'm having to calculate each expense. Food and clothes and household cleaning items and... #How much do I spend on clothes in a month? Nothing usually. How much do I spend on clothes in a year? Better question. #Not much. #Also I don't know precisely what God has planned but I am discovering that I will simply not have enough to pay ALL the bills #with the addition of the electric bill. And that's factoring in bonuses which let's face it don't get saved - they go to items that are #needed but by necessity delayed until I have a little extra cash. #I don't know... I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to do this. And I have work waiting but I HAVE to do this first... #I don't... #I may spend a few hours tonight laying flat on my face praying. Here's hoping I don't fall asleep because I can't even afford to do that. #(The courts are going to take one look at this and go “how have you been managing thus far?” #and I'm going to have to shrug and go “Dunno” even though the real answer is “The grace of God” but that's apparently not an acceptable #courtly response) #(>_<)