#I mask because I will only ever allow myself to implode- I will never lash out at another human being

[nocturnalxsaturn]

Masking every day of my god damned life. You’ll tell me to take a load off.

You won’t want me to.

#I mask to keep my thoughts to myself #I mask because I will only ever allow myself to implode- I will never lash out at another human being #I’ll never understand anyone who has even mini outbursts- I couldn’t. I’d start a fight #I mask because I would otherwise be admitted- which doesn’t seem like too bad a thing these days #I mask because my mental illnesses are fucking heavy and asking me if I’m okay is a direct attack on my psyche #I’m Going. Insane. #I can’t even speak about why. #she speaks #mine #personal #schizospec