#I love when people like my tag rambles. like.. bestie which part did you vibe with? which of the thirty seven topics spoke to you?

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#tag talk #storytime sexcapades #I love when people like my tag rambles. like.. bestie which part did you vibe with? which of the thirty seven topics spoke to you? #they love me for my rampant adhd and low verbal filter #where's that post that's like “enjoyed by well over five people worldwide” #anyway. adhd. I don't care if I'm balls deep if I notice your tattoo I'm absolutely going to stop and compliment it and ask about it #thoughts wait for no one. I am absolutely putting everything on hold if I think of a funny joke. sex is literally not that important. #oh shit I remember what I forgot to look up last night. I pulled out my phone for something but I forgot what it was until just now. #looking up what chemicals are actually in poppers. how tf do they work and why do they smell like paint thinner (probably organic solvent) #excuse me while I look up alkyl nitrites now. hmm. I miss chemistry. once I'm mentally stable I wanna go back and finish my degree. #OH IT'S THE ALDEHYDES. THAT'S WHAT YOU SMELL. (aldehydes are a functional group. think like formaldehyde and acetaldehyde) #cause that's one of the decomposition products when it vaporizes at room temperature. that's why it smells like paint thinner. #huh. amyl nitrite is used as an antidote to cyanide poisoning. neat. #anyway. apparently people use it to relax the sphincter muscles. which. eh. I presume it works if people keep doing it? seems weird to me #can't you just learn muscle control? like. face muscles. arm muscles. stomach and back muscles. why not sphincter muscles. idk. #substance use is unlikely when you're just dead set on doing everything yourself and being independent of anything. #like. I have a hard time taking my antidepressants. if I can't even medicate properly what makes you think I'm gonna medicate illicitly. #alcohol doesn't count. that's an acute effect strictly for when I want to sit still for two hours for a movie. that's different. #bye I'm going for a walk it's cloudy and slightly stormy outside

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Pick 5 urls and speak something positive about them. It can be whatever you want

positivity !! okay i’m going to try, but so. many. people. to. throw. love. at. asdfjkl;sdf

@kolhearted honestly are you surprised at this point ???? when do i not ramble about ellie ???? i probably sound like a broken record at this point, but ellie became such a big part of my blog though you probs can’t tell. not because of kolvina, but simply because of E L L I E. we never set out to write romantic stuff, nor did she ever pressure me into it. it was just “we joined the same group and wow let’s talk because yes” which is a lot because i was weary of talking to kols (she still remains the only kol i follow) out of fear of being forced into something i didn’t want from past experience. NOT ELLIE THOUGH. we just talked about Lyfe and then we started talking about our characters and her explanation of kol just finish the puzzle of kolvina for me and it was wOW from there and we reached a point where i was “yes, i trust this girl enough to try this” and she’s just so wonderful. as a writer, as a kol, and as a human being. every time i post something, she is there making me smile and cheering me on. we rant (USE APPROPRIATE AGE ACTORS 2KFOREVER) and makes me cry with post and just wOW ELLIE IS SO MUCH QUALITY. A GREAT FRIEND. PLS YOU’LL NEVER GE TBORED WITH HER. 

@onlylovedherself i know KT is not here at the moment, but i am sending all the good vibes to her!!!! from what she has told me, i know she’ll make it through and come out hella stronger. honestly,her determination, strength, and ability to have such a warm heart when she has faced so much is just ADMIRING. during a time when i’m on the down low i stop and think about reasons to keep on fighting, and kt has been one of the examples i give myself. without being here, her story has motivated me. she’s in my prayers and thoughts every day. what she is going through is tough, but she is tougher !! not a lot of people would be strong enough to get the help she went to get. i’m so frekaing proud of her. and i miss her dearly !!!! like i can’t wait for her to get back so we can continue our threads and late night talks. she is so easy to talk to !!! and her katherine is so great. i fell in love after one thread !!!!! anD HER DOG IS SO CUTE TOO !!! i just miss kt so much !!!! but i’ll miss her for as long as possible as long as it means she comes back healthier and happier !!! 

@bbckeswrctes goING BACK TO MY OG PARTNERS FOR WHEN I BROUGHT DAVINA BACK INTO MY LIFE. kg i remember so vividly when we met back in darkdimension (still lowkey miss that rp ngl) you had damon back then and the sASSS BETWEEN DAVINA AND HIM. and i still lowkey lol at all the hate you guys got for having a life outside of tumblr and idk if you guys got so pissed or idk but i ended up being the only accepted and i was all “YES BISSHH “ i demand to know what that was about lol poinT IS kg became a fave before we even properly met and i’m also p sure you were the first to approach me. sO BONUS POINTS. AND THEN JOHN CAME ALONG AND SI BLINGS. SIGN ME UP. kg is just so freaking amazing. not just as a person but as a writer. like holy cow all her characters are so good idk how she does it. her tris made me remember my love for divergent. i stalk her threads tbh because

@bellissimoxinganno aN G E SHE IS SO PRECIOUS !!! AND SO FREKAING EASY TO TALK WITH !!! HER KINDNESS AND SO OPEN TO NEW PEOPLE BLEW ME AWAY. LIKE THERE WAS NEVER A MOMENT OF AWKWARDNESS BETWEEN THE TWO OF US.from the get go we just created out two outcast best friends with secret hand shakes that like music and just overachievers. liKE YES SIGN ME UP. and oh no no no we didn’t stop there we continued taking our two besties down dark roads for the future. we don’t talk a lot, which pLS LET’S CHANGE, but when we do it’s just so easy. i know i said that but that is so important ??? she is just a generally loving person and a great friend to have. sign me up. 

@mcmachine someone i haven’t talked to before but have stalked for like ever ???? i’m a huge greys anatomy fan (and not jus because i’m a med student myself :P) and would literally stalk the rp tag (i thought about making a GA blog once) and hers came up and i went into and i was hOOK. april has always been a fave of mine because she is so different from the other characters on there. she is first introduced as this (as much as i hate the term) “ugly duckling” who got fired for making a mistake and was christian and a virgin. bUT SHE OWNED THAT. like she held on to her beliefs and someone that could have been seen as a “good girl” showed that she was so much more. SHE WAS A KICKASS TRAUMA SURGEON. SHE BECAME A FUCKING SWAN. man i love her and jill just portrays her so beautiful and accurately !! i would so read her threads when GA was on a hiatus because i needed my daily dose of GA and she gave it to me. and jill just seems like such a fun person to talk to !!! i’m so glad i gather my guts to follow her, and when she sent the meme i squeALED OUT OF HAPPINESS !!! like that right there just screams jill being an open person and more cookies for that !!! pls i’m already in love with this blog i can’t handle !!!

this got a little long for five people but i could keep going about these people !!! all of them are such great friends and people and have amazing blogs i fangirl about every day !!! just sign me up for all of them. 

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