#I love Gortash I do but I hate liking a character that isnt my own oc at the same time. does that make sense

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#idk how to explain this but im so tired of Cas just being another gortash ship sometimes #I know this is on me for even posting abt them otherwise I could’ve just been delusional or smth but yeah #I love Gortash I do but I hate liking a character that isnt my own oc at the same time. does that make sense #I hate the feeling of being one of many and just being seen as some fandom content creator so much #it makes my art feel so…. worthless. to me sometimes #sry for erm. yapping I just struggle with art recently tbh